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Prove me wrong

Now that I already say what I need to say. I’m still waiting for some change of opinions here. Prove to me that I’m wrong, my feels are wrong. I’d rather be wrong about this than being right. 

Please allow my girl to fly anytime she wants, please let her do what she wants

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Hurts more than it angers

I feel so bad having this kind of feeling towards my other two girls, It angers me to feel this but it also hurts me not to allow myself not feel it. So thanks to this platform, I’m able to release this outburst

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It breaks more than it angers me

So here’s the thing, I think I skip pass anger already and move fast of being hurt.

Yes, IT HURTS to see them can fly back and forth from one country to another while my girl WHO NEEDS IT THE MOST is stuck at their native country, working her ass off to provide more money for their group. Sorry I have to say it because it’s true.

It’s been weeks, WEEKS, that I waited for them to really prove to me that I’m wrong, that this hurt feeling, this is all wrong. But no, just this span of 1 yr, they were able to roam around West country, collect connections and friends, have fun, still get back to their family once they’re done. While my girl, the only way for her to communicate is Video Calls. It’s been scarce for her to have physical affection with her family because it starts to be IMPOSSIBLE.

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Why can’t she but other can?

Okay, If you’re a bl!nk, you’ll definitely know what I’m talking about byjust reading this subject right? So I will not elaborate the story behind it.

Here’s the thing, I’ve been defending yGee over their decision-making for the past yrs I’ve been a fan of their GG. On why they do this and that. So you can’t say I’m not fair and looking different sides.

My Bias been stuck at the fuckn country for 2 yrs, working her ass off since they start working their first album. I know how busy she is so I understand if she’ll stay for a while there. But I’m pretty sure she miss her native country. 

Now, seeing my other girls go in and out to another country, not once, not twice...BUT THREE TIMES already!!!! THREE FUCKING TIMES. While my Bias, stuck at their native country, ygee being creative on their excusses. 

It’s so hard for me to believe that my Bias have no projects outside that country, LIKE SHE HOLDS THE MOST GLOBAL BRAND amongst all the girls. And not just that, my girlie LOVES travelling.

And here’s what pissed me off, my other girls at that group, their trips were not full time work, it’s more like 50/50 work. 

And because of this unfairness, I start to feel unhappy with other activities of my other girls because I can totally see some un-fair-ness over these incidents.

And this is just 1 part, there’s another issue about the promotions of their solo, and other things

So on my next post, I’ll let you know how I really feel...

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My account, my opinion, my rule

To start, I created this account for me to use as my outlet of anything related to my ultimate girls. Obviously, I’m a bl@ckP!nk fan, not intended to be known for this side.

I love each member, like deep love & admiration of each one. So yes, I’m an OT4. But just like any other fan, I have my fave, or what usually known as BIAS. 

L!s@ is my bias, then the Jenn!e, J!s00 & R0s!e are my bias wreckers. I love them all quite equally but ofcourse, there’s a .01% plus extra for my Bias.

This account will, I’ll spill ANYTHING I want to say about my ultimate girls, positive & negative. Using this platform and not Twitter is because I prefer not be known about this “negative” side I have.

As any fans, ofcourse we all have disappointments right? It’s very natural. Character limits irritates me, and again I don’t want (& need) any affirmation of anyone about my option or okay let’s say “outburst” over a momentary feeling.

This will be my diary, something I want to be personal as much as possible.

So let’s start...