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what i should be doing: everything i owe u guys what i am doing: making anwar hadid gif icons

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nahlaxo

&&.  ✧ .・゜゜27 April 2017 at 04:49 • become a horse jockey  • get money ft. raf / @demcdici

 she found raf easily, a head taller than most of the people at the after party, pulling his hand and prepared to drag him away if she had to. “ra-fa-el,” nahla drawled, refusing to use the shorter version of his name, “face of the fight game. not going to lie, i was rather hoping you would be incarcerated in italy and i could bail you out and further cement your dependence on my wit and charm and all that album sales money. don’t you dare say one of your fights is worth two billion times the value of one of my streams, i’m very mean when you piss me off.” she paused, but only for a second. “get up, you’re dancing with me whether you like it or not.” 

          the accent is a dead giveaway ––– nahla najjar has descended upon him, clad in a white dress that left little to the imagination. he takes a long, thoughtful sip of his drink as she speaks, ruminating in her spiel. “ i won’t say that ––– i’ll say one of my fights plus the promo and the training is worth two billion times the amount you’d get if some poor, in love you with you, acne-riddled piece of shit actually decided to pay for an album on itunes, ” he just smiles down at her, very clearly pleased with his choice of dig, “ yeah ––– put up your fists, nahl. we’ll dance. ” 

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ctrljuno

               her eyebrows furrow at the brisk response, but she persists. now be a good time to back off and find the snack table; god knows she’s going to need something to soak up all the alcohol. still, she stands there, ocean blue eyes focused on him, like he would run off if she looked away for a second. “ c’mon raf. lighten up, “ she whines, a slight pout appearing on her lips as she tries to catch his attention. she’s not sure why he’s looking everywhere else, but she wants the attention to be on herself, where she feels it belongs. “ what happened to you loving me ? “

          “ don’t, ” his tone is pleading for only a millisecond, dragging his eyes down to finally meet hers with an adamant shake of his head. there’s no way she could’ve forgotten, despite the fact that the nothing that had happened between them happened years ago. “ that was high school, juno. i was in love with my english teacher and every girl in homeroom, too, ” untrue, but she didn’t need to know that.

#💥⋮ ━⋆ INTERACTIONS.【 TALKING SHIT LIKE I AIN’T AFRAID TO LOSE A FIST FIGHT 】 #ctrljuno

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i still owe a couple starters from the last starter call i posted, so i’m gettin on those today ! they’ll probably just be regular starters considering the event’s on pause, but hopefully that’s coolio with y’all

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#if i was gonna app 4 a danielle campbell . #what wld u guys say 2 that #💥⋮ ━⋆ OOC.【 I KNOW YOU ARE A STARGIRL 】

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he’s so cute.

#rafael de medici: uglie 15 year old boy trapped in HOT BEAUTIFUL 24 yr old man body #💥⋮ ━⋆ VISUALS.【 WALKED INTO THE ROOM ; YOU KNOW YOU MADE MY EYES BURN 】

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laceydvis

as soon as lacey hears his words, a small SIGH left her lips. even as she spent the entire night avoiding him, she still had yet to figure out what to say or even how to say it. so much was running through her mind she barely knew how to put it into words. typically, words were her forte ; she was able to craft a perfect sentence within a matter a minutes. but everything changed when it came to raf. quickly running her fingertips through her long blonde hair, she drops her blue eyes from his and looks down towards the ground beneath her black heels. GOSH, the combination of his suit and tan was making this a lot harder for her than she initially thought it was going to be. confrontation was always something lacey was quick to run away from, but this ?? she had to talk to him about it. she was going to BURST if she didn’t.  “ i want to talk about the night before you left … ” she begins, eyes still trained on the ground. “ i — i just don’t know where we stand … i don’t know if you really MEANT all of the things you said that night or if you said it because of the stress and because of everything that happened that day  … ” she takes a small break, desperately trying not to ramble. finally, she manages to lift her gaze so she was able to see him. “ so, i decided to give you space. as much as i WANTED to know what was going on while you were away, i didn’t know if you would even want to answer me. and i … i can’t go that long without talking to you. ” she admits, her head shaking in the slightest. “ i just can’t. ”

