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Kiss Me- I.N

Pairing: I.N x fem!reader

Genre: Song Fic, Fluff

TW: None (let me know if there is something I missed)

Word Count: 1k

Song: Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran

“Do you remember when we first met?” Innie asked while pulling you closer under the covers. The movie playing in the background for your weekly movie night, long forgotten. You hummed in response, Innie pulling you from the edge of sleep. “I was so in awe when I first saw you I thought I was going to pass out. Chan hyung had to hold me up.”

You giggled, “no way is that true.”

“I swear!” Innie said, pulling back so he could look down into your eyes. There was a burning sincerity in them. “I saw you from across the room and my jaw literally dropped. I had never seen anyone so stunning in my life!”

“You’ve never looked in a mirror then,” you laughed out.

Jeongin let out a loud laugh, “okay, that was good. But seriously, I was enchanted the moment I saw you. I knew that I would regret it for the rest of my life if I didn’t go over and talk to you. Then I finally looked at who you were with.”

You cringed at the memory, “That was literally the worst date I had ever been on. My friend had set me up on a blind date and I honestly don’t know where she found that creep.”

“I kept looking over at you throughout dinner and even though I had never met you before I watched you progressively get more and more uncomfortable. It was like I had known you my whole life and knew all of your small tells. I could tell by the way you kept twisting the ring on your finger that you were anxious.” Jeongin twisted the ring on your finger. “I could tell by the way you kept tucking the hair behind your ear that you were uncomfortable.” He tucked a stray hair behind your ear. “I could tell by the way you kept awkwardly laughing and then biting your lip that you were uneasy.” He leaned down and placed a quick kiss on your lips. “But when I saw the way your eyes kept shifting to the exit, I knew I had to do something.” He sighed and brought you closer, placing your head onto his chest.

You relaxed into his chest and listened to his steady heartbeat. You smiled, “I was so thankful you came over. I honestly was about to fake a heart attack or something.”

“Man, I would have loved to see that,” Innie chuckled, causing your head to bounce with his chest. You lightly smacked his chest, causing him to laugh more. “I don’t know where the courage came from. I am usually shy and quiet, but in that moment my body acted before I knew what I was doing.”

You lifted your head to look into his eyes with a grin, doing your best Innie impression, “come with me if you want to live.” Reaching your hand out to him like he did almost six months ago. You both burst out laughing.

After the laughter died down Jeongin smiled, “I didn’t know what to say. It worked though didn’t it?”

“I think at that moment you could have said anything and I would have gone with you,” you chuckled. “You could have just grabbed my arm and pulled me out of there and I would still have thanked you. Then we went and got ice cream and I was even more thankful for your comfort.”

“Chan hyung was so mad I left without a word. Then I didn’t go back until later and got scolded. But man, it was worth it.” Jeongin smiled down at you.

You laid your head back down onto his chest. “I hated that date, but I am so glad I went. It was fate that you were at the same restaurant that day. Actually I have a confession to make,” you say and bury your face farther into his chest, feeling your ears heat up. “I actually think of that night as our first date.”

Jeongin brought your face from his chest and up to his lips. He ghosted his lips over yours, “Baby, I do too.” He finally kissed your lips, flipping so you were under him and he hovered over you. He gently bit at your bottom lip, his way of asking to deepen the kiss. You opened your mouth allowing his tongue to slip in. Your tongues and lips moving in sync like they were made to do this. Once the need for air became too much he pulled back and put his forehead on yours. “I love you, Y/N.” Your eyes gently opened to see him already staring into yours. It was the first time either of you had said the L word. Your eyes started to water and Jeongin began to panic, he sat up and brought you along with him. “Hey, it’s okay. You don’t have to say it back. I just want to let you know how I feel. I’m sorry. Is it too soon? It’s too soon. I fucked everything up didn’t I?”

