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sat morning | 11.19 ⋆·˚ ༘ *

day 8 without stimulants, i'm not feeling well. i've been so tired and my brain feels scrambled like an egg, not to mention i've been eating so much more that it makes me sick. my appetite isn't too crazy now, but i've gotten so used to not eating breakfast, having the energy & motivation to DO until well into the evening so not being able to get anything done is frustrating as all hell. at least i don't have anywhere to be or go today other than the grocery store. i need to make our grocery list but i cannot piece together what recipes i want to do for dinners next week... i have one (1) capsule of my adderall xr left and i'm just staring at it in the bottle like it's behind glass in case of emergencies. i don't know what would constitute an emergency at the moment bc i'm officially unemployed (got fired for poor attendance...bc my access to meds has been limited due to this national shortage and i can't work or even shower myself without them.....) so. i'm dogsitting and whatnot so i've got money coming in but i definitely feel like i'm in a hold pattern.

very much brain fog please let this shortage end i'm getting huge and feeling like shit

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Anok Yai arriving at W Magazine’s 50th Anniversary dinner party

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ig; camilliabloomsbury

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edtwt finding each other after migrating to edblr

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

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Veri delete your pinned and any mention of Ed Sheeran you'll get sussed this place is NOT as lenient as twt

oh shit thank you!!

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told my coworker that ive been drinking a bunch of coffee lately and she says it's probably because of my period. like no girly its my ed.

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I feel a lot better about my binges knowing that other people binge 5000 calories while mine are around 1500. I stil feel gross tho.