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ive got like 0 time for myself since i started working again, its such a draining feeling

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just casually having a convo with my crush about her having huge boobs before, never thought i'd be in this position tbh

#dont think she realises i am but a simple dude and if you're going to mention boobs esp the person i like i am done for

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she said she loved me as a person today, i feel quite happy knowing that :')

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looking dead, being sick sucks 🤒🤧

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my sex drive is also just increasing again when i'm off my medication, weird how no one talks about how anti depressants kill it off while you're on them, going from being a very sexual person to low sex drive (comparatively) is a strange transition but having it return to normal might not be the best timing as i'm stuck with work and my love life is in shambles lmao

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day 5 off meds, still really dizzy from not taking them but i have had 0 time to get a new prescription so i can't do anything about it... mood hasn't really changed too much so mentally i'm fine but who knows how long that will last

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feels like life has a way of hitting you from all angles when you least expect it, but i cant complain.

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i dont think of my ex ever anymore but i had a dream about her last night, but i got no clue what it was about

#ive moved on so its always weird when randomly when i remember her sometimes

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just one of those days you want someone special to talk to in your life because you don't want to talk to anyone else

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feeling a whole lot of loneliness right about now, guess it feels worse come valentines time... it's hard not to complain about the simplest things but feeling loved would be real nice right about now

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i feel like a big ball of anxiety right now :x

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hi, my name is

my name is

my name is

nabeel

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Wine comes in at the mouth And love comes in at the eye; That’s all we shall know for truth Before we grow old and die. I lift the glass to my mouth, I look at you, and I sigh.

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havent been posting here as much cause ive just been really thinking about how to put my expectations in check and look forward, going through a bit of a journey within

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i feel good today gang, some inner peace, understanding myself a lil better!

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i feel sucky