You threw yourself on top of him, pushing you both back down onto the bed, with him under you now straddling his waist. You attacked his face with kisses, “I love you too, Innie.” You said each word between kisses. “I am crying because I am overwhelmed with how much love I have for you. I have never felt this way before and didn’t know how to express it, but now I do,” you smiled.

His eyes started to water too, “God, I love you so much.” He brought your lips back to his for another soft, sweet kiss. “I loved you from the moment I saw you in that restaurant.”

“I loved you from the moment you came over and took my hand,” you smiled down at him. You saw nothing but love in his eyes and you hoped that yours were expressing all the emotions you wanted. “Never let go of my hand, Innie. Promise?”

He brought your hand up to his lips, kissing your palm “I promise.”

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U.N.I - Felix

Pairing: Felix x fem!reader

Genre: Song Fic, Angst

TW: Swearing

Word Count: 2.7k

Song: U.N.I by Ed Sheeran

Bonus Song: Deep End by Felix

“Okay on the count of three. One, two, three!” You ripped open the envelope scanning the information quickly. “I got in!” You yelled finally looking up at Felix. “Why didn’t you open yours?”

Felix took a deep breath, “Y/N, I’m moving to Korea.”

“What? When?” You asked quietly.

“The end of the summer. I want to go to become an idol.” Felix frowned.

You felt the tears coming, “What about us going to uni together? Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

“I didn’t know how to bring it up,” he sighed. “I’m so sorry baby.” Felix pulled your crying frame into his body. “We will work it out, love.”

“You’re not breaking up with me?” You ask through a sob.

“No! Baby, no. Not at all,” Felix kissed the top of your head. The two of you stayed cuddled up on the floor for a couple hours, not saying anything. Eventually you both fell asleep on the floor, waking up a few hours later. Felix groaned as he stretched, “Hello, beautiful.”

“I just had the weirdest dream,” you yawned. “I dreamed that we were opening our uni letters and you told me you were moving to Korea.” With one look to Felix’s eyes you could tell it wasn’t a dream. “Oh,” you whispered. “Well you know I will always support you and your dreams. And I’m going to have the coolest boyfriend in the whole world.” You smiled, “I am and will always be your number one fan, no matter what happens between us.”

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You and Felix spent the entire summer together, on this particular day you decided to hang out by the pool and catch some of the last bit of sun as the summer was ending. “I think we should break up,” you said.

Felix is immediately taken aback trying to decide where this all came from, “what do you mean we should break up?”

“I'm just saying that with you going off to Korea, I think that it would be better if we just ended things now while you were here instead of you being thousands of miles away and deciding that this isn't going to work.”

Immediately there were tears in his eyes as he tried to think of what he could say to convince you that that was the last thing he wanted, “baby, no please. I really do think that we could make this work. No, I know that we could make this work and I want to be with you.”

You sighed trying to stop the tears that were pricking at the back of your eyes, “I love you, baby. I just don’t know if I can handle the long distance and we both know how busy you are going to be. Also I’m pretty sure when you debut they are going to make you break up with me anyway. I don’t think idols can have girlfriends.”

“I won’t tell them. I can keep it a secret from whatever company I end up with.” He sighed, the tears slowing down.

“Felix Lee we both know you cannot keep a secret for the life of you,” you lightly chuckled, causing a small smile to appear on his freckled face.

“Let me prove it to you. Please, don’t end us before we even give it a chance.” Felix was crying again.

You were now crying as well, “Alright.” You decided to drop it there, still having the same thoughts dance around in the back of your head.

Before you knew it the summer was over and you were standing with Felix in the airport. “Call me as soon as you land,” You said through tears.

“I promise baby,” Felix was also crying. “I love you, Y/N. We are going to make this work, okay?”

You nodded, leaning up to kiss his lips one last time, “I love you too, Felix”

********

“So it’s this competition and the winners get to debut as a group called Stray Kids. And get this there is another guy, Chris, who is also from Australia. He has become like an older brother to me,” Felix smiled through the screen.

