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cjsarchive · 3 days
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SO CUTEE😭
Do it again
Mika x Matthew
Matthew and Mika bake together. Before established relationship. Kissing ahead.
Matthew hummed as he mixed different ingredients together in a bowl. He didn’t notice Mika walk in the door until she walked up behind him, placing her chin on his shoulder. “Whatchya making?” She asked.
He looked back and grinned at her. “Hey! I’m making some strawberry cupcakes. I was going to see if you wanted to help, but you seemed busy playing video games.” 
She smiled and walked to grab some strawberries from the fridge. “Well, I’m not busy now. Can I still help?” she asked, hopeful.
He beamed, talking as he continued to stir the cake batter. “Yeah of course! Can you cut up some strawberries as top pieces?” he asked.
Mika giggled as she poured the berries on the cutting board. “Already on it.” she said, pulling out a knife.
They spent about an hour or two finishing up baking, both smiling the whole time. By the time the cupcakes were in the oven, Mika was already feeling a bit hungry. Her and Matthew were sitting at the dining room table when she glanced at him. “Do you wanna get a snack?”
He hummed. “Sure! The cupcakes may take a while.”
She nodded and got up, pulling out something simple to microwave. Matthew followed, smiling softly at her. “Thanks for baking with me,” he said.
She blushed and grinned at him. “You’re welcome. I love baking with you.”
He flushed, his smile growing. “You do?”
Mika giggled and nodded. “Yeah, it’s like we’re in our own little world.” she explained.
“Yeah, it feels like that for me too.” he agreed, his cheeks a lovely shade of pink.
Mika’s face was a matching shade of red. She stepped on her tippy toes and kissed his cheek, beaming up at him. “Good! I’d hate to know I annoyed you or something.”
He was even redder now, staring down at her. He was way too aware of their sudden closeness “N-nope! I love hanging out with you.”
She looked like she wanted to say something, staying close as she tried to find her words. Her eyes glanced to Matthews lips and back up to his bright blue eyes. His lips parted slightly, both of their hearts beating wildly in their chests.
Slowly, so slowly, they moved closer to one another until he could feel her breath trickling the skin on his face. Their lips finally slotted together, both of them gasping slightly at the feeling. 
The kiss was soft and hesitant, ever so slowly deepening. Mika brought her arms around his shoulders, smiling into the kiss. Her emotions bloomed in her chest, a strange lightness occurring. He held her waist to him, relishing in the feeling of her lips against his, her body against his.
When they pulled away, Matthew had to stop himself from chasing her lips. He panted slightly, opening his eyes to see her doing the same. She smiled up at him, his chest squeezing at the sight. 
“Wow
” Matthew said breathlessly. “I’ve been wanting to do that for so long.”
She flushed, and she could feel his wild heartbeat against her chest. “Why didn’t you?” she asked quietly.
He chuckled. “I didn’t want to creep you out or anything in case you didn’t want to.”
She nodded. “Well, I’m not creeped out. So do it again.” she demanded playfully, snickering.
He laughed quietly, his eyes shimmering as he leaned back in, capturing her lips as his own.
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cjsarchive · 3 days
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So I drew the concept I had yesterday. The temp name for this AU is just gunna be “Glass Portal”.
But yeah, Mika and Damien meet through a large mirror as kids and they just keep meeting for years.
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cjsarchive · 7 days
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First Date-Damien x Reader
I touched up my makeup in the bathroom mirror, preparing for my date with Damien. We weren’t going anywhere fancy, we were going to the zoo then the aquarium, but I still wanted to look as good as I could. It was our first date after all.
“Hey, you ready to go?” Damien asked as he walked in.
“Yeah, I was just touching up,” I told him. He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
“You look very pretty,” He gave me a kiss on the cheek.
“So do you,” I teased, kissing him on the cheek in return making him blushed slightly. I giggled at the sight. I made sure I had everything I needed, and we made our way to the zoo.