          she doesn’t look him in the eye after a moment, and he’s caught off guard by how much it kills him. he spends the entirety of her long-winded ramble searching for her eyes  so intently that her words slide past his ears, most of them unheard. he can gather the gist of what she’s talking about based on her facial expression, though –– and he knows it’s exactly what he’d hoped to avoid. at the lift of her gaze, he gets what he wants –– her cool blue eyes on his restore his seemingly missing ability to hear. “ what the hell made you think that i’d want space ? ” her confessed assumption frustrates him, though if he chose to be introspective, he’d admit that the tone he’d given off over their text messages wasn’t remotely inviting. “ yeah, you say that –– ” he can’t help the feeling of hurt that rears its ugly head, driving him to finish the rest of the amber liquid in his glass before he goes on, “ you say that, but you didn’t ask me if i was going to jail or not, lacey. because you were what –– afraid i’d leave you on read ? ” he shakes his head, lowering his voice a few decibels as to not make their conversation painfully public, “ it could’ve been 4 in the fucking morning, i would’ve answered you. i could’ve been in the middle of the trial, i could’ve been with some other girl, i could’ve actually been in fucking prison –– i would’ve found a way to talk to you. ” despite the hard reputation that his professional fighting career has garnered him, rafael has always been the epitome of a hopeless romantic ––– when he falls, it’s slow until it happens all at once. and with lacey, there was no slow. “ i’m tired of saying the same shit over and over again. i tell you i fucking like you, and then you're like 'oh, but my mom and dad ... oh, but don't you have better things to do than come see me? oh, i didn't know if you'd reply.' fuck that noise, lacey. you're jerking me around like i got a tattoo on my forehead that says 'please gaslight me'.  ” he's never wished so hard that he could control his uncontrollable temper –– he hates the way the words are coming out of his mouth, and yet he can do nothing to ebb their flow.

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i just bought 6 pairs of levi’s and 2 bdg pants (those are from urban outfitters so . u kno $$$$$) for 56 CANADIAN DOLLARS TOTAL at salvation army ??? why haven’t i been introduced to this world until now ?

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#um ? nobody loves dogs like rafael de medici #nobody . ! #💥⋮ ━⋆ VISUALS.【 WALKED INTO THE ROOM ; YOU KNOW YOU MADE MY EYES BURN 】

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gabriellcs

the minute gabrielle locked eyes with rafael, her eyes ROLLED. truth be told, she was surprised to see him at an event like this after what had happened. she heard the news that he was back in town, she just didn’t expect to see him so soon. sure enough, he was headed in her direction. almost immediately, her arms became crossed over her chest, ready for whatever insult he had to throw at her this time. but nothing could prepare her for what left his mouth. her eyebrows furrowed together at his choice of a pet name for her and her pink glossed lips parted at his insult, her mind reeling with how he had the AUDACITY to bring up that topic in such a public manner. immediately, she was at a loss for words. “ one, i don’t believe that’s any of your business, ” she said, her head tilting to the side. “ but he didn’t have to forgive me because he wasn’t mad. ” at that point her blood was boiling and she didn’t hold back from bringing up his own latest scandal. “ i mean i was on the edge of my seat waiting to see what would happen to you over in italy. SHAME that you’re here instead of a jail cell. ”

          “ oh, gabi, ”  he starts with blatant abuse of her nickname, the patronizing tone woven throughout his tone glaringly obvious. the italy mention was everything he expected from her –– and she’s ignited a bloodthirsty part of him that yearns for the fall of her steadily confident facial expression. “ you n’ i both know how glad you really are to have me back. because if i was rotting away in prigione, the only thing people’d be able to find to talk about is your bare ass on celebnudez, ” does he realize how rude he’s being ? yes. does it faze him ? never. “ i am your blessing, sent straight from the vatican –– home of the big man pope francis himself, ” he nods, happy with his reasoning. “ so stop acting like you’re better than me, bella –– we both got our crimes of passion. grow up. ” he shakes his head –– he’d thought he was finished, spiel wrapped up neatly with the grow up a bow on top. but as he looks at her face, there’s more. “ i don’t know what you think i did to get your froot of the looms in a bunch, but my ma didn’t raise no goddamn fool –– so i’m gonna figure it out. ”

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xcoquus

the night seemed to be going by rather well. everyone in the party seemed to be having a good time. sure, there was always going to be that normal catty behavior that came with these kind of event but for the most part everything seemed rather tame. champagne in her hand, rory made her way through the party happy to catch up with people. she was about to head over to the food table herself when she spotted raf making his way over towards her. “i think your assistant is going to have to work overtime since i sadly did not make the food.” she laughed. it was so nice seeing raf smile, it always made her feel like she was doing something right with him. “but, i’ll point out to you which is the good stuff. not all of it is amazing but, some meet my standards.” 

