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[cupids-desire]

the feeling of falling for someone is something, sometimes is just walking down the hall and as you apart you say 'i love you'

other times is slow and the changes are noticeable, you see you wanting to be near this person. wanting to know everything and everyone they do and know.

this time it was surprising, i wasn't expecting the fall. their feelings hidden like a shell washed up on the shore. constantly there but only if you looked. being teased by others about them. i thought i would never fall for anyone again

the last few times, none of them work out. my quick fleeting love, still not understood. but i want to try i want to allow my heart to be broken for them. i love thé chase, the fall, the heartbreak. i wish i hope for this to be the last one, but my flighty love hurts me too much for me to trust

i want to fall deeper, i want someone to hold me. i want to be able to hug them without making them uncomfortable. i want to squish their face, their pretty pretty.. pretty face

#i want someone to hold me #in love #falling in love #why am i like this #why must i suffer #why must i do this to myself #i'm going to do it #fall for you #please love me

[cupids-desire]

Bsd Actors au!!!

-NOT a modern au of the characters being actors BUT it's an au where the show is 'live action' and there are physical actors portraying the characters -For convenience the character names are the same as the actors except the actors' names will be shortened versions of the characters to avoid confusion! Name key- Actor names will be either the first 2, 3, or 4 letters of the character depending on the name. If any of the names I pick turn out to be bad things in Japanese let me know and I will change them!! Onto the au!! Chu and Daz off camera are really good friends and do silly goofy shipping bait posts on insta for shits and giggles Atsu and Aku started off a bit awkward with each other since, well, they're both as awkward as their characters but quickly became friends after spending time with the cast Mar and Chu are brothers, Chu heard they were casting for gingers to play a fratboy type asshole character and said "I know a guy". People mistake Junichiro for being their brother so often they've started treating him like a brother as a bit and it is no longer a bit Po and Ran are real life husbands! Po gets really flustered and giggly at the fans simping over him and Ran laughs at him for it Daz and Atsu have the 'Spoils shit on accident' and 'Stops the other from spoiling shit on accident' dynamic during interviews, I'll let you decide who's who (It's both) Fyo is super sweet and it freaks out the rest of the cast Lu, Yosa, Lou, Gi, Kou, and Hig go out drinking together Ladies Night style (Ladies/afabs/fem identifying cus some of em are trans) Aku and Gi are twins! Ang and Od treat Daz like their son off camera Q, Eli, Ken, Ter, Kyo, and Ay have tea parties after final filming days for each season NO ADULTS ALLOWED CUS THEY NASTY in Ter's words Mor goofs off with Chu and Kou all the time on the set Aku gets really apologetic to Hig after filming scenes together cus he feels so bad and Hig is like "It's fine Lmao" Fuk, Mor, and Fran are the oldest and are constantly being taught how to use technology by the younger cast members Kun likes to tease Daz off camera to 'Get him back' and they have fun with it Daz makes goofy faces at Aku while filming to help him relax/be less embarrassed at the fact he has to wear so much green/special affect gear on set Chu has gotten so used to being attached to ropes and wires he's considered trying aerial acrobatics non seriously Kyo and Atsu have a sibling like relationship off camera and have starred in other shows together before Bsd Chu, Daz, Aku, and Atsu hang out and take lots of insta pics together not just for the pr Nik is uncomfortably chill out of character and it gives even Fyo whiplash every time he gets in character Sig is super funny and flirts with Nik and Fyo platonically to relieve tension after filming (Homie has to get STRESSED in all his scenes he NEEDS a way to chill afterwards) Tach and Gi are secretly dating cus yes and the only one who knows is Hiro (they don't know that he knows) oh and obviously Gi told Aku and Tach told Kou (his sister) so really, three people know Kou and Yosa are besties (Yes, they see the shipping but refuse to acknowledge it cus lurking on social media and seeing fans unfiltered is too funny) Kun is like a father figure to Ken, Ken being an oblivious kid and Kun being a concerned adult trying his best to not let this kid do anything stupid on camera Q hides costume pieces from the other actors to mess with them (All their scenes are really sad let them play a little) Sometimes when Daz or Atsu have particularly heavy scenes that hit a little too close to home, they'll take mental breaks together whether that means being on their phones in silence or talking to each other in one of their dressing rooms This ended up not having as much to do with their characters as I thought it would but oh well LMAO. Feel free to use this au if you want! Just make sure to credit me!!

#i want to write this but i dont what the effort

[cupids-desire]

touch is everything to me

like please hold me in your arms randomly if you are just standing behind me.

run your hands through my hair and braid it if you want, i'll love it always

holding my hand as we walk down a hallway? yes please. while we explore the city you tug me anywhere you want to go? just hold my hand i'll follow you to the ends of the earth.

touch is my love language but also my grounding to remember i still have people i am loved and wanted. i have people who care. i have someone that will give me a hug just because they saw i needed one.

i want kisses of all kind. i want someone to hold my face and tell me about how wonderful i am as the kiss my cheeks and forehead. i want someone to hold my hands and they tell me how much i meant to them. i want to be touched with love and i want to touch others with love.

kisses marks from your lipstick covering my face and neck? please.

sitting on my lap as we watch a movie, cuddling because we are comfortable. sign me up. me sitting on your lap as we watch a movie. sign me up.

holding my shoulders to direct me in the right direction? yes please. pick me up while your at it. carry me and kiss me. please

i want this so bad

#i want someone to hold me #i'm so single #i want a gf #i want a bf #i want a partner #please #kisses #kisses and hugs #i want attention #affection #please please #i want kiss

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thighs are so hot like please let me lay between your thighs or lay between mine. doesn't even have to be s3xual just is squishy warm pillows to lay on.

i want someone to fall asleep between my thighs they trust me enough and feel comfortable.

plus they are soft and so nomable like a little bite wouldn't hurt to do. like please i want someone to lay between my thighs and leave pretty marks on my thighs

#thigh appreciation #thighs are just pillows on people #im so single #i need a partner #i want someone to love me #i want someone to hold me #thighs are really hot

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HELP WHAT

sskk on screen sex scenes

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this man is a bottom or a sub. i don't care he gives off the vibes "a simple touch has me begging for me" and whining

#bsd tachihara #this man istg #bottom bitch #bsd headcanons