We arrived at the zoo, got our maps, and headed in. Damien had a smile on his face just looking around and taking in the atmosphere. Luckily, it was quite early so it wasn’t very crowded. I smiled and grabbed his hand, bringing his attention to me, “You ready to see some animals?”
“Uh huh! Where do you wanna go first?”
“It’s your first time at the zoo, where do you wanna go first?” I read the map to him and told him what animals would be at each exhibit.
He thought for a moment, “I don’t mind what we see first. How about we just follow the path? Is that okay with you?”
“Yeah, of course! Let’s go!”
We spent a few hours walking through the zoo checking out all the animals. Damien expressed so much amazement at all the animals. His excitement was so infectious and it made for a great trip. From the big cats, to the bears, to the birds, to the reptiles, every animal was a brilliant experience. As it was early, many of the animals were out and roaming, I made sure to get tons of pictures and videos. The standout animal was definitely the lions.
We walked up to the glass and looked around. “Over there,” I pointed to one lion resting in the shade while another lion was walking beside it.
Damien gasped and stared at them in awe, “Woah! They’re so majestic!” I couldn’t help but laugh. One of the lions started walking towards the glass.
“Hey, it’s coming towards us!” The lion walked right up to the glass and stared at us. It jumped up and started pawing at the glass. Damien laughed at it as the other people around us exclaimed in amazement. It stared right at Damien and he pressed his hand against the glass in admiration.
“It’s so cute!” He smiled at the lion before it began walking off and around the pen. Damien had a love for cats and it was always so wholesome to see. He’s amazing. I had so much love for him, I couldn’t help but wrap my arms around his waist and lean it to kiss him on the cheek. He gasped and looked at me before settling into my arms. He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and gave me a gentle but warm kiss on the lips.
Afterwards, we went to get something to eat before going to the aquarium. “The lions were definitely my favorite! Did you see the way it looked at me?!” Damien rambled on excitedly, “Ooh! And the red pandas were adorable! The otters were definitely one of my favorites as well! No wait, I loved the farm! The sheep especially were very cute! This was so much fun, can we do this next year too?” I smiled at his rambling. He’s was so precious.
“Of course, we can do this every year if you’d like! I love seeing you so happy.” I grabbed his hands and kissed the back of both of them, making him blush and making me laugh.
The zoo was great, but you could argue the aquarium was just as if not even more spectacular. Walking around and seeing all of the colorful fish and playful sea creatures was a great sight. Damien got a kick out of seeing the river otters splash around. The aquarium wasn’t as large as the zoo, so we took a couple laps around the whole thing. We soon found ourselves standing in front of a huge screen of different species of fish. Being engulfed in the deep blue light as a big screen of sea animals swam past us was wonderful. Damien put his hands around my waist and pulled me into a hug. I stood in shock for a moment before hugging him back.
“Thank you so much for this day.” He said softly into my shoulder, “I love you. More than you know. You are the most wonderful person.”
I felt my face heat up and a blush creep onto my cheeks. Damien always knew how to enthral me, even without his incubus powers. I ran my fingers through his hair and he nuzzled into my touch. “No problem, Damien. I love you so much.” I pulled away then leaned in to give him a loving kiss. I poured all of my love and affection for him into the kiss.
We rested our foreheads together and just enjoyed each other’s holds as the fish swam past us in beautiful waves of color.
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cjsarchive · 12 days
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It’s wild to me that the fandom of Seduce Me just makes Damien’s whole personality his abuse. ïżŒ
Like yes. His abuse is of course a big part of him. But I wish people would remember the other stuff about him. His curious, sassy, positive, caring, creative and so on and so forth. Let’s not forget about how possessive he is. Idk, the way people make Damien out to be is a fragile little guy. Like please reamber he almost beat the fuck outta Diana in SM2, or the fact he gets sadistic as fuck fighting people.
Anyway, just some thoughts :p
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cjsarchive · 13 days
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I don't