          hollywood was well-known for its spoiled rotten inhabitants, and the people swarming around the two of them were dead ringers for the stereotype. extravagance was a term too mild for the event, and yet here rafael was –– completely trashed, very high schooler after four wine coolers. “ the only grub i put in my body is stuff that meets your standards, ror, ” he insists, smile widening a bit before it fades so he can take another sip from his glass. “ stuff that meets your standards, and stuff the nutritionists tell me i gotta eat. ”

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laceydvis

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as soon as she saw rafael walk into the room, butterflies IMMEDIATELY flooded her stomach. she hadn’t seen him since before he left for italy. sure, she had snapped him a few times when he got back, but the last conversation they had ?! she could barely sleep after it. lacey swore the two of them had never argued like that before as long as she had known him. sure, they went back and forth a few times, but it was never anything like that. she managed to avoid him for a little while ; trying to figure out what exactly to say. ‘ hi, i’m sorry about anything i said, i was just TERRIFIED of what might happen to you in italy and i’m terrified of the way you make me feel and it was just all too much at once ?! ‘ NO, OF COURSE NOT. she would never be able to say that, she would never even find the courage to say that. a waiter passed by her, carrying an array of wine glasses, and the blonde quickly grabbed one. while she wasn’t a drinker, she definitely needed something to give her the courage to go up and talk to him. she managed to quickly down it and kept the empty glass in her hand as she walked over to him, her red dress trailing behind her.  “ c —can we talk ? ” she asked, jumping RIGHT to the question.

          as a child, rafael had been quiet ––– stoically and stubbornly silent in a way that let even his mother and sister eventually forget the sound of his voice. time had changed him completely since then, the tentative belief in a higher power that his mother had instilled in him forgotten ––– his voice louder than most. now, he is always the first to speak, never censoring himself. every other word through his lips tends to be a curse word, whether in english or italian. his time on trial in italy had only proven him brasher than his public image made him out to be –– portraying him as an incorrigible menace to the peace and lentement energy of los angeles. since he’d met her at the party for his seventeen cover ( still a career mistake in his eyes, thanks management ), lacey had been the antidote to every bit of venom that had set up camp inside of him. her presence makes rafael quiet like his former self, the calmness in the sound of her voice unknown to him since the last time he laid down in the long summer grass of small town new jersey. tonight, her presence hurts him more than it does keep him happy. he isn’t proud of their last conversation, nor does he care to speak about it ever again ––– but he’s distracted by the red of her dress that almost matches the few remaining drops of red in her wine glass. “ talk, ” he prompts, staring down at her from his 6 foot, 4 inches. he can’t muster much else, the whiskey already calling his blood its home preventing anything other than the one word response. 

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ctrljuno

          for someone who drinks as much as juno does, one would expect her to have a much higher tolerance for alcohol, but here she is, only a few glasses of champagne in ( though she drank them rather quickly ), and she’s more than a little bit tipsy. the best thing for her to do is drink some water or find something to eat, but decision-making isn’t really her forte, and she’s wandering around the room, looking for someone to talk to. when her eyes settle on raf, she heads towards him with a pageant queen grin on her lips. “ just wanted to say hi, “ she tells him, looking him up and down. now’s probably a good time to walk away, but she remains. “ you look good. “

            the way she looks at him is like reverse deja vu ––– it’s the way he would’ve wanted her to look at him all those years ago when the only locations posted on his instagram map were new york city and his hometown in new jersey. “ yeah, no shit, ” he swallows, eyes darting from the chandelier above them to a passing guy’s watch to the bubbles rising in the champagne flutes the guests clutch onto like survivors onto a life raft. anything to keep his attention from her. it’s petty, really ––– but some would say petty was rafael’s middle name. the bored look on his face is carefully cultivated, bred to mask the lingering shame and embarrassment she’d caused the high school version of him with her rejection.

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critical role meme — three quotes — keyleth & percy, a bard’s lament.

percy’s right. we’re worse than friends, we’re family.

and family leaves…

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no offence i know i’m the queen of irrelevant ooc posts n not replying ever but the village by wrabel is the greatest song of all time i encourage you all to look it up on spotify or watch the mv it’s amazing . amazing 

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