“That’s amazing Lix, I am so proud of you. I know that you are going to debut and be the coolest one in the group,” you beamed back.

“How are you? How are classes going? Do you still like your roommates? Tell me everything,” Felix asked non-stop questions.

You laughed, “my life is definitely not as exciting as yours. Classes are going alright, it is just the first semester so it’s a lot of the basics. I still really like my roommates, they are all amazing. Actually I think that we are going to go out tonight to some club downtown.” Felix’s smile faltered for just a second, you didn’t notice because your roommate called for you at that exact moment. “I have to go get ready for tonight. I love you, Lix.” You smiled and kissed the phone screen.

“I love you too, Y/N.” Felix also kissed the phone screen, “Please be safe tonight and call me when you get home.

“Alright, yeah. Bye.” You hung up in a rush.

Felix sighed as the screen went black, rubbing his hands down his face. “What’s wrong?” Chan asked as he walked into the room.

“I just got off the phone with Y/N. She’s going out to some club downtown with her roommates and I guess I just wish I could be there with her. She hung up to get ready, but it seemed rushed and I don’t know, I just miss her and wish we could talk more.” Felix felt the tears start to form.

“That’s understandable. Maybe you two can find time to have a phone date sometime. Instead of just talking and catching up, ya’know.” Chan suggested.

Felix sniffled, “Yeah, that’s a good idea. I’ll ask Y/N about it next time we chat. Thanks, hyung.”

********

You reread the email over for what seemed like the 100th time. By now the tears have stopped and you were more angry than anything. How did they even find your email address? At the exact moment your phone lit up showing Felix’s bright face. You scoffed, “Hel-”

Before you could even get the word out Felix was already screaming, “Baby! I did it! I’m debuting! I’m in Stray Kids!” You could see the tears running down his face and the widest smile you had seen in a long time.

Tears immediately started streaming down your face, “Baby, I am so proud of you.” In that moment you decided that the inevitable could wait, right now you didn’t want to do anything that would make that man stop smiling.

“Baby, why are you crying?” Felix’s smile faltered anyway.

“Because I am so happy for you Lixie! I knew you could do it. I love you so much, baby. Go celebrate with the other members! You can call me later, okay?” You already dreaded that later phone call.

“Okay. I love you too, babe. I will call you later tonight! Bye!” Felix quickly hung up the phone. The sob that racked through your body was one of the most painful experiences you ever had. You didn’t think anything could hurt worse than what you were preparing to do. You were wrong, the look on Felix’s face was definitely the thing that hurt the worst.

“What?” Felix asked, eyes wide with shock.

“I can’t do this anymore Felix. We have to break up,” your voice is pretty even, forcing yourself to not cry.

“I don’t understand, when we talked earlier everything was fine. What happened? Did I do something wrong? Talk to me Y/N, we can fix this.” The cracks in his voice broke your heart and almost broke your resolve.

You needed to get this over with as quickly as possible, “I met someone else Felix. Someone who can actually be here for me. I told you I didn’t think I could do the long distance and I was right. I’m sorry. Please don’t contact me.”

“Bab-” You hung up the phone and immediately turned it off knowing that he would just keep calling. You collapsed onto the ground letting all the emotions of the day come out. Your roommates came in to figure out why you were screaming. They all ran to lay with you cuddling up to you.

********

“Sydney! It is amazing to be home!” Chan yelled into the microphone. “Felix and I haven’t been able to come home for such a long time. Felix do you have anything you want to say to our fellow Aussies?”

“Thank you so much for coming out and supporting us! You will never know how much it means to us. I actually want to take this time to slow things way down. I wrote this song very shortly after we debuted, and it just kinda sat there for a while. When we were asked to record a solo song I knew this was the one I had to record. There is one person who I hope will hear this song tonight, this is Deep End.” Felix smiled at the cheers.

