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OOC Update:

Managed to get everything moved out yesterday and over to my mom's until we can figure something out permanently later.

Went through and took a video of how the house looked after we were done moving all my stuff out, just in case.

#( blog psa. ) #tbd

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Major bad news, everyone.

Hearing was yesterday for the permanent restraining order against my father. The judge denied it.

To make matters worse, my father was named PR of my uncle’s estate (where I had been and am currently living) on Sunday. He will forcibly evict me ASAP so he can sell everything in the house and then put the estate on the market.

I might have until the end of the week to move all my stuff out; I might not—I do not know when I’ll be served or how long they will give me.

The plan right now is to get all my stuff packed and out by the weekend, and then May 1st I’m going out of state to live with my maternal grandmother.

I do not feel safe in my current state with my father living close by, and I do not know if he would continue to harass me if I moved in with my mom and sister.

As it is, I slept badly last night and have already thrown up twice from stress.

If I am slow on replies for the next week and a half, this is why.

#outofcrossbows ( ooc. ) #( blog psa. )

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“vampirism is too romanticized these days” damn that’s crazy. I’m romanticizing it even more now though because you’re whining like this

#[ me with OG Charmed incubus Darklighters tbh ]

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Reiner: *writes a song in Berlin dialect* Damon, the vocalist, staring at him after reading the lyrics over Reiner's shoulder: "'Tschuldigung, aber what the fuck bedeutet das?"

#little gothic ( Sons of the Dark. ) #the vampire punk rockers from hell ( Crack. )

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He looks so very bitchy here.

I love it.

#( adventures in icon making. ) #angel of darkness ( Visage. )

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'Irredeemable media' is such a funny concept to me because it's never used for stuff like Birth of a Nation or A Serbian Film. It's always The Owl House or My Hero Academia because these people only watch things for children and can't stand any conflict more complex than Super Mario Brothers.

#[ or y'know My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Steven Universe. etc etc ] #no mercy no more ( roleplay PSA. )

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I don't trust anyone who hasn't acknowledged their capacity for evil.

#( Damon likes. )

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She’s a craze you’d endorse She’s a powerful force You’re obliged to conform When there’s no other course She used to look good to me But now I find her

Simply irresistible Simply irresistible

original midi at https://web.archive.org/web/20190415235617/http://www.debmyers.com:80/midi/misc2/simply_irrestible.mid

#listen to the music of the night ( Music. )

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#[ me as a greyace with my love of paranormal romance lmao ] #[ also look this goes for me and a reason why I'm writing this blog lol ] #no mercy no more ( roleplay PSA. )

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I was reminded that this bit of Bavarian dialect exists in the German dub of Airplane! (for those unaware, the German dub translated the Jive Turkey guys to Bavarian)

I mog de mit vui Diridari und vui Hoiz vor da Hütt'n.

Damon, who lived in Bavaria for a while after becoming a Darklighter: "...I hate that I can still understand this, thanks."

Standard German: "Ich mag die mit vielem Geld und viele üppige Oberweite." (apologies for any mistakes)

English (loosely translated): "I like 'em with a lot of money and large bust size."

Translation sources:

Bavarian Dictionary

LEO

#fallen angel tell me why ( Damon. ) #the vampire punk rockers from hell ( Crack. )

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stan twt morality is fascinating (and tragic) because i'm seeing people apply it not to others to shame and harass them, but themselves

#no mercy no more ( roleplay PSA. )

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please let Loveless antis/antitubers discover Ai no Kusabi

the screaming and outrage would give me great joy

#outofcrossbows ( OOC. ) #Ai no Kusabi #Loveless manga #Loveless anime

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hmmm, do I want to make a Warrior Cats AU for Damon where he's a ShadowClan warrior named Wolfclaw, or...?

#outofcrossbows ( OOC. )

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reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a fucking break

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he's so fucking dramatic, I s2g

and pretty

#( adventures in icon making. ) #angel of darkness ( Visage. )

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Rewatching the ep of Constantine that deals with coblynau, thinking about how Damon would absolutely hate being in mines despite being from the Underworld.

#fallen angel tell me why ( Damon. )

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"Well, if your mom was a succubus, then you probably were born one without having to be a witch first," Damon said with a shrug. His expression changed with Rena mentioned being forced to fuck authority figures, became more sympathetic. He wasn't touching the rest of that, about blood and how Rena got testosterone to feed, but the other bit...

"I know the feeling," he murmured. "Some upper-level demons think that just because I'm the sort of Darklighter who impregnates female Whitelighters-to-be, that my kind are hired assassins anyway... that I'm queer with a high sex drive, then that means I'm always up for sex and they can use me whenever they want." He grimaced. "Don't even get me started on the mortal world and powerful humans. König Ludwig II. Otto Friedrich Wilhelm von Bayern, zum Beispiel..."

“Ah-ah! Don't ya touch me!” (from Rena)

@anemia-rp

„Entschuldigung.“ It slipped out without thinking, though the tone was more mild confusion than anything even as Damon couldn’t help staring. He stepped back, giving the other more personal space.

„Äh, ich heiße Damon. Und Sie?“

#anemiarp #v. On the Wings of Darkness ( Charmed 1998. )