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bi buck fic my beloved 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

Hi, Nolan 💖 Ack! I’m so glad you love Bi Buck. He’s very special to me (as is his internal panic 😅) Your sentences:

The idea of being a bisexual man feels correct and right and good. Like a missing piece that’s slotted into place. The problem, one of them anyway, is expressing that out loud. Being able to actively state who he is instead of passively agreeing when someone asks if he’s bi.

And he knows he doesn’t need a label. Hen, Karen, Tommy and countless forums all remind him he doesn’t have to use one if he doesn’t want to. Except he thinks he would like to. Something to help him make sense of his thoughts, preferences, and feelings. To make him feel settled. Because, despite his recent revelations - more likely because of them - he’s been shaken up inside. Memories have started surfacing, dislodged from mental shelves and opening to precise moments he never gave a second thought to before.

#you describe it so perfecltly #almost as if you know what you're talking about! #as always your words never fail to make me feel Things #love this #love you! #well done baby

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Safe in your arms 🩷💜💙

#every one of your drawings makes me so happy #i love your love for these boys #this is perfection

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Inspiration Saturday

tagged by @diazsdimples @dangerpronebuddie @theotherbuckley Thank you, loves and looking forward to all of your creations!

I don’t have a snippet today, but here’s what’s inspiring me (or what I hope will be anyway) for Bi Buck

This poem of mine

and

If you want to help with sentences (pretty pretty please) send me a 🏳️‍🌈 and I’ll write 5 sentences for each one

np tagging (for today or Sunday) @actuallyitsellie @epicbuddieficrecs @loveyouanyway @a-noble-dragon @tizniz @mountedeverest @fortheloveofbuddie @weewootruck @saybiwithme @bidisasterevankinard @shipperqueen6 @ramonaflow @taketheplanspinitsideways @spotsandsocks @stereopticons @kitteneddiediaz @mrs-f-darcy @daffi-990 @drowsy-quill @your-catfish-friend @thekristen999 @filet-o-feelings @wikiangela @underwaterninja13 @lizzie-bennetdarcy @rainbow-nerdss @steadfastsaturnsrings @queenmabcreates @jesuisici33 @rmd-writes @bucksbiawakening @shortsighted-owl @queerbuckleys @bi-buckrights @elvensorceress @giddyupbuck @hoodie-buck @indestructibleheart @ladydorian05 @lemonzestywrites @monsterrae1 @statueinthestone @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @the-likesofus @thewolvesof1998 @watchyourbuck @welcometololaland @wildlife4life and anyone else who wants to 😘

#make hippo write!! #and please do cause this fic is so cute #all the bi buck feels #also baby that poem kills me every time #its so beautiful and the colours #*chefs kiss*

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Sending love and hugs to brighten your day🌈☀️🩷🌈☀️🩷🌈☀️🩷🌈☀️🩷🌈☀️🩷 May all the lovely things come your way

Aaahhhhh thank you Spotty!!!! Sending back ALL the hugs and joy your way!!

#james answers things #spotty tag #thank youuuu #i hope you've had a great day!!

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Okay I came across this in my last gif search and decided you had to see it also. I’m sorry or you’re welcome 😉

In this you're Colin (right) and I'm Ryan (left). Incredible. Love it. I'm not going to disclose how I was very excited for a hot second

#james answers things #hippo tag #what a perfect gif #the way I perked up dfsdfkjk

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Hi, Baby Boy, husband, my darling love 💕

A reminder that you are sweet, special, creative, talented, loved, handsome, kind and deserve all the love and happiness. You are an excellent friend and mutual. I’m so delighted I was caught by your Musician au snippet and we got to know each other.

