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“Tell me where you go in these silences

and I will say if I have been there.”

— Naomi Shihab Nye, from “Long Distance”, in Words Under the Words

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Pei Ming: So, how long have you and Nan Yang been together?

Mu Qing: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Feng Xin and I are not together. No. No.

Feng Xin: Really? Sixteen ‘nos’? Really?

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heaven official's blessing | fengqing crumbs (s2 e1)

#the way they pretend not to look at each other #to not care #fjkadklajklda #i need more of them in the next season #and some flashbacks pls! #fengqing

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They are canonically over 800 years old.

#fengqing #they are married #and i love them #so much!

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Mù Qíng and his cunty little strut

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In the priest’s soul was a desperate mourning. I prayed – all the years of my life, I prayed. But you were silent, Lord. If I am making bargains with devils it is only because you abandoned me.

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“You are a fool, man of God,” he said. “You never understood.” Konstantin said, in a blood-filled whisper, “I never understood what?” “That I do keep faith, in my own fashion,” said the Bear. A twist of his lips.

“I   d i d   l o v e   y o u r   h a n d s.”

The Winter of the Witch » Katherine Arden

#this scene destroyed me #this entire realtionship destroyed me #how can they be so beautiful?!! #and dark?! #the LONGING #the REGRET #the “one man's monster is another one's beloved” #the “i am vanquished now man of god” #and #“you never understood” #and when medved turns to morozko and whispers a breathless please #while holding konstantin's bloody body?! #the way he shouts LET ME GO TO HIM DAMN YOU when the priest falls?!! #how does one not cry #he was mine. #he was beautiful #and now he is gone #I MOURN HIM #for even the wicked can mourn vasja

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would b nice to have a happiness that didnt turn out to be a horrible lesson in the end u know what i mean

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Being out in nature isn't enough. I need to be engulfed by moss

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“why are you smiling so much?” something good happened in the story in my head

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CATHERINE OF ARAGON AND EDWARD STAFFORD IN EPISODE 2.07 OF THE SPANISH PRINCESS, “FAITH”.

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For you alone, I think and plan.

PERSUASION (2007) | Captain Wentworth & Anne Elliot