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i'm gonna do it

hey girlies ( gender neutral ) i finished the boy/s and i am thinking ... thoughts

#i had this idea for voss being this former subsidiary of vought that went HAM on questionable pharmaceutical strives #during vought's upswing into entertainment #and subsequently became a somewhat more niche name. better known for their work in bioengineering (specifically the synthesization of cells #but has more recently pivoted into a “response” to supes. more or less attempting to recreate v #and (less publicly) figure out a way to more reliably restrain/control high-powered supes #and they kind swivel between secretly operating with vought on a tenuous alliance and publically participating in an arms race #anyways shannon is put in charge of a project to create a supe to match homelan.der and her ex husband patrick was a semi-famous supe #she has a daughter whom she has a somewhat (nonexistent) strained bond with

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hey girlies ( gender neutral ) i finished the boy/s and i am thinking ... thoughts

#ooc. #i actually *had* written her into that world for a little bit but didn't wind up doing anything with it #bUT i had some ideas for some npcs and then just got thinking about shannon in the context of a world where super powers exist and !!! #i have been on my high fantasy nlog as of late but always thinking of shan #i am also also thinking of frey though ( a scifi oc that i also use jennifer for ) so who knows

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SO, in addition to it being ✨testing season✨ and all the chaotic nonsense that comes with that, i am in the process of applying to a master's program and it has sapped all of my energy to create. thank you guys for your patience <3 <3

#ooc. #i have been slightly more active on my worst girl lanfear but the words are just not wording rn #anyways love and miss ya 😘

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ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID????? Kindest regards, 

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CARRIE-ANNE MOSS as Leigh NEW BLOOD 1999 - dir. Michael Hurst

#she's so shannon #smoking/

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i gave shan an obnoxious residency but i can't remember what

#it had to do with regenerative medicine but i am simply not in the same feral state of mind to dig through all that shit again #but LIKE her background isn't actually in hematopathology. it's cellular biology and she was well on her way to .. #well doing what she got bamboozled into doing anyway ( succeeding richard and continuing his vision for voss )

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I can’t let motherfuckers know I got desires or they’ll think I suck

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shannon has never minded her face in the ways she should. letting her thoughts run rampant across its topography. in the furrow of her brows. her mouth, stiffly set in a frown. parsing.

❝ it’s easy to make promises you can never keep. ❞ @cursedher

" not that i've found. " low. curt. this scratches at the surface of something a nakedness she's quick to shy from. gingerly minding its edge with the same care as an open flame. drier then, plying along the jagged tip of her thumbnail with her index, " there's always someone bound to come around to collect if you're not quick enough. "

#cursedher #hello <3 #long time no see !

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❝ you do a man wrong, he’ll shoot you for it. you do a man right…well, he still may shoot you for it. ❞

she doesn't mean to laugh. roughly quashes the sharp leap of sound between tightly pursed lips. it twitches in the corners of her upturned mouth. " you sayin you're gonna shoot me, @lawhurt ? " she cups her cheek in the shell of her palm, brows performatively raised in overdrawn shock. right as he was at least in this part of woods this man was a jagged fit in the image he was trying to paint for her. somehow ... incongruous.

like a canted frame her fingers itched to right. " well " a breath. pointed as she carefully plucks her next words. " guess you get to look them in the eye. don't you ? "

#lawhurt #hii !!! #the energy of both of those sentence starters just screamed jamie omg

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does anyone feel the layer of plexiglass between themselves and the rest of the world or is that just a me thing

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i think i lost my stuff for shan's t.lou au but i DO remember that she got her shit ROCKED by some fireflies for picking apart their sterilization procedures and suggesting someone got their degree from a cracker jack's box for trying to treat a fungal infection with antibodies.