Flowers for you 🥰 😘

Baby the way this has me all blushy and giggly and stupid 🥰🥰 thank you for the words, they're gonna fuel me for the rest of the day! I'm delighted you liked musician AU and we basically imprinted on one another after, your friendship means the world to me

Not a hippo but you get the idea 🫶

#james answers things #hippo tag #my WIFE PEOPLE #love you 🥰

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Being called annoying bucktommy shipper when you called out problem of some buddie stans(real toxic stans) when you yourself (IMAGINE THAT) buddie shipper for three years with 22 posted fics and 100+ wips about buddie, and enjoy both pairings, make you see why so many people are negative about the ship. The people like that attack everyone, not just other fans but actors and writers, and you think it will help? You think when Oliver already said he doesn't support how actress of prev LI of Buck and Eddie (who btw I never hated. Back to tags of this person. But I'm pretty sure, you honey send death wishes to them) were treated, but still for now support buddie means he supports your toxic behavior? No, he literally called out this behavior. You think attacking Lou or Tim will help buddie happen? It will just make people hate it more, the other fans who might become shippers if buddie will become canon, but if before it they will see how you treat anyone who is not "buddie all the way" surprise they will be against the ship, which will not be good for buddie. Because Imagine that buddie is not loved by every person in the fandom. Not by ga too. For now it shipped by less people when you try to imagine

I was waiting for buddie for 3 years, still part of me waiting, but yes, I enjoy see Buck happy and enjoy my bucktommy time and really support if writes will make it endgame

Go piss yourself in frustration that other people can stay decent to the ships and other fans, respect actors and creators, not speaking about their ship under posts about the completely different one

#kill em di

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Hi I'm probably a million hours too late but 👶👶👶👶 pretty please??

I'm FINALLY answering the last few asks, had a busy day yesterday

4 magical deaged Buck paragraphs coming up!

And I'm using this as a late fuck it friday even though it is Saturday

I'm gonna try to finish this chapter today and post it on ao3. It won't be very long probably, but I think updating it will give me motivation to write more? Idk

Athena lets out a loud sigh and slumps in her chair, “Not much. They asked if I knew where Buck is since his apartment looked like it hasn’t been lived in for a while. And then when they called Eddie, Eddie got all weird and hung up on them.”

“Traitor,” Bobby mutters under his breath. “You said he was here?”

“Sort of. I said they didn’t have to worry and should come by so we can discuss it over tea,” Athena answers, “Of course that got Maddie worried so now they’re speeding over here as we speak.”

Bobby glances at Buck, who has started making engine noises as he races the fire engine over the front table. “Do we… need to hide him before we tell them the truth?”

You can still make me write a few paragraphs! Check out this post on how! It has really helped me being motivated to continue my wips

Taglist for fuck it friday:

@buddieswhvre @diazsdimples @tizniz @steadfastsaturnsrings @watchyourbuck @theotherbuckley @jesuiscenseedormir @loveyouanyway @bidisasterevankinard @chaosandwolves @mattsire @mel-vaz @inkmortal-trash389 @princess-of-the-snake-pit @nilletellsstories @laundryandtaxesworld @specialbrownieeater @m1kayu

#the way i love this fic #give me mooooore

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Gaging interest for this but I've been considering dipping my toes into the world of podficcing for a little bit now because one (1) person said they liked my voice/ should consider a career in radio and I took it a little seriously dskfjsdfk

If you think I should, are there any fics that people would be particularly interesting in hearing me read? I don't mind genre/rating. Just do bear in mind that I am from New Zealand and therefore sound not too dissimilar to people such as Taika Waititi, Karl Urban and Jemaine Clement 🤣

Tagging friends to widen the sample size/ Get Vibes

@theotherbuckley @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @daffi-990 @neverevan

@bidisasterevankinard @babybibuck @aroeddiediaz @spotsandsocks @bibuckbuckgoose

@alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @jesuisici33 @wikiangela @loveyouanyway

@cal-daisies-and-briars @exhuastedpigeon @epicbuddieficrecs @kitteneddiediaz @thekristen999

@slightlyobsessedwitheverything @actuallyitsellie @dangerpronebuddie @loserdiaz @elvensorceress

@underwaterninja13 @rainbow-nerdss @smilingbuckley @spagheddiediaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@thewolvesof1998

#james says things #james speaks? #idk if I should do a general description of my voice or not #but it's deep #probably in a not dissimilar range to Oliver's tbh #podfic #help a boy out

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Fuck It Saturday

I'm not sure if it's friday anywhere anymore so we're fucking it on a Saturday!! I've been super lax on writing this week because I've got a beefy 3k word report on care for transgender/gender diverse parents during pregnancy due on Monday and I am not even halfway done dfkjds. BUT I did get a small trickle of Frostpunk AU beans so I thought I'd share! Snippet below the line bc it's kinda long

Tagged for Friday & Saturday by @smilingbuckley @thekristen999 @dangerpronebuddie @spotsandsocks @bidisasterevankinard

@cal-daisies-and-briars @daffi-990 @theotherbuckley and @kitteneddiediaz, I will be getting to your snippets tonight!!

