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not riza sorry, but is it too much to ask you to repost that bojji fanart you made please.... its my favorite anime and i rarely find fanart for it but i remember you had one....

i touched it up a lil :)

#ousama ranking #ranking of kings #bojji #hiling #asked

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mishkas !

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all i know how to draw is mishka bleeding out and patched up with a resting bitch face.............

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smoking is bad for you guys

#look at mika again i miss him but riza wont let him take over the front of the brain

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and you're the one i can't live without💞💐

(it's a redraw of a redraw! originals under the cut ^__^)

first redraw is from 2020 :] the original is from a studio bones artists' exhibition iirc! this time i wanted to give riza an outfit i like personally instead of drawing the same as the original ^__^

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hi! how's your latest (as far as I know) OC doing?

waiting patiently for his turn at the front of my brain to come again

#asked

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What coukd You monologue about right now? (bonus points if it's happy rather than angry.)

i've been thinking about royai wedding lately ^__^ i'm not a royai marriage guy usually, but thinking about riza smiling so big and being so radiant makes me happy...! roy being the bigger romantic was the one who wanted the ceremony, and riza doesn't hate the idea but she's much more practical... a part of her thinks it can be a waste of time and money, since getting to be with roy is enough for her...! so she looks indifferent during the whole preparation, but when she's on the altar realization that she's marrying roy finally hits, and all the feelings crash on her at once and she can't stop herself from crying _(:3 」∠ )_ it's embarrassing to be vulnerable like that in front of so many people, but roy is there to ground her... and she decides she can let herself have that on this special day...!

i'm also thinking about transmasc riza but that's a constant. whenever i'm too frustrated about gender i throw all the feelings at him lol i want him to feel frustrated and insecure, but managing it with roy's support who may not understand what riza feels fully but will do everything in his power to make his beloved lieutenant feel better because he loves him in any shape and form...!

#asked #thank you :)

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deleted because anon used the shipname so i don't want it to show up in the search for people who like the ship but anyway if you're gonna rant in my inbox at least make it about something i can bitch about too :/

#tecotalk #lately i've been getting some asks that are monologues about things i don't care about #so what am i supposed to say ... #at least make it interesting for me too even if it's to make myself mad lmao

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and you're the one i can't live without💞💐

(it's a redraw of a redraw! originals under the cut ^__^)

first redraw is from 2020 :] the original is from a studio bones artists' exhibition iirc! this time i wanted to give riza an outfit i like personally instead of drawing the same as the original ^__^

#riza hawkeye #roy mustang #royai #fma #fullmetal alchemist #the bouquet is made of sunflowers blue hydrangea delphinium and some other stuff #on her veil there are forget me nots :3c and somewhere on roy's tux there are dandelions #they're wearing each others flowers ok !!!!

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youre leaving the riza fandom?

lol no it's just that i can feel the obsession getting weaker as the time passes... i've been around for almost 6 years without breaking fixation ever so eventually i'll get tired and move on

#i think that moving on from fma and getting fixated on something else before i get tired of it to the point of annoyance #would do me good tbh... to move on do years later i can come back to it with a new mindset #but my brain decides those things by itself without caring for how i feel about it lol so i couldnt tell when/if thats going to happen #asked

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I have a question. Also, you're my favorite Royai artist (the characters as individuals and together). You've mentioned that you consider Riza autistic many times, but have you ever given your support for why you think that? I'm just curious what your thoughts are.

comparing to my own experience but it's common to see autistic people be taken as uninterested and rude for being unexpressive and blunt. so it's mainly about riza being presented as stoic and somewhat scary but gradually being shown she's very kind and fun and even makes bad jokes with a straight face (it's so moe........) but is bad at expressing that, which makes both other characters and viewers think she's always annoyed and no-fun when that's not true.. it's so important to me

she also barely understands other people's feelings and takes things too literally, or say things out loud you probably shouldn't

like at the hughes' funeral scene when roy says it's raining and riza's immediate reaction is to go "it's not??" LOL or when roy is coming up with problems as excuse to not fight ed in flame vs fullmetal and riza very promptly solves them...! it's all very Autism to me.. my mom works for arakawa and she told me it's true

basically:

(i haven't watched brotherhood in so long but i'm like 80% sure these panels i used are all scenes that didn't make it into the anime which is why i'm an avid brotherhood hater and you should read the manga)

#autistic riza :-) #going through my own ask tag bc i think im cool and funny and entertaining :-)

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You introduced genderbent riza to me and I am biting killing

riza "based? based on what?" hawkeye

#asked #genderbend

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thank you for carrying the riza/royai fandom on your back for all those years 🫡

wah !! if you have this perception who am i to deny it .... _(:3 」∠ )_ jokes aside i'm flattered you see it like that ^_^ i was just really obsessed and cooked my own food .. but i'm slowly losing my powers with getting into adulthood and slowly feeling obsession dying out.. but it was an honor anyway🫡 hopefully i left my mark and made a lot more people insane about riza

#asked #when i joined fma i didnt see a lot of people who explicitly focused more on riza #(on the western side of fandom at least) #but nowadays i see more of that...! lets all hold the riza fandom on our backs .. together ..!

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remember to love riza in every shape and form ok that is of utmost importance

#tecotalk #you are only allowed to enjoy my boy rizas if you like canon riza too or else i hate you

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havocai for @fma-rareships ^__^ day 1: non sexual intimacy... oh to get to do my morning routine with a grumpy riza.... sighs!!!!

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minami tsukui as riza... save me..

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genderbendddddd. i like big boy riza being so polite sitting with his legs pressed together while femroy manspreads next to him