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no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

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It's so funny seeing people who are like "Val is irredeemable villain but Vox could be redeemed" like... Vox embodies all evil of capitalist greed. He not only enables all things that Valentino does. He's probably also a libertarian fuckboy who profits of slavery, abuses his employees and is responsible for hundreds of lives ruined or ended. His favourite things are brainwashing and unpaid child labour. And don't get me started about the environmental damage his tech corporation caused and consequences of medial propaganda.

Just like, you know, real life billionaires who historically proven to be more of a menace to the society than singular abusive freaks*. And irl we even have all those laws and regulations that sometimes even work (to some extend). Imagine how those guys that occasionally finance literal genocides on Earth would act in Hell.

*Though I think that Vox is an abusive sexual freak as well but I have no other evidence than the fact that he has cameras everywhere and is in love with Valentino so there must be something wrong with him.

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the vees and kicking doors open

in season 2 we need a scene with valentino doing this

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The reason Alastor didn't join the Vees is because he didn't want to change his name to Valastor. In this essay i will-

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ball

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daily clicks for palestine

donate to feed refugees in rafah

spreadsheet of gofundmes to evacuate families

fundraiser for esims for gaza

orgs to donate to

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I want to give up. It's really really hard to keep going when all you want is to give up. I want to be done.

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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being suicidal is such a weird feeling, i don’t really wanna die, I just don’t want to exist anymore!

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Why is everything so heavy? 😖

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Why the fuck did I think I could go to Graduate School and get a fucking master’s degree? I’m a fucking joke who can’t do anything, I don’t care about anything, and I can’t even turn something in at the deadline anymore. I can’t even motivate myself to do anything. I don’t want to do this final project. I think it’s so fucking stupid but I can’t graduate without it so I guess I’m never graduating.

I’m such a fuck-up.

#shut the fuck up

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She definitely got this from Lucifer

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