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Ans she can have a much of my blood as she wants.
Gwendoline Christie is the witch that lives in your garden who grants wishes and curses your enemies and only asks for a little of your blood in payment.
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there’s something that’s incredible about the intersectionality and flexibility of werewolves as metaphor.
anger issues? werewolf. intrusive thoughts? werewolf. unresolved trauma? werewolf. rejection by society? werewolf. autism? werewolf. transgenderism? werewolf. queer expression of any sort? werewolf. plurality? werewolf. dissociation? werewolf. repression of any sort? werewolf. abuse cycles? werewolf. emotion so strong it physically changes you? werewolf!!!
really doing it all
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And now I'm missing out on an Amtgard event because he fucking BROUGHT THE DAMN BITCH.
I am LIVID. Amtgard was mine first. I started right after getting out of the marriage of doom and the community I found there was a huge help in getting my life back together. He was in a different game. He even inherited running the local park of that game and just let it die. Broke his toys so now he's stealing mine. That fucking piece of shit.
I'm being so quiet everywhere else on the internet but I'm filled with rage and want to scream. I hate that we still have so many mutual friends on Facebook, where so many of them he met because of me. Tumblr has always been my scream into the void place.
When I'd raise concerns about Ms 3 Red Flags in a Trenchcoat he'd either shutdown and give me the silent treatment, or he'd guilt trip me by saying he feels he wasn't allowed to be poly. When you're ignoring your nesting partner's needs and continually surprising me with new partners (despite my being clear that I need advance notice so my nervous system doesn't meltdown. I'm Autistic and sudden new people especially Hey Sudden New People **IN MY SAFE PLACE** is fucking dangerous.) Yeah. That's a case where it isn't really poly, it's fancy cheating you don't feel bad about.
Over the years he kept complaining that we didn't have enough in common, though I gave all his games several tries. Hell, I played WoW for like 3 months, but the grinding wasn't fun for me. He never bothered to try Animal Crossing or Stardew Valley with me. I watched Naruto & One Piece with him, but he couldn't make it through an episode of Cowboy Bebop without whining that he was bored. I asked him to come to a mermaid meet up with me and dress up as a pirate so we could get cute pictures, he said no because he doesn't like pirates. (But has watched all of One Piece) We both love musicals, but he wouldn't listen to any new ones that I liked.
I gave SO MUCH, and the bar was SO LOW. But he couldn't be bothered.
I had a nightmare last night where he kept bringing people to my apartment expecting me to just play hostess and feed and entertain them. He'd just barge in and use all my things and break stuff and got upset with me when I was telling him no and trying to get him and these random ass strangers out of my space. I couldn't get back to sleep this morning. I'm currently staring at a sword I made when I qualed for Kingdom Regent back when we started dating. He used it, and broke it, less than a month after I made it. It still has not been replaced. Last year when after he started bringing Ms 3 Red Flags in a Trenchcoat to Amtgard I told him I wanted him to ask me before taking my gear onto the field. He got buthurt. I was tired of him just expecting he could always use my things. It didn't feel good anymore.
I love being generous, but when it's expected and never ever returned, that shit is fucked up.
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I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????
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I'm being so quiet everywhere else on the internet but I'm filled with rage and want to scream. I hate that we still have so many mutual friends on Facebook, where so many of them he met because of me. Tumblr has always been my scream into the void place.
When I'd raise concerns about Ms 3 Red Flags in a Trenchcoat he'd either shutdown and give me the silent treatment, or he'd guilt trip me by saying he feels he wasn't allowed to be poly. When you're ignoring your nesting partner's needs and continually surprising me with new partners (despite my being clear that I need advance notice so my nervous system doesn't meltdown. I'm Autistic and sudden new people especially Hey Sudden New People **IN MY SAFE PLACE** is fucking dangerous.) Yeah. That's a case where it isn't really poly, it's fancy cheating you don't feel bad about.
Over the years he kept complaining that we didn't have enough in common, though I gave all his games several tries. Hell, I played WoW for like 3 months, but the grinding wasn't fun for me. He never bothered to try Animal Crossing or Stardew Valley with me. I watched Naruto & One Piece with him, but he couldn't make it through an episode of Cowboy Bebop without whining that he was bored. I asked him to come to a mermaid meet up with me and dress up as a pirate so we could get cute pictures, he said no because he doesn't like pirates. (But has watched all of One Piece) We both love musicals, but he wouldn't listen to any new ones that I liked.
I gave SO MUCH, and the bar was SO LOW. But he couldn't be bothered.
I had a nightmare last night where he kept bringing people to my apartment expecting me to just play hostess and feed and entertain them. He'd just barge in and use all my things and break stuff and got upset with me when I was telling him no and trying to get him and these random ass strangers out of my space. I couldn't get back to sleep this morning. I'm currently staring at a sword I made when I qualed for Kingdom Regent back when we started dating. He used it, and broke it, less than a month after I made it. It still has not been replaced. Last year when after he started bringing Ms 3 Red Flags in a Trenchcoat to Amtgard I told him I wanted him to ask me before taking my gear onto the field. He got buthurt. I was tired of him just expecting he could always use my things. It didn't feel good anymore.
I love being generous, but when it's expected and never ever returned, that shit is fucked up.
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The last couple of days my ex-boyfriend keeps hanging out in discord servers with my friends and it feels invasive. These were my people first. I haven't been airing our dirty laundry so they don't know how much I've been hurt by him and how shitty his behavior has been.
I hate that trying to be civil is causing me to lose safe spaces to connect with friends.
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Real Royalty 2024 closet costume check! I have things I wanted to sew, but with the apartment in Ex Slowly Moving Out chaos, I haven't been able to make anything yet, and the event is a few weeks away.
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Things I'm looking forward to once my ex moves out: Never again having to see Hate Chicken bags left over.
I don't know how you can be dating and living with a queer woman you claim to love, but insist on supporting companies that actively work against my rights to exist.
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Sept 1st 2017 - Jan 8th 2024. RIP my longest relationship. It's been a slow and painful death, thanks to neglect & breaking of trust.
I'm utterly heartbroken.
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