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"Thats what it is to witness god, to feel the fury of the weather around you, the flash of lightning calling to the electricity in your brain for they are the same, the clap of thunder shaking the molecules of your flesh with the force of colliding extremes, energy flowing in waves across your senses to intermingle with your consciousness in an attempt at connection to something more pure than this coventional life. It is only in these moments that we experience the divine and are recognized as divinity personified."-JD 😌

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The last day of March.

Wrote you so many beautiful words, but by the time the ink dried we weren't even close enough to be vulnerable. Turned down so many people and opportunities bc I chose you every day, even on the ones you were breaking my heart. Just for every place on my soul where you touched me to become a wound.

I will never again treat you like a priority when all I've ever been was an option.

But even now, with my heart breaking wide open, blood spewing onto everything I touch, I know in time the pictures I'll paint in the chaotic destruction will dry into a beautiful work of art, and I don't regret a thing.

I only lose battles, not wars. The scars on my flesh should have screamed it to you from the start. Bc if I can win all the wars I've waged against myself, darling what made you think you stood a chance?

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