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i love you time loops i love shifting architecture i love you haunted castles i love you brooding i love you stories as a life raft parables as a means of survival i love you incomprehensibly inconcievably long temporal intervals i love you determination i love you devotion i love you minotaur in the labyrinth love you trying again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again. dying and dying and dying and dying and dying and still nothing feels worse than having lost your best friend but you can't give up, not now, not ever, how can you? the narrative in the shape of a girl declares that you're going to win. you could never do anything else. i love you gothic medieval architecture i love you cogs and gears and rusted machinery i love you RELIGIOUS IMAGERY i love you however long it takes however dark however deep however alone i love you

i love you METAPHORS FOR GRIEF!! the pain of losing someone you cared for feels like it lasts an eternity and it is an eternity. it feels as if you're a broken record, spinning round and round (like a circle in a spiral like a wheel within a wheel) but however many seconds in that eternity, however many years it takes to move on, to seek a future beyond the prison of your mind – it feels like billions for each and every one of us, as ghost clara says: "you're not the first person to ever have lost someone".

every grieving person is stuck in their own confession dial. an endless fruitless unceasing loop of guilt. what could i have done? what could i have done? what could i have done?

but however long it takes, it is not forever. nothing can possibly remain the same forever. simple physics. entropy. everything decays, even grief. piece by piece, word by word, bird by bird. this hole you dig is not your grave. get up. pull yourself out of the pit. even diamond is subject to erosion.

#doctor who #twelfth doctor

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missy doesn’t understand that she’s in the wrong genre. she believes she’s in a darkly alluring gothic romance instead of an optimistic sci-fi show. in her genre, gifting your estranged ex/enemy/lover/best friend/twin flame an indestructible undead army to prove to him that your will to power is identical is the most romantic gesture imaginable. it’s victory via surrender, it’s control through abdication. all her scheming to “corrupt” him, to demonstrate that they’re the same deep down, that his sanctimonious morality is nothing but a method of keeping his own conscience clean, that’s the hannibal gene, the lestat gene (*obviously the dynamics aren’t 1-to-1 similar, but… close enough) and missy’s tragedy in death in heaven is in that, within the narrative format she’s trapped in, she can never succeed

#missy #doctor who #the master

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she is actively making fun of his sonic

#doctor who #ninth doctor #martha jones

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Companions 🥰 I plan to make these for all eventually but here are Rose, Martha and Donna!

#doctor who #rose tyler #martha jones #donna noble

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#he was busy mewing #doctor who #tenth doctor #martha jones #jack harkness

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martha jones should have a multiple episode guest appearance on doctor who during ncuti gatwa's run as the doctor. you agree. reblog

#doctor who #martha jones #fifteenth doctor

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Nine would have thought Martha Jones was the coolest person in the world. Doesn’t even matter where in the timeline this was or what happened to Rose, he would have loved her leather jacket and her hairstyle. He would have loved that she was a DOCTOR! Her studying to be a doctor was so overlooked and he would have loved it. He would have thought she was the coolest person alive. Nine and Donna would have killed each other on sight

#I would pay to see nine and donna fight to the death #and I would love for martha to be actually appreciated she #I LOVE MARTHA #she deserved any doctor other than ten because ten just #was not it with her #doctor who #ninth doctor

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Me making an AU? Haha imagine that

No, but really, I think Martha deserves to have a good team and go on scooby doo-esque adventures. I'm just a sucker for the found family trope, sorry.

So here is the team : Doctor Martha Jones, Tallulah, Hath Peck, and Captain Jack Harkness! Maybe others will join? Who knows?

#doctor who #martha jones

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One of my favourite coffee paintings to date is definitely the TARDIS. Watching the wood grain take form was a joy, and I loved the contrasts of the final image 🥰

Working with straight lines isn't always fun, and trying to wrangle the darkest coffee mixture into place is less than enjoyable, but all worth it when it actually comes together 😅

Painted with instant coffee on smooth heavyweight paper

#doctor who

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*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ Rose Tyler *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

#doctor who #rose tyler

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ohhhh myyyyy GOD 🤯😱 .... IT'S BIGGER!! 🤯 on the inside..... than it is.... on the outside??? myyyy entire understanding of physical space 🌌🏠 has been TRANSFORMED!🔁 three3️⃣ dimensional euclydian geometry🔴🟥🔺📐 has been TORN UP! thrown in the air!☁️☁️ and snogged to death! 💋💋💀 my grasp of the universal constants of physical reality have been CHANGED 🤯🔁🤯😱 ........ ✨forever✨

#doctor who #twelfth doctor

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#they are evil old man yuri to me #in my heart #doctor who #twelfth doctor #missy #the master

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DAY of the HORSE

#horse……….. #doctor who #twelfth doctor #mlp

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If you can’t tell he’s my favorite okay like he’s so me-coded (on the spectrum)

#doctor who #twelfth doctor

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#doctor who #twelfth doctor

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I ❤️ TOXIC YURI

#doctor who #twelfth doctor #missy #the master

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Returning 2 tumblr...... with doctor who fanart..... the world is healing

#doctor who #twelfth doctor #bill potts