How've you been? I guess you're fine It's been pretty long Since we've last seen Honestly Throughout my life Deep inside I never felt alive The way you used to touch my soul Was always so sweet and lovely No matter how far apart we were You'd always pick up the phone But now I'm truly all alone in this world I miss the way you felt so close to my bones

You stood in the crowd on the floor when the tears started to slowly trickle down your face. You had heard the song plenty of times, but hearing it live and knowing it was about you made it hurt so much worse.

I'm sinking in the deep end I'll just try To cry myself to sleep Please stop this pain If you hadn't changed Then I'd still be by your side If I gave you one more chance Can we go back again? You made me feel As if we were complete But now you're filled with nothing but conceit The times we had together were bittersweet (bittersweet) I miss the days we used to laugh and heal (Laugh and heal) The way you used to touch my soul Had always kept me whole You'd always read my text And ghost me like you wanted me gone Now I'm truly all alone in this world I miss the way you felt so close to my bones

By this point you were sobbing, your roommates all surrounded you hugging you close. You could barely breathe. That is when Chan spotted you, he had seen pictures of you all those years ago and you hadn’t changed a lot. He whispered something to his bodyguard and stood up to join Felix back in the middle of the stage as he finished his song.

I'm sinking in the deep end I'll just try To cry myself to sleep Please stop this pain If you hadn't changed Then I'd still be by your side If I gave you one last chance Can we go back again? Honestly Without you in my life Deep inside I've never felt alive

You pretty much cried throughout the rest of the concert, replaying the sad look in Felix’s eyes when he was singing Deep End. You know you had no right to his emotions anymore, but that didn’t stop you from caring. When the concert was over you heard a man's voice come from right behind you, “Excuse me miss, can you and your friends follow me?”

Anxiety instantly shot through you. Did he know you were here? He couldn’t possibly know that, “Um, yeah.” You gave a wide eyed stare to your roommates as they followed you, following the bodyguard. You were led to a room backstage and told to wait there for just a bit, but no further explanation than that.

You heard his voice before you saw him, “Chan what is going on?” The door quickly opened. Five years. It had been over five years since you had last seen Felix in person, last touched him. You almost ran to him out of instinct, but your roommate, Sara, was holding your hand and keeping you in your spot. Felix’s eyes grew incredibly wide, “Y/N?” He whispered your voice like he was afraid if he said it aloud you would disappear.

“Hi,” you whispered back, looking to the floor. There were a few seconds of awkward silence that seemed to stretch on forever. “I’m sorry,” you whispered again with tears already streaming.

“Let’s give them some space to talk,” Chan said quietly to Y/N’s roommates.

They got up and followed Chan out the door. As Sara was passing Felix she whispered, “Make her tell you about the email.” Felix looked over and caught her eyes as she was leaving.

“What email?” Felix asked voice louder now.

“Oi, fuck you Sara!” you said under your breath before looking up into Felix’s eyes. You took a deep breath, “I got an email around the time you were about to debut. It was from your company telling me that I had to break up with you. Something about a dating ban that they had for all their new groups, but that I had to be the one to break up with you.”

“What?” Felix’s eyes grew in shock once again. “Why didn’t you tell me? We could have figured something out together.” Tears were now starting to fall down his soft face.

You tried to breathe through the tears, “The email said that if they found out we were still dating they would have terminated your contract. I wasn’t going to stand between you and your dreams, Lix.”

The old nickname made his heart clench in his chest, “I am so sorry. I should have done something. I should have fought harder for you, for us. You were my everything.”

“I wouldn’t have let you risk your dream for me. You were my everything too, and that’s why I knew I had to let you go. You were my first love and a part of me will always love you. I am so stupidly proud of you Felix. I told you back in my bedroom over five years ago when you first told me you were going to Korea that I was and will always be your number one fan. And that never changed.” Your tears were starting to slow. You hoped that Felix could feel all the emotions you were pouring into your words.

Felix sniffed a couple times and wiped his hands on his face trying to dry his tears. “You were my first love too. And I know that I will always love you, forever. Can I ask a selfish question?” This piqued your interest because as long as you had known Felix he was never the selfish type. You hummed waiting for him to continue. “Can I hug you?” he sniffled once more.

