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Girlblogging while masc as a form of digital crossdressing

#i may be a man but i am a girlblogger at heart

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I think fandom fundamentally lost something when fan content stopped being treated like a free creation from another fan and more like a YouTube video dropped from your favorite influencer.

it’s become content and consumers, not a community of people and it’s fundamentally breaking the ecosystem.

#feel this deeply. #when i was like 13 posting a fic felt like calling people to a (kind of cringe and poorly made) meal #now it feels like dropping a loot box from a plane #or maybe i’ve just grown socially inept… hrm.

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dogs unleashed;

—in continuation of this collaborative meta on the nature of Batman's relationship with pain.

// mitski - cop car // Emily Skaja, Brute // Batman: Europa // Sally Wen Mao, Mad Honey Symposium // Lingua Ignota, Pennsylvania Furnace //

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let me dig this bullet out of your shoulder in the most homoerotic way possible. that’s crucial to the healing process. i know what i’m doing

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let me dig this bullet out of your shoulder in the most homoerotic way possible. that’s crucial to the healing process. i know what i’m doing

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let me dig this bullet out of your shoulder in the most homoerotic way possible. that’s crucial to the healing process. i know what i’m doing

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let me dig this bullet out of your shoulder in the most homoerotic way possible. that’s crucial to the healing process. i know what i’m doing

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let me dig this bullet out of your shoulder in the most homoerotic way possible. that’s crucial to the healing process. i know what i’m doing

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james somerton apology video is so interesting to me

-he said he didn’t mean for the misinfo to end up on the channel? like oops? i said a blatant lie! my bad idk how that happened

-thanking hbomber for setting up the fund for “those who were wronged” (james somerton, deleted apology video) i know this is nitpicky but his language keeps shifting the blame from himself. he won’t say “i didn’t credit them” or “i wronged them” like james. they didn’t just HAPPEN to have their work stolen. the universe didn’t intervene and force their work uncredited into your videos YOU stole from them YOU wronged them.

-“i’m not trying to make this a sob story” (james somerton, deleted apology video) then bringing up the bad things happening to him. like. i don’t feel bad that your friends left you for being a thief profiting off the work you stole from queer people. i also just. don’t care. like, i really do hope that he gets help for his mental health. i hope he gets better and he goes to a class on MLA or something. i really do not want him to die. but thats not what this is about. this is about the people he hurt, not the fact that the consequences of his own actions have impacted his mental health.

-refusing to give actual numbers to his income. just saying that people were over estimating. normally peoples income is none of my business but he was profiting off stolen work and is substantial evidence to lead people to believe he was lying about his financial situation to get money from fans.

-there were plenty [of videos] that didn’t have any uncredited stuff in them” (james somerton, deleted apology video) i’m starting to think james didn’t watch the video😨

-side note i don’t understand how this man could go to university and not understand proper citation???

-him saying that him hating women just isn’t true??? then why did he say all that shit??? like bro? you can just admit that you were misogynistic. you can say that. you can say “i was misogynistic, i said misogynistic things, i didn’t understand that i was wrong but i am trying to be better and re-evaluate my views” dude, i’m female (ftm tho, he/him only!) and i still have to occasionally catch myself when i think something misogynistic, despite literally being a victim of misogyny. just be better, don’t pretend you were never wrong. also him saying that he doesn’t think those things, that they were just writing videos too fast? misogyny doesn’t just End Up in your videos because you wrote too fast?? it has to come from somewhere?

-he says that he never wrote misinformation but he also says he isn’t trying to throw nick under the bus, that him and nick are 50/50 partners? which is it?

#james somerton

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LOL

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youtube to mp3 converters have done more for this country than the military ever will

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no woman born after 1993 can be an ally all they do is swoon over Ted bundy, tweet about gay missionary sex, be straight and white, write love simon, eat hot chip and lie

#i watched one of his videos like a month ago #heard him say something about women #paused it because it felt weird #thought on it for a second #went oh i’m just being sensitive #but yeah. in hindsight. definitely gross #‘you’re gay because you like men #i’m gay because i hate women’ #lookin ass

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And are those "straight white women" with us in the room right now, mr Somerton

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after hbomberguy’s video, im hoping people go check out alexander avila’s channel: transmasculine folks are highly underrepresented in the video essayist corner of the internet and i’m a huge fan of how he explains concepts

#ALEXANDER AVILA IS THE REASON I HAVE GAY PRIDE BEING SO REAL RN #I WATCHED HIS VIDEOS BEFORE I CAME OUT #WHEN I HARDLY EVEN KNEW I WAS GAY #I THINK HES THE REASON I NEVER HATED MYSELF GROWING UP #AND THEN WHEN HE CAME OUT AS TRANS???? #I THINK THAT HEALED SOMETHING IN ME #IT HAS BEEN SO SO SO COOL TO WATCH HIS CONTENT EVOLVE OVER TIME

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KISS announcing their vocaloid debut was not on my 2023 bucket list

#THIS IS BASICALLY EXACTLY WHAT I SAID WORD FOR WORD WHEN I SAW THIS #HATSUNE MIKU AND KISS COLAB WHEN????💀💪

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i’m being really normal and cool about this (false!) (i should be studying for exams but tbh i am inconsolable)

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i hate instsgram reels sooooo sooo bad. i deleted tik tok FOR A REASON. AND THAT REASON IS THEY ARE A HORRIBLE TRAP FOR MY ADHD BRAIN. but even tho i haven’t had tiktok for YEARS i STILL basically have it because i need instagram to talk to my friends… banning myself from instagram reels. hopefully it sticks 🤞