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// ok i’m ready to get back in the rp world but this blog is crowded as fuck. please LIKE if you’d follow me to a fresh blog if i archive this.

#// tbt. #last call bros

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// ok i’m ready to get back in the rp world but this blog is crowded as fuck. please LIKE if you’d follow me to a fresh blog if i archive this.

#REBLOGS BC I GAINED LIKE 20 FOLLOWERS EVEN THO IM NEVER HERE?? #// tbt.

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// ok i'm ready to get back in the rp world but this blog is crowded as fuck. please LIKE if you'd follow me to a fresh blog if i archive this.

#// tbt. #IM A MESSY HOE

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♖

↠ ˢᶤˢᵗᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃᵈᶜᵃᶰᵒᶰ

SHE WAS DOWN THERE. DOWN IN THE MINES. she didn’t LOOK like her, but josh knew his sister. he’d know her by the sound of her footsteps (taciturn like a little black cat, back and forth and back and forth across the floors until the wood wore down under the weight of her daydreams.) he’d know her by the rhythm of her breath, by the fall of her shadow, by the grip of deformed C L A W around his paperthin THROAT –

and he could scream until his lungs COLLAPSED just like his mind but they wouldn’t believe him. they’d never believe him. (monsters don’t EXIST, joshua. hannah’s hands are nothing but bone and frost, unable to d r a g a living boy down to hell.) it was delusion, it wasn’t REAL,

                                           IT WAS ALL YOU.

but he’s stubborn. he’s always been so. fucking. stubborn. when the sobs get too DESPERATE (too CONVINCING) the doctors raise his dose of antipsychotics, lower him into a grave lined with dirty hospital sheets and hope when those bloodshot eyes flutter open he’ll see THEIR truth. THEIR reality.

months crawl by before he stops fighting. hannah always has claws in his dreams.

#REBAGELS BC I ACTUALLY SORTA LIKE THIS AND I NEED CONVICING TO COME BACK AND WRITE MORE #IM TRASH #// tbt.

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Originally posted by island-delver-go

Post a gif of the Mun and Muses Relationship

#ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶤʳᵉᶜᵗᵒʳ ᶳᵖᵉᵃᵏᶳ / / ooc.

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"Layers" Character Meme

3 MAIN TRAITS: THOUGHTFUL, LOVING, COMPLEX.

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE

Name: Joshua Laurence Washington

Eye Color: Very pale hazel green.

Hair Style/Color: Dark brown, nearly black. He tries his best to keep his curly hair smoothed back but doesn’t have much luck.

Height: 5″10.

Clothing Style: Casual but stylish. He tries to keep up appearances whenever possible, rarely leaves the house without looking at least somewhat put together. Always wears wristbands and bracelets. Owns an excessive amount of horror movie themed graphic tees. 

Best Physical Feature: He doesn’t hate his arms. 

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

Fears: Rejection, isolation. The dark. Having no control. Losing those he loves. Hurting them without realizing it.

Guilty Pleasure: Disney music.

Biggest Pet Peeve: Being told what to do. People not being able to keep up with his mental leaps. His own instability. Not knowing exactly how things are going to unfold. (It doesn’t take much to annoy him, to be honest.)

Ambition for the Future: Film producer/director. Anything creative, actually.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS

First Thoughts Waking Up: /unintelligible whining

What They Think About the Most: How other people think. His family.

What They Think About Before Bed: Anything but the future.

What They Think Their Best Quality Is: His mind.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

Single or Group Dates: Single.

To be Loved or Respected: Respected.

Beauty or Brains: Why not both?

Dogs or Cats: Cats.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Lie: Never. (/sarcasm)

Believe in Yourself: Not really.

Believe in Love: I want to.

Want Someone: Yes.

LAYER SIX: EVER?

Been on Stage: A sound-stage, yeah.

Done Drugs: Gotta try everything once. Or twice. Or 30 times.

Changed Who You Were to Fit In: Yes.

LAYER SEVEN: AGE

DOB: May 28th, 1995.

How Old Will You Be: 22.

Age You Lost Your Virginity: 15ish?

Does Age Matter: With sex? Yeah. When it comes to brains? No.

LAYER EIGHT: IN A BOY OR GIRL

Best Personality: A person who can think fast. Who cares but won’t put up with bullshit. Anyone who can match his sense of humor.

Best Eye Color: Anything as long as they aren’t pure white. Eyes like that freak him out.

Best Hair Color: Would never admit it but he’s got a thing for blondes.

Best thing to do with a Partner: Just hang. Watch movies, play video games. Argue about dumb stuff.

LAYER NINE: FINISH THE SENTENCE

I love: reactions.

I feel: tired.

I hide: my problems. I don’t want anyone to worry about me.

I miss: having a reason to wake up in the morning.

I wish: I could be normal.

#ｄｏｃｔｏｒ＇ｓ ｎｏｔｅｓ | ❅ | headcanons. #// ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ( QUEUE ) ᵇᵉˡᶤᵉᵛᵉ #THIS HSA BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOREVER

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boom. butterfly effect. 4,5 hours of work, holy shit

#!!!!!!!!! #// tbt.

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[ Bold which is most applicable to your muse between the two options! ]

Cold OR Hot

Envy OR Lust 

Blunt OR Tactful

Dreamer OR Realist

Impulsive OR Planner

Stubborn OR Flexible

Sociable OR Isolated

Lazy OR Hard-working

Half empty OR Half full

High energy OR Low energy

Dependent OR Independent

Eloquent OR Rough around the edges

Sees what they want OR Sees what is there

Dwells on the past OR  Looks towards the future

#ｄｏｃｔｏｒ＇ｓ ｎｏｔｅｓ | ❅ | headcanons. #// ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ( QUEUE ) ᵇᵉˡᶤᵉᵛᵉ #( going thru all my drafts fuck my butt)

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#!!! APOLOGIES FOR MY LONG ABSENCE #BACK SOON IVE BEEN LAZY AS HELL

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#// tbt.

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#// tbt. #( TBH )

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do you ever need a ten minute hug but only from a specific person

#// tbt. #( is this abt beth chris or sam #we just dont know )

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#ʷᵃᶰᶰᵃ ᶳᶜᵃˡᵉ ᵐᵒᵘᶰᵗ ʷᵃᶳʰᶤᶰᵍᵗᵒᶰˀ ( ♡ ) NSFW. #nsfw !! #// ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ( QUEUE ) ᵇᵉˡᶤᵉᵛᵉ #( idek anymore )

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Accidents happen all the time.

Send one of the following for my muse’s response.

☹ For yours to accidentally hit mine in the face with the door. ↘ For yours to accidentally make mine trip on the stairs. ♨ For mine to accidentally burn yours with coffee.  ✄ For mine to accidentally break a glass and get yours cut.  ♥ For mine to accidentally bite yours too hard while kissing. ♕ For yours to accidentally hit their head with mine’s head. ❊  both of them to accidentally fall right into a thorn bush. ☄ For both of them to accidentally get bitten by a furious dog. ✚ For both of them to accidentally get food poisoned. ⊙⊙ For yours to accidentally get soap in mine’s eyes.  ✗ For mine to accidentally cause an allergic reaction to yours.

#ᶳᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵃ ˡᶤᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵉᵍᵍ ᵒᶰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ / / memes.

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i dare you mothrfckr good luck embarrassing me when im already dead inside

// this just in: I’m gonna fight @naturcl

#// tbt. #i will not bow down 2 a HOBBIT

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// this just in: I'm gonna fight @naturcl

#// tbt.

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Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?

#( LMAO FUCK ME UP )