A small smile appeared on your face as you stood up and opened your arms. Felix practically ran into them and crashed all his body weight on you. You instinctively brought your fingers up to his hair and started lightly scratching his scalp. Shushing him as he cried into your chest. In that moment, if you closed your eyes it almost felt like you were back in high school in your bedroom, cuddled up close to one another. In that moment, you wish you could have been selfish all those years ago and choose your relationship instead of breaking both of your hearts. But you knew deep down that you did the right thing by letting him go. And soon you would have to do it again, in a more literal sense. But for now you just held on tight to the man who would always have your heart.

A/N- I honestly couldn’t figure out if I wanted the ending to be sad or happy, so I did like a middle one. haha, I definitely could have made it more angsty or more fluffy. I have decided that the next one I do will be all fluff! I am just starting to get into writing again so feedback is always welcomed! I am hoping to take requests soon as well. Thank you for reading! xx -Nico

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The City - Bang Chan

Pairing: Bang Chan x fem!reader

Genre: Song Fic, Hurt/Comfort

TW: Swearing

Word Count: 1.1k

Song: The City by Ed Sheeran

You sneak into Chan's room, which isn't hard since he is at his desk with his headphones on. You get right behind him before yelling, "Oi!" while grabbing his shoulders.

Chan jumps, spins the chair around, and whips off his headphones. “What the fuck!” Chan exclaimed. Upon noticing who it was his face immediately lit up. “Y/N, what are you doing here?” he asked, reaching his arms out for a hug. You gladly comply sitting on his lap.

“I brought over dinner for everyone,” you smiled. “Take a break and come eat.”

“I just have to finish one thing.” He said holding up one finger with a guilty smile. You gave him a skeptical look. “I promise, go get everyone and I'll be there in like 10 minutes.”

You sighed, kissing a soft peck to his lips, “just because you promised!”

“I promise!” He smiled, causing his dimples to appear.

You walk out into the kitchen already seeing Changbin and Jisung looking at the food. “Oi!” You shouted for the second time tonight.

“Y/N!” Both boys yelled running over to give you a big bear hug.

“Hey kiddos!” You smiled into the hug. “Go grab everyone else so we can eat.” As soon as the food was mentioned both boys ran out of the room at the speed of light to get the others. Soon all of the boys were in the kitchen grabbing plates of food. Some of them got their plates and scurried back to their rooms to go back to what they were doing before. Leaving Changbin, Jisung, Felix, and you eating at the table.

“Where is Chan hyung?” Felix asked.

“He is working on a song,” you replied with a sigh. “He said he would come out to eat in just a bit.”

“We both know that is a lie,” Jisung said with a sad pout. “He hasn’t come out of his room for two days now. I don't know if he ate or slept at all.”

“He promised,” you whispered.

Changbin looked over at you with a confused expression, “what did you say?”

“Nothing! Eat!” You perked up. “I’ll make a plate and take it to him.” Getting up to make Channie a plate, “don’t worry, I'll make sure to take good care of him.”

You walked into the room to see Chan in the same position he was in when you left. You quietly walk up and put the plate on his desk. He looked up with a smile, but didn't say anything. You laid down on his bed messing around on your phone until you eventually fell asleep. You rolled over and slowly opened your eyes. You saw Chan still hunched at his computer. You grabbed your phone and checked the time, 4 a.m. Getting up you slowly padded over to Chan and wrapped your arms around his shoulders, he tensed up for a second then melted into your touch. At this moment you noticed the plate of food untouched. You decided to ignore it for now. “Baby, come to bed.”

“I’m almost done, go back to sleep baby girl.”

You sigh, “Channie, you can finish in the morning. You need sleep, love.” You talk softly, not wanting to upset him.

“No, I have to finish this now!” He spun around in his chair, getting louder.

