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get loved loser, get absolutely fucking treasured

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someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

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https://www.instagram.com/manonpaardenkooper/

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i have really bad anxiety and dread that's keeping me up today bc ive had disheartening chronically online arguments with strangers online the past few days and i can't stress enough how badly i need to touch grass/talk to normal people irl/and or get laid

#luckily for the world i have a date tomorrow

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The sick reality is that many of the renowned academics and writers among Gaza's thousands of martyrs will, in twenty years time, be quoted and memorialised by the same universities and institutions that have denigrated them and enabled their slaughter.

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CRIMSON PEAK

2015 | dir. Guillermo del Toro

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Do you fucking hear me

#so er #i should watch true detective?

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anyway you're all invited down the pub let's go

#tbf my uni had weekly pub golf crawls and even pub lectures during the strikes so ive probably spent more time in pubs than your average #but MORE

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GOD'S OWN COUNTRY 2017 | dir. Francis Lee

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every time i have to eat or shower or whatever i get so pissed off. like i just fucking did all this shit yesterday

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my family was very poor but desperate to seem middle class so my dad would judge everyone 'common' but moan about rich people incessantly this meant im also a massive snob but with a huge chip of my shoulder and im trying to unlearn it all. big thing is he would never go to the pub and thought he was above everyone whose family would hang out in a pub regularly but you know what i would've loved a big sociable family who hung out in pubs we had no family friends or social skills it was very cold and lonely intellectual debates all day every day. And I love pubs? I love being silly with strangers in some old dark building it's great fun I wish I had a culture of beer gardens and fun down the local. I was at a christmas eve lock in once and I had the best time singing carols with strangers like who gives a fuck if it's common or bad for you or whatever be human!!!! more drinking cans in the park in the summer more pub quizzes more pints in random local pubs annoying the old people more just enjoying life my god

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just went on twitter for the first time in years and after 5 mins im ready to kill myself how do you guys cope???

#bloody hell how are you all sane still i am deeply deeply depressed and upset amd guilty and enraged and

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Walk (2019). Oil on steel Sam Lipp

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