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242.6…. okay… at least i didnt gain too much

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ive been binging for like 2 weeks im so fucking scared to weigh myself rn…. last time i weighed myself i was between 239-241 :( by this time i shouldve hit my 230 gw

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im back and i have seriously plateaued because i keep eating like SHIIIIIIIIIT

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mfs will tell you starving doesn't work but bitch yes it does I'm afraid

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i think i might actually meet my first gw soon!!! my goal was nov 3rd but i think i’ll meet it on the 7th :D

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yeeesh slowing down :/

hoping to reach✨

my 1st gw (230) by Nov 3rd

my 2nd gw (200) by Feb 30th 24

my 3rd gw (180) by May 30th 24

my gw (150) by Nov 8th 24

my ugw (130) by ???

will reblog with each weigh in

#dezzys goals

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240.4 -only lost 1 lb this week but better than nothing 🤷🏻‍♂️

#dezzys diary

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idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

[desperate2lose]

idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

[desperate2lose]

IM ON FIRE AH GOD THIS FEELS AMAZING

hoping to reach✨

my 1st gw (230) by Nov 3rd

my 2nd gw (200) by Feb 30th 24

my 3rd gw (180) by May 30th 24

my gw (150) by Nov 8th 24

my ugw (130) by ???

will reblog with each weigh in

#dezzys goals

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this week

#dezzys diary

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over ate today :(

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If I like your posts, just know that it's not because I want you to keep starving yourself. I'm just doing it to show you someone else is here and you're not alone. I will ALWAYS encourage recovery and never want to encourage people to hurt themselves.

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When I wake up and my roommate is in the bathroom showering but I can't drink water until I pee and weigh myself because I think a drop of water will make me gain 100lbs.

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MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

💫💥💫💥💫💥💫💥💫💥

Reblog to lose 7 pounds in a week

💥💫💥💫💥💫💥💫💥💫

Reblog to weight less than yesterday

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something about managing to 🌟ve all day makes me feel so skinny even if i know i’m really not. like idk it just makes me feel so good

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244 🥳