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I don't know if they have asked this before, but I love your Harry/Kim drawings! What kind of medium do you use? I can't discern if they're digital or traditional, but I just know I love them.

thank you i really appreciate it <3 i draw on ipad pro and use procreate. everything that helps you imitate traditional style is made by true grit texture supply, u can check their website they got tons of cool stuff

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i need more love stories which start without inner confict or supressing feelings or being defensive. I need them to become good friends, enjoy eachothers company and after a while one person simply has enough courage to confess n the other person gasps cause they like them too n they fall into eachothers arms, happy that it's mutual. all the bad, complicated and conflicting things are happening in the story, but are not related to the relationship. the characters are stronger together and compliment eachother well so that they can solve whatever problems the world got for them. tadah!

#i like the simple mutual love n appreciation vibes #no drama just care n fun

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that's the limmy moment btw

#my drawing #disco elysium #page 20 n they still didn't start the investigation

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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

#21:58 #and im thinking about sleepy limmy cause i just drew his face for the swap comic

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omg wszystkiego najlepszego!! 🥳 hope you can chill out a bit today!! spokojnych urodzin! 🍰

haha thank you! my bday was a week ago, but i managed to get some chill time n a good cake

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okay i decided that i'm writing my psychiatrist xD it's getting tense up here boys

#i mean i couldn't even gather myself to reply to anyones bday wishes for me #like i could try to turn into a master of meditation but i'm doing my best already. tbh i'd have to get enlightened to make it managable #it's a neurological fuck up at this point it's almost constant strong anxiety when nothing's happening n it's sucking up all my brain energ

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on the first day he was sober barely enough to pass as a human

#my drawing #disco elysium

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Man ppl who go 'oh soo sad we're never getting second game' boil my piss. Like who tf are you to say that so confidently? shut up idiot and have some hope

#disco elysium #idk why it offends me. maybe it feels disrespectful to the creators because i'm sure they're doing all they can to make it happen somehow

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thanks for all the answers guys! especially from ppl with bad eyesight too, now i know better how i could draw kim do things! he'll be cute.

wait how does kim shave or even write/read, if he can't see shit upclose? i have trouble understanding his eyesight

edit: guys i mean he can't see shit even with his glasses, ain't that the point of his issue?

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wait how does kim shave or even write/read, if he can't see shit upclose? i have trouble understanding his eyesight

edit: guys i mean he can't see shit even with his glasses, ain't that the point of his issue?

#disco elysium

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my dog's been talking with my neighbor's dog (barking at eachother thru the walls) for half an hour now so i put on first beatles' album really loud n i think it fits so damn well i'm laughing my ass off

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tumblr ads are on another fucking level at this point, most of the time i don't even understad what they're advertising. yesterday i saw one that said 'what if a mass shooter was hot and well dressed? click to find out!' bro what

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would you care if ppl drew nsfw of your swap au? i have Ideas

Go wild anon, it would be fun to see what others come up with

#i should add that swap kim is very skinny n like malnourished #not healthy looking for sure

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i could be your loser boyfriend. do you ever think about that

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i drew a short comic, it's just kim drinking some uh water! posted on patreon together with the previous pervy thing i drew. now i'm done with this silliness n back to all the wips still waiting to be finished B')

#i hope... i'm still so uhh ughhh

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hi! sorry, i'm about to be a bit annoying about my subject of studies/special interest in your inbox.

i'm sorry you felt antidepressants made all your emotions more shallow; it happens to some people and i don't want to deny that. i'd just be careful with the generalization around it; that's not really an effect reported by most people and antidepressants don't in fact work to "suppress" any kind of emotions, even though it can feel that way. again, your experience is completely valid, i also have a pretty bad experience with antidepressants (for different reasons, i never had that specific side effect, if anything it was the opposite haha), and i absolutely don't want to deny that. i just feel like generalizing that leans a bit into the myth that antidepressants make you an empty shell, or less creative, or whatever, and that's not true for most people, even some of the ones that it doesn't help.

i'm sorry if i misinterpreted anything you said and i don't want to come off as agressive at all - i love your art, btw! take care

oh i see, you are completely correct i did make a wide assumption lol sorry about that, i gotta stop doing that. maybe i also should've added that i took meds for anxiety, not depression, maybe they work much differently? idk the shallowness of feelings was just a continuous side effect i had with all meds i tried. sorry again, i'm probably misremembering some things my doc told me about how the meds work long ago.

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I feel like your thoughts on antidepressants have a similar energy with Harry choosing to come back from the comfort of primordial darkness to face the furies. I think there's beauty in that.

there is a lot to the purpose of suffering n that it can lead to inner peace if u know how to tackle it, but yeah. i do wonder where harry will end up with his pain further in the story.

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