You stepped back and sat on the edge of the bed, “Christopher, when was the last time you slept?” You looked over to the plate of uneaten food, “or ate?” You asked sternly.

“It doesn’t fucking matter, I have to finish this!” He is yelling now.

“It does fucking matter! Because you fucking matter and it’s not healthy to not eat or sleep multiple days at a time. You can’t work on anything if you're sick!” You also started yelling.

“You’re not my fucking mother, Y/N! So, stop telling me what to fucking do. If you are just going to keep nagging me you can fucking leave.” He finally snapped.

Without a word you stood up and grabbed your phone, walking out of his room. You go to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. You lay down on the couch and cry yourself to sleep.

Chan woke up with a sore neck. He sat up realizing he passed out on his desk at some point. He looked at the time, 8 a.m. He was about to put his headphones back on to get back to work when he saw the plate of food. The argument suddenly replayed in his head. He shot up and ran out of his room. He was putting his shoes on by the front door when he was stopped by a hand grabbing his arm. “She’s on the couch,” Changbin said as he was leaving to go to the gym. Chan walked into the living room and saw your body curled up on the couch, asleep. He went back to his room to grab a blanket, draping it over your body. He sat down on the other end of the couch, putting his head into his hands sighing.

“Channie?” Your soft voice startled him.

“Baby, I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to snap at you. I was just tired and stressed.”

“I know, you needed a break. I know I’m not your mother and I can’t tell you what to do. But, I love you, and care about your health. So, you can yell at me, you can tell me to leave, but I’m not going anywhere. I will be here for you no matter what love.”

Chan was tearing up, “I am so so sorry. I love you so much. I don’t deserve you!” He fell on top of you into your open arms, crying into your chest. You ran your fingers through his hair, lightly scratching his scalp.

“Christopher, my love, you deserve the world and so much more. I will spend the rest of my life reminding you of that.” You kissed the top of his head.

Changbin came home from the gym a couple hours later, walking into the living room he saw Jisung taking a picture of Chan cuddling on top of you. “What are you doing?” Changbin asked.

“Shh! He is finally asleep, and just look at how cute they are. I’m going to show this picture at their wedding,” Jisung replied.

If anyone looked close enough they could see the small smile that appeared on Chan’s face with the mention of your wedding. Dreaming about the small black box in his bedside table, with a promise of forever inside.

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Give Me Love- Jisung

Pairing: Han Jisung x fem!reader

Genre: Song Fic, Angst, Fluff, Hurt and Comfort

TW: Alcohol, Swearing

Word Count: 1.2k

Song: Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran

“Just call her.” Hyunjin suggested.

“I can’t just call her. She made it very clear that she didn’t want to talk to me any time soon.” Jisung replied.

“She is just upset. You know she didn’t mean what she said. I’m sure she is waiting for you to call her.” Chan stated, trying to calm down the younger member.

Jisung ran a hand down his face, “Y/N may say things when she is emotional, but she always means what she says. And her exact text was ‘I don’t want to see or even talk to you until you figure your shit out’.”

Seungmin scoffed, “well then figure your shit out. I think you are making a bigger deal out of this than it needs to be.”

“I fell in love with my best friend, who doesn’t love me back. How is that not a big deal?” Jisung all but yelled.

Hyunjin looked up at Jisung with a confused, disgusted look. “What do you mean she doesn’t love you back?”

Jisung stared back in disbelief. “Just what I said, I confessed and she turned me down.”

Hyunjin looked over to Chan, who shrugged his shoulders. Seungmin started to laugh hysterically.

“I don’t see how y/n not loving me back is fucking funny to you.” Jisung yelled.

“You don’t actually remember what happened do you?” Chan questioned, finally realizing why Seungmin was laughing.

Jisung looked back at the older member dumbfounded, “Of course I remember! I told y/n that I loved her and she ran away! And now she said she didn’t want to talk to me anymore.”

“Let me tell you what actually happened,” Hyunjin said.