Buck’s reading to Christopher when it happens.

Ever since Christopher woke up, Buck has been keeping a near-constant vigil at his bedside, keeping the boy entertained and comfortable where he can. He’d even snuck into the Children’s Shelter to borrow some toys for Christopher - a set of cards, a rainbow puzzle, a small, plastic dinosaur toy, and a fluffy rabbit that Christopher had kept tucked under his arm ever since.

So, it’s not entirely surprising that Buck is there when Edmundo wakes up.

The first indication is the bleeping on Edmundo’s heart monitor begins to increase in speed. Buck stops midsentence and turns in his chair. The first thing he notices is that Edmundo’s eyes are open, wide and fearful as he looks around the room.

In a flash, Buck is on his feet, book clattering to the floor, and he rushes over to Edmundo’s bedside.

“Hen!” he yells, praying his friend is close enough to hear. “Chimney! Someone, come quick!!”

Edmundo’s chest begins to heave as a heavy panic sets in and he raises his arms to claw at the breathing tube down his throat. Buck grabs his wrists and pins them to his size, and is surprised at the strength of the man. It takes no small amount of effort to keep him from ripping the tube out, or scrabbing at the IV lines in his arms.

“Hey, hey it’s okay, Hen and Chimney are coming, just breathe for me,” Buck says hurriedly as he watches Edmundo gag around the tube. He knows the man will be getting oxygen, but that won’t be stopping the feeling of suffocation, the feeling of obstruction in his throat.

Edmundo’s eyes bug out as he looks at Buck, gaze boring into him in a silent plea. Help me. Make it stop.

There’s a clattering of feet on linoleum as Hen, Chimney, and another medic Buck doesn’t know the name of all sprint into the cramped med bay.

“What’s going on, what happened?” Hen asks as she comes screeching to a halt, but it doesn’t take a genius to figure out what’s going on. Before Buck can even open his mouth, Chimney is grabbing the extubation equipment and barking orders at Hen and the medic, all three swarming Edmundo’s bedside.

Buck’s in the way, he knows it but he cannot make himself move. Instead, he takes both of Edmundo’s hands and laces their fingers together, squeezing lightly to give Edmundo something to focus on.

“Look at me, Edmundo,” he says as Hen peels off the tape keeping the tube in place. Edmundo’s eyes flick back towards Buck, his eyebrows scrunched together, and Buck’s stomach twists uncomfortably as he sees a tear slide down Edmundo’s cheek.

“That’s it, just keep your eyes on me.”

“Okay, extubating patient now. Hen, have suction at the ready. Jess, get the O2 mask,” Chimney orders, and there’s a fluffy of movement as everyone gets in position.

Buck looks away. He doesn’t want to watch the tube come out. He’s never been the best with medical things at the best of times and this.. well he’s not exactly sure why the thought of Edmundo in particular being in pain makes him so unhappy but it does. So he doesn’t watch, instead keeping his eyes trained firmly on his and Edmundo’s hands. It doesn’t escape his notice the way Edmundo’s knuckles go white as he clings to Buck for dear life.

There’s horrible wet noise followed by the sound of suction and a volley of wet coughs, before Buck hears a deep breath in. He chances a glance upwards and sees Edmundo, eyes open and sans tube for the first time he got to Sector 118. There’s an oxygen mask fitted over his face, fogging up with every breath Edmundo takes.

Instantly, relief flows through Buck like warm honey, filtering through his veins until he’s lighter and warmer than he’s been in days. Edmundo’s awake. Edmundo is breathing on his own. Edmundo’s alive.