#mobile/ #ask to tag/ #she's such a treat

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red dead redemption 1 starters

❝ it’s wanting that gets so many folks in trouble. ❞ ❝ it ain’t no secret i didn’t get these scars falling over in church. ❞ ❝ if you win power, remember why you wanted it. ❞ ❝ you do a man wrong, he’ll shoot you for it. you do a man right…well, he still may shoot you for it. ❞ ❝ trust me. there’s things you’re better off not knowing. ❞ ❝ you remind me a lot of myself. how i used to be. stubborn and angry. ❞ ❝ i hope you will give me some warning if you get the sudden urge to kill me. ❞ ❝ my side wasn’t chosen. my side was given. ❞ ❝ a little sore, but apart from a couple extra scars, it will be as nothing happened. ❞ ❝ i don’t think you’re a bad person. a little stupid perhaps, but not rotten. ❞ ❝ i certainly don’t mind you asking, if you don’t mind me not telling. ❞ ❝ you are being deliberately obscure as a substitute for having a personality. ❞ ❝ so do tell me, have you needlessly risked your life since we last spoke? ❞ ❝ i came into this world fighting. and i’ll go out of it fighting. ❞ ❝ i hear you speak and suddenly i'm reminded of how the people i respected most in my life had a problem with authority. ❞ ❝ you're looking much better. considering you were almost buzzard food a couple days ago. ❞ ❝ power is like a drink. the more you have, the more you want. ❞ ❝ people don’t forget. nothing gets forgiven. ❞ ❝ sometimes in the service of what is right, you got to do terrible things. ❞ ❝ you have quite a story. i really am a little jealous. ❞ ❝ old friends make the worst enemies. ❞ ❝ i had everything, and gave it up in the pursuit of nothing. ❞ ❝ hah. you were always bad at lying. ❞ ❝ i’m not going to stand by and watch good people suffer. ❞ ❝ some trees flourish, others die. some cattle grow strong, others are taken by wolves. some men are born rich enough and dumb enough to enjoy their lives. ain't nothing fair. you know that. ❞ ❝ if you find yourself in a hole, the first thing to do is stop digging. ❞ ❝ now, if you don't mind, i'd hate to spoil such a beautiful afternoon on such beautiful land with any further unpleasantries. ❞ ❝ i, too, have a family, friend. and so that we may see our families again i suggest we part ways amicably. ❞ ❝ sometimes i tell myself that everything happens for a reason. ❞ ❝ i see the good in everybody. it’s a flaw of mine. ❞ ❝ well, try not to get yourself killed. ❞ ❝ see if you can keep your gun holstered for once. ❞ ❝ i don’t pay much attention to rumors. ❞ ❝ i swear, if it was down to me, i’d never have gone anywhere. ❞ ❝ lock all the doors. whatever happens, don’t come outside. you hear me? whatever happens. ❞ ❝ what would you care? i’m just a nuisance to you anyway. ❞ ❝ i’ve been hearing some things about you. ❞ ❝ i would rather be dead than a cynic like you. ❞ ❝ damn, a little gratitude wouldn’t kill you. ❞ ❝ trust me, i ain’t no hero. ❞ ❝ as it turns out, it's you or me. the way i see it, might as well be you. ❞ ❝ you live in a dream world. it ain’t like they tell it in books. ❞ ❝ i’m asking you to do what i say, before you get yourself killed. ❞ ❝ those who sit on the fence make a choice…in their own way. ❞ ❝ i’d do anything for you, you know that. ❞ ❝ better watch your mouth, my friend. i've cut out a man's tongue for less. ❞ ❝ there's nothing worse than a nobody thinking he's a somebody. ❞ ❝ you got it all wrong. i’ve always loved you, even now. ❞ ❝ what the hell were you thinking, going off on your own? ❞ ❝ first impressions are hard to erase. ❞ ❝ it’s a long story. too long to tell without a drink in my hand. ❞ ❝ i’m not angry. i’m disappointed. ❞ ❝ you know me. i’ll be late to my own funeral. ❞ ❝ that tone of voice ain’t so becoming on you. makes you seem all pent up and angry. ❞ ❝ you think i don’t know who you are. ❞ ❝ why don’t i get a warm and tender embrace? ❞ ❝ what do you want me to say? yippee? ❞ ❝ there’s always a choice. you’re just too blind to see. ❞ ❝ you’re not ready for that yet. one step at a time. ❞ ❝ every time you go off, i worry you’re not coming back. ❞ ❝ it didn’t have to be this way. ❞ ❝ come on now. try to look on the bright side. ❞