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You were at a party for the boys latest comeback. You had been friends with Jisung since you were both in diapers, to say that you are his biggest fan would be an understatement. You thought he was the most talented person alive and unbeknownst to you he thought you were the most beautiful person alive. Jisung figured out about his feelings for you when he debuted because he wanted to share all of his success and stories with you first. He thought it was just because you were his best friend, but quickly realized it was because he was in love with you. You figured out your feelings for Jisung when he went away to become a trainee, you were so proud of him and wanted him to succeed no matter what. But, there was a small part of you that selfishly wanted him to fail and come back to you. That small part was quickly replaced with an overwhelming amount of guilt when you realized that you loved him. You decided then that you would always support him, no matter how far his dreams took him away from you.

“What are you thinking about?” Jisung snuck up behind you.

“You,” You replied quickly. “I am so proud of you Sungie.” You kissed his cheek. He quickly hid his blush by looking down. He handed you a glass of champagne, clinking your glasses together.

“Thank you for being here tonight y/n.”

“There is nowhere else I would rather be Sungie.” you smiled.

Jisung got pulled away to talk to other guests. You went to greet the other members and enjoy the party. It was a couple hours later that you were trying to find Jisung to tell him you should be leaving, needing to get up early for work in the morning. You eventually found him by the bar, drinking another glass of champagne. When you got closer to him you could tell that he was pretty drunk.

“Y/N!” Jisung screamed, pulling everyone's attention to you two. As someone who hated to be the center of attention you immediately blushed and retreated a bit. Jisung quickly pulled you into him, causing you to stumble into his chest. Your once rose colored cheeks became flaming red at the close proximity with the man you loved. “Why is your face so red?” He yelled out again, “Oh my god, do you love me or something?” Jisung laughed.

You immediately stilled. Why was he laughing at the thought of you loving him? In that moment your heart dropped into your stomach as you could hear whispers and laughs from around the room. You felt the tears start to sting the corner of your eyes, deciding you needed to get out of there as fast as possible. “I have to go.”

You tried to run out of the room but Jisung grabbed your arm, glancing back you see the confusion on his face as he noticed you were crying. “What’s wrong?” He yells, you realize that he just talks extremely loud when he is drunk.

You pull your arm away, whispering “I can’t do this right now.” You run out of the building with yells of your name coming from different members. You don’t stop until you are in a cab out front, giving your address through your tears.

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Jisung just stared at Hyunjin in shock as he explained what really happened the night before.

Jisung was out the door before any of the members could say anything else. He ran straight to your apartment which was a couple blocks away, frantically knocking on the door. You opened the door quickly, ready to tell off whoever was there. Jisung could tell you had been crying, and knowing it was his fault killed him inside. "Y/N! Please let me explain," he yelled as you started to close the door in his face, pushing his way into your small apartment.

"There is nothing to explain Jisung." The use of his full name caused more pain in his chest, he couldn't remember the last time you had called him that.

Jisung groaned, "there is something to explain. I have to explain why I am such a dumbass."

"I'm listening," you sighed, realizing that he wasn't going to leave until he talked to you.

Jisung exhaled a deep sigh before starting, “I was drunk.” You scoffed, thinking he was making an excuse. “I was drunk and in my stupid drunk head the whole conversation was different. In my drunk head, I saw your blush when I pulled you close and thought it was the cutest thing in the world. And in that moment I had to confess my love for you, but I also realized that your blush possibly meant that you loved me too. So in my drunk head I was trying to tell you that I love you and ask if you love me and I was so happy. So apparently what actually came out of my stupid drunk mouth was ‘do you love me or something?’ as I was laughing from being so happy. I am so sorry that I embarrassed you. I understand if you are still mad at me and want me to lea-”

You grabbed his shirt and pulled his lips to yours. He barely had time to realize what was happening before you pulled away. “Sungie, you’re right, you are a dumbass,” you giggled.

“Yeah, but now I'm your dumbass.” Jisung says as he pulls you into another kiss.

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