Buck grins, unable to contain his joy. “Welcome back to the world of the living, Edmundo.”

“Eddie,” the guy croaks, and Buck blinks.

“Huh?”

“Name’s E-Eddie. Not Edmundo,” he rasps, before breaking out into a coughing fit. Buck rushes to help him upright, takes off the oxygen mask, and holds out a container as Edmundo – Eddie spits into it, his chest heaving from the force of his coughs. Buck rubs his back, murmuring reassuring words until Eddie takes a shaky breath and allows himself to rest back against his pillows.

No pressure tagging (for Friday or Saturday) @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @neverevan @babybibuck @aroeddiediaz

@bibuckbuckgoose @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @jesuisici33 @wikiangela

@loveyouanyway @exhuastedpigeon @epicbuddieficrecs @hermscat @worriedbisexual

@slightlyobsessedwitheverything @actuallyitsellie @idealuk @dangerpronebuddie @simpingforhotfictionalcharacters

@houseofevanbuckley @loserdiaz @elvensorceress @underwaterninja13 @rainbow-nerdss

@steadfastsaturnsrings @thewolvesof1998 @jehdogg @ohlookitsthearkhamknight @revenge-of-the-assbutt (lmk if you want to be added/removed)

#james writes #buddie wip #frostpunk au #buddie #911 abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 buddie #911 #911verse #911 fanfic #eddie x buck #HE'S ALIIIIIVE #GOD i'm so glad I can finally write alive eddie #also the fact that I'm at 16k and not even a quarter of the way through... #help

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1 week until the Madney Wedding!!

Everything will be fine, nothing is gonna happen....

#bro i know we're gonna be put through the wringer #but they're getting MARRIED #madney

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Corporate needs you to find the difference between this picture and this picture 🏀

#a golden retriever with a basketball #there is no difference #both such good boys #911 abc #evan buckley #911 art #911 fanart #911 season 7

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

tagged by @dangerpronebuddie @diazsdimples thank you <33

How many works do you have on ao3?

right now it's 90! (57 of these are 911 lol)

What's your total ao3 word count?

535,450

What fandoms do you write for?

currently just 911, but I have some destiel and sambucky fics and who knows, I might get back to them at some point haha

Top 5 fics by kudos:

For a holiday (and forevermore)

I can't love you any more (than I do now)

I'd marry you with paper rings

the next best thing

There’s no way that it’s not going there (with the way that we’re looking at each other)

(they're all buddie and I just noticed that the top 4 are all over 1k kudos?? when did that happen lmao)

Do you respond to comments?

I do! sometimes it takes me a while bc i get lowkey overwhelmed lol but I always do!

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

there's not a lot bc I prefer happy or hopeful endings, but I guess by post 6x10 fics? Fine and don't know what I'd do if your tomorrow never came idk lol

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

most of my fics have happy endings, but I guess I'd say For a holiday (and forevermore) 

Do you get hate on fics?

not really? got like one or two not very nice comments but generally no haha

Do you write smut?

yes I do 😁 not often and it always takes me forever but I do have two smut fics in the works (one buddie, one bucktommy lol)

Craziest crossover?

don't have any

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

no, as far as I know

Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope

Have you co-written a fic before?

no

All time favorite ship?

buddie

(ngl, bucktommy is a veeeeery close second rn🙈)

What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

there's two that have been fighting me for so long they're lowkey abandoned now and tbh I don't know if I still want to finish them? one is a 5+1 nicknames, and the other just a silly idea about eddie flirting with buck since they met but buck being veeeery oblivious lol

What are your writing strengths?

I think (usually) I'm pretty good at staying true to the characters and not making them too ooc (and I know when it's ooc, okay, I have one wip rn where I just don't give a fuck, I'm writing it anyway lol), and I can get into their heads pretty well. Also I think I'm good at the cute fluffy stuff lol idk

What are your writing weaknesses?

there's probably a lot lol - rn the one that comes to mind is descriptions probably, which is why writing fanfic where we have established characters and settings is so much easier than og stuff haha

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

I don't mind it but I don't do it a lot aside from a pet name here and there bc I just don't wanna get anything wrong lol

First fandom you wrote in?

for tv shows supernatural, but before that I did write rpf which i just wanna forget about lol

Favorite fic you've written?

rn it's three:

we don't know where this is going now (don't be afraid of heights, let me open your heart wide) - my tommy pov fic <3

I'm comin' back, don't let me go - buck driving/breakdown fic

baby, you drive me wild - car smut - might not be my best but it's my fave smut lol

tags: @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @loserdiaz @evanbegins

@wildlife4life @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @weewootruck @loveyouanyway

@spagheddiediaz @rainbow-nerdss @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @spotsandsocks

@rogerzsteven @hippolotamus @sunshinediaz @honestlydarkprincess @exhuastedpigeon

@jesuisici33 @steadfastsaturnsrings @buddieswhvre @theotherbuckley @daffi-990

@hoodie-buck @tizniz @bidisasterevankinard

#so many good fics!!! #fic rec

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Fic Update: change the prophecy

Happy one week until 9-1-1! Here's chapter two :)

Summary:

Eddie breaks up with Marisol. Tommy breaks up with Buck.

Snippet:

“I mean, it’s cool that Eddie and I still hang out, right?” Tommy asks. 

The question doesn’t seem sincere, like he’s really checking Buck’s comfort levels. It seems almost like a test. 

“W-well, why wouldn’t it be?” Buck asks. 

“Come on,” Tommy chuckles. “You know.”

Buck frowns. “What? No. I don’t. I told you I get why you and Eddie are friends, and that I know Eddie can have more than one friend, and-and I think it’s pretty obvious that I wasn’t frustrated about friendship , anyway.”

“Yeah, I know what you were frustrated about, Evan,” Tommy says, tone clipped.

Buck blinks. “Wait, are you a-accusing me of thinking you’re, like, what? Hitting on Eddie? Because, I never thought that!”

“That’s not at all what I’m saying,” Tommy sighs. 

Buck tries to parse it, but finds himself struggling. 

“A-are you suggesting that Eddie is into you ? Tommy, I-I think he’s straight.” 

Tommy nearly chokes on a sip of beer. 

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Tagging @epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @buckleybabyblues

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u

#oh now this should be delightful

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I missed a couple of tag games - I'll catch up on those I've been tagged in soon! So here is me using that as an excuse to share a snippet because I'm once again working on the fake dating fic and Eddie was an idiot so I had to share.

Fuck it tease tidbit wip frituewedthursday 👍

“Am I sleeping in your old room again?” Christopher asks him, playing with a card left on the table promoting some landmark nearby.

“Pretty sure you are. My sisters are staying in their own old bedrooms. But their beds were always bigger than mine, so they can sleep peacefully with their husbands. Meanwhile I doubt Buck and I fit in my old one. He's too big.”

“Gee, thanks,” Buck answers sarcastically.

“Ah, come on. You know I love how big you are.”

Pepa, who was about to take a sip of her water, chokes.

Buck pulls away to look at Eddie with raised eyebrows. “You’re killing your tía.”

“I didn’t mean it like that!” Eddie says quickly, his face burning red from embarrassment.

“I hate you,” Christopher mumbles, hitting his face on the table.

“No! Not like that!” Eddie says again, “Oh God.”

Buck snorts, “You’re never going to live this down.”

Pepa is still coughing, pounding her fist on her chest, “You should probably watch your words around Abuela, lest she gets a heart attack.”

“Uhg,” Eddie groans and he hides his face in his hands.

Taglist:

@buddieswhvre @diazsdimples @tizniz @steadfastsaturnsrings @watchyourbuck @theotherbuckley @jesuiscenseedormir @loveyouanyway @chaosandwolves @mattsire @mel-vaz @inkmortal-trash389 @princess-of-the-snake-pit @nilletellsstories @laundryandtaxesworld @specialbrownieeater @bidisasterevankinard

#eddie has a bad case of foot in mouth disease akdjdksj #love it

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Ship/line ask: Bobby/Athena, “What do you think you’re doing?”

Hey Ren! Thanks for the ask!

I’ve never written for Bobby/Athena but I hope you like it! ☺️

“What do you think you’re doing?” Athena spat as she came around the corner to where Bobby was standing in the dark having just come in the door, car keys in his hand, drenched from the rare LA storm. His back turned to Athena as he was just closing the door.

Bobby immediately froze and his whole body tensed up. Shit. He’d been caught.

Lightning flickered through the windows and thunder roared as Bobby’s breath quickened. He heard his late wife’s voice echoing in his ears as he stood there with his eyes closed. Memories flashing through his eyes. Of that night. The fire. Losing the kids. The anger. The helplessness. Everything. Bobby felt tears prickling in his eyes before he was brought back to the present by Athena’s voice, which was much softer now.

“Baby? Are you okay?”

He felt Athena put her hand on his shoulder and he turned around to face her.

He took a deep breath. This was not like all the other times. No no no no, this was not like all the other times. He wasn’t relapsing. He had a reason to be out this time.

Another flash of lightning flashed through the windows, lighting up Bobby’s face, his eyes glazed over as he looked at her mournfully, water dripping down his face, his hair soaked, clinging to his forehead.

Athena looked into Bobby’s eyes and she put her hand on his cheek. Her face soft and eyes glistening as the successive flashes of lightning illuminated the room.

“Where were you? Why did you leave in the middle of the night?” She asked softly, her voice gentle almost as if she was talking to a spooked animal.

Bobby sighed and paused before he spoke, “it’s Buck. Ever since he told me about his coma dream we’ve developed a habit of texting each other good morning and goodnight. A reassurance of sorts for him” Bobby chuckled softly “ and me too, I guess. That the kid isn’t still attached up to that ECMO machine in the hospital or dangling from that ladder”

Athena was absentmindedly stroking Bobby’s hand with her thumb as she waited for him to continue.

Rain was pattering softly against the window now as Bobby continued, “I was having a nightmare about Buck, that-that we didn't get to him in time and his body was just hanging there, a corpse all the life sucked out of him by the lightning. And-and I was woken up by the thunder and lightning and my first thought was-"

"Buck" Athena finished for him as Bobby looked up from his gaze which was focused downward on athena's hand now cupping his own. The two locked eyes as he nodded.

"So I fumbled for my phone and texted him, because I know he's usually up during thunderstorms-I know because I am too. But he didn't respond. So I called him and he didn't pick up. twice. Now Athena, I know he was probably asleep but my brain was running a million miles a minute. I had to go check on him and make sure he was okay. that was he was here. and breathing. and alive."

Bobby looked at Athena curiously, expecting her to be angry like his late wife that night-no this wasn't that night, he wasn't relapsing-or at least respond with her usual fiery attitude, but she didn't say anything-the silence deafening to Bobby.

Athena seemed to notice the worry crossing Bobby's face as she hummed and she squeezed Bobby's hand. bring him back to the present. a reminder that he was here. and safe and that she wasn't going anywhere. She brought Bobby's hand to her lips and kissed it gently, never letting go of his hand, before she asked softly asked, "so what happened when you got there? How was Buck?"

A twinkle of fondness appeared in Bobby's eyes and he softly smiled as he relived the memory, "Well, I got inside with my key, and I was just going to peak in Buck's bedroom to make sure he was in fact asleep, and if he was up I was going to talk to him for awhile before coming back. And when I looked in Buck's bedroom, Buck was in fact asleep, in Eddie's arms. Eddie must've come over because he knows how much Buck hates storms since the lightning."

Athena chuckled lightly at that, "Those two really care about each, other, don't they?"

The two gave each other a knowing look before Athena continued,

"Well, it seems like Buck is doing just fine tonight, and he has Eddie to take care of him, so now, let me take care of you. Why don't we get you out of these wet clothes and into some dry ones before we head back to bed, baby. We've still got a couple of hours before we need to be up"

Bobby nodded in agreement as he shivered, finally realizing how cold he was from the wet clothes that were clinging to his skin, making him feel damp and drafty, even in the warmth of the hallway. He looked down and discovered he was standing in a puddle of water.

As the two began walking toward the bedroom, Bobby spoke,

"Thanks Athena, for you know, not being mad about me sneaking out"

Athena looked at him curiously before it registered what he was referring to.

"Baby, I understand why you were out. It's not that often we get thunderstorms, and I know how much you care about Buck"

Bobby smiled at that, "Yeah I do"

She kissed his cheek as she motioned for him to follow her toward the bedroom, "Let's go get you cleaned up, and head back to bed, okay?"

As she led him into the bedroom, his hand still cupped in hers, Bobby exhaled and let out a breath he didn't know he was holding,

Yes, he wasn't relapsing, and things would be alright, even if just for tonight. Buck had someone keeping watch for him, to comfort him throughout any nightmares that came up during the rest of the storm, and Bobby did too, his beautiful wife, gosh he didn't know what to do to deserve her sometimes.

Athena turned around now in the doorway while Bobby was still at its edge, "well are you coming or are you just going to stand there?"

Bobby smiled, "I'm coming my wife, let's go back to bed"

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Using this as this my WIP Wednesday Thursday!!!:

thanks for all the tags: @daffi-990 @cal-daisies-and-briars @aroeddiediaz @dangerpronebuddie @wikiangela

@your-catfish-friend @spotsandsocks @rainbow-nerdss @theotherbuckley @loveyouanyway

@devirnis @diazsdimples @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @hoodie-buck

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#wailing into the void #saturn this is beautiful my man #🥹🥹🥹🥹

[diazsdimples]

WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @dangerpronebuddie @wikiangela @tizniz @bidisasterevankinard

I’ve been tagged by so many people for so many different wip games but after finishing Rival Firefighters 🚒 .. I’m a bit burnt out and the writing beans have taken a little vacay.

That being said, have something I wrote a while ago for my Daylight Series (which I would love to revisit .. just need inspiration to strike and stick around).

(Btw this is the song that Buck is singing ⬇️)

Eddie knocks on the front door, fiddling with his car keys as he waits for Buck to let him in. When he gets no response he tries again. Still nothing. Wondering whether Buck went down to the beach or if he’s fallen asleep on the hammock out back, Eddie makes his way around the back of the house.

He’s halfway along the side of the house when he hears the sounds of a guitar. Ah, so that’s why Buck didn’t hear him. Eddie is about to step up onto the porch to make his presence known when Buck starts singing, halting Eddie’s movements.

I can't tell which way is home

I've been gone for so long

It's an empty world up here

I skip stones and wonder

How long 'til I'm discovered

It's a quiet life up here

The song is hauntingly beautiful, and Eddie can hear the raw emotion in Buck’s voice that tells him the pain of the song was very real, is very real. He quietly moves forward, being careful not to interrupt Buck. The man in question is sitting on the back porch steps that lead down to the beach, guitar held comfortably against him like it’s a part of him.

What If I run away to Mars?

Would you find me in the stars?

Would you miss me in the end

If I run out of oxygen?

When I run away to Mars

Three, two, one I miss you.

I’m sorry, I’ve got issues.

Eddie hasn’t known Buck for long, but he feels a deep ache in his chest for his friend. What happened to Buck to warrant this heartache? Is that why he came to Hartlan Shore? Buck’s told him and everyone else who’s asked that he moved because he needed a fresh start and why not Hartlan?

Eddie’s starting to think maybe that’s not all to Buck’s story. Whatever Buck left behind to come here is Buck’s business and Eddie’s not going to push him for information, but her hopes that one day Buck will trust him enough to share that part of himself.

Would you miss me in the end

If I run out of oxygen?

When I run away to Mars

The song comes to an end, Buck staring blankly out towards the ocean. Eddie blinks back the tears from his eyes and gives Buck a few minutes before stepping onto the porch into Buck’s peripheral.

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#wait wait wait hang the fuck on daffi #when you sent this song i didnt realise it was for THIS WORK #THIS SERIES IS MY BELOVED #I AM SO GLAD IT HAS RETURNED #im sobbing. literally. dont look at me rn