❝ after all i taught you…i’m ashamed. ❞ ❝ it’s easy to make promises you can never keep. ❞ ❝ we all make mistakes. i never claimed to be a saint. ❞ ❝ how does it feel to kill hundreds of men in cold blood? ❞ ❝ it ain’t the first time i had a gun to my head. ❞ ❝ you’re not perfect, and i’m sure not. but you’re better than they are. ❞ ❝ you alright? you’re not hurt, are you? ❞ ❝ this really couldn’t have gone more horribly wrong. ❞ ❝ you’re just like me. you can’t change who you are. ❞ ❝ my whole life, all i ever did was fight. ❞ ❝ you’re in no position to make demands. ❞ ❝ the bright side? there ain’t no bright side. ❞ ❝ my heart’s beating like a drum. ❞ ❝ are you sure you’re alright? i mean, i know all that business must have been hard on you. ❞ ❝ you’ll make me blush with all these kind words. ❞ ❝ i never took you for the jealous type. ❞ ❝ come now, you’re stupid, but you’re not that stupid. ❞ ❝ you’re weak. you always were. you never had the stomach for this. ❞ ❝ seems real quiet, don’t you think? ❞ ❝ you were always a hard and nasty man. ❞ ❝ see, i have nothing but your best intentions at heart. ❞ ❝ don’t talk about things you don’t understand. ❞ ❝ i guess there’s only one room for one hero in this family. ❞ ❝ for a wise man, you are a really stupid man. ❞ ❝ what would have happened if i hadn’t come along? ❞ ❝ you must have mistaken me for someone else, friend. ❞ ❝ you ain’t very talkative, are you? ❞ ❝ we cannot be too careful. the world is very dangerous. ❞ ❝ no, i’m not okay. do i look like i’m okay? ❞ ❝ you are so tense all the time. come, let’s have some fun! ❞ ❝ i will stay and fight. i am ready to die if necessary. ❞ ❝ i know i can’t change the past but i’m sure gonna do something about the future. ❞ ❝ i’ve given you no reason not to trust me. ❞ ❝ choose your tone rightly. remember who you’re talking to. ❞ ❝ there are guards everywhere. if they see you, they will kill you. ❞ ❝ it was nothing. i’m not a kid any more.❞ ❝ a lonely, forsaken place. some people say it’s haunted. ❞ ❝ i’m not sure your idea of paradise and mine are the same. ❞ ❝ maybe if you were more cordial to folks, they’d be better inclined to help you. ❞ ❝ i’ve been in far worse situations. ❞ ❝ you have the exterior of a violent man, but the soul of an angel. ❞ ❝ you’re not gonna pass out on me, are you? ❞ ❝ you’re no better. how many men have you killed? ❞ ❝ stay alert. something doesn’t feel right. ❞

❝ i'm going to hand you over to them and watch them tear you limb from limb…i'm just kidding. ❞ ❝ you love to talk badly of other people because it makes you feel better about yourself. ❞ ❝ it’s been a pleasure spending time with you. ❞ ❝ that’s a lot of sacrifice. i just hope it’s worth it. ❞ ❝ i’m not cut out for this. no, not cut out for this at all. ❞ ❝ i don’t need you to show me. ❞ ❝ men are born, and then they're formed. at least, that’s how i see it. ❞ ❝ a little flattery…now we’re finally getting somewhere. ❞ ❝ i thought you were supposed to be fearless. ❞ ❝ you are a man who has lost his spirit. ❞ ❝ if you were less secretive, people might be more inclined to trust you. ❞ ❝ me mean me no harm? this is funny. what harm could you do to me, exactly? ❞ ❝ come on, after everything we’ve been through, i think we can trust each other, don’t you? ❞ ❝ i can’t rightly believe it. just like in the books. ❞ ❝ i didn’t ask for your help back there. i owe you nothing. ❞ ❝ be careful. what’s stopping me from killing you? ❞ ❝ one day, i promise you, you’re gonna regret this. ❞ ❝ you know i’ll do whatever i can, but i have problems of my own. ❞ ❝ what would you know about leadership? ❞ ❝ you make a choice by not making a choice, you know. ❞ ❝ hold your excuses until you figure out which one to use. ❞ ❝ i'll give you a bad case of "someone just shot me in the head" if you don't hurry up. ❞ ❝ being honest though, this tastes bad enough to kill a man. ❞ ❝ do i look like i need saving? ❞ ❝ sarcasm should be beneath a man such as you. ❞ ❝ are you always this stupid or are you making an extra effort today? ❞ ❝ i don’t like to kill a man on his knees, even if he deserves it. ❞ ❝ don't forget you need me more than i need you. ❞ ❝ i’ll hunt you to hell and back. ❞ ❝ you’d best not be lying to me. ❞ ❝ let's get going. before the weather gets any worse. that sky don't look good.. ❞ ❝ thank you for telling me all that back there. it must have been hard for you. ❞ ❝ i know we ain't exactly old pals, but…have i ever done you wrong? ❞ ❝ your nobility's almost as affecting as your naivety. ❞ ❝ you are a romantic who wants to be a cynic. ❞ ❝ i apologize if i seem to be prying. ❞ ❝ strange place for a decent person to visit, if you don't mind me saying. ❞ ❝ well, you must admit…it's an unusual start to a friendship. ❞ ❝ i can’t really say i understand you. ❞ ❝ every man has a right to change, a chance of forgiveness. ❞ ❝ hello, old friend. it’s been a long time. ❞ ❝ i hope you understand now why i've been playing my cards somewhat close to my chest. ❞ ❝ nobody made my path but me. ❞ ❝ it’ll be a piece of cake. trust me. ❞ ❝ oh, don’t be so deliberately enigmatic. ❞ ❝ my word, what a difficult life you’ve lived. ❞ ❝ you have a strange sense of humor. ❞ ❝ stay and fight me, you coward. ❞ ❝ i ain't planning on staying very long. ❞

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I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time

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SHANNON WILLIAMS : an independent + private original character.

INFO. PIN. PROMPTS.

temp rules below

don't be a freak <3

very mid to moderate formatting over here

shan is one of my oldest ocs and i have deleted all her shit multiple times. i am trying to cobble her back together, but a lot of how i see her has also changed since i first started writing her and so ... it's gonna be a hot mess for a bit.

#LEA. 26. SHE/THEY. #dni <3 #heavily influenced by themes in the cyber punk genre and bloodborn.e #revamped 4. 18. 2024

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SHANNON WILLIAMS - info dump

bull-headed, over-educated, virginian lady. has garnered a professional and private reputation as being both intensely meticulous and somewhat caustic, though generally well-meaning.

former mentee of richard voss, the founder of voss corp. a biomedical company. a bond built on verbal sparring, the pair have an incredibly close and tumultuous relationship, more closely resembling that of father and daughter.

hematopathologist granted incredibly rare early access into voss corp to study the supposed miracle-like properties of a synthetic blood manufactured by the company.

overconsumption of said blood causes rapid and violent mutation, the likes of which are often euthanized at the first stirrings of symptoms to maintain a level of secrecy.

shannon is attacked fairly early on into her time there, but awakes to find herself miraculously healed, having been fed the blood.

she is not fully aware of the larger impacts of the blood until much much later.

general summary : shannon was offered the rare opportunity to study voss's early innovations in synthetic blood. during her time working alongside the doctors at vc, she is attacked by what she'd later be able it identify as one of the testers, left to fester under observation. she would eventually kill those, within voss, too far gone as an act of mercy and richard voss. ( main verse would follow her time with vc. later verses, after the death of richard voss, follow shannone attempt to reroute the future of the company she'd inherited. )

additional note : the strain shannon was treated with is significantly less volatile, producing less extreme mutations but also slower results. this was purely an act of favoritism and would become a recurring source of conflict between shannon and richard.

HEAVILY inspired by bloodborn.e's church of heal.ing but also:

#i think this psd is pychehelic #+ INFO. #i also have a general supernatural au in which shan is just a vampire hunter who happens to keep her vamp'd dad in a barn on their property #she's not *pro* vamp as a whole but she isn't okay with the idea of killing something for the simple sin of being alive

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daily tasks are: wake up haunted, get sick, wallow, memory loss, grief, get sick, do the dishes

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Jennifer Connelly in A Beautiful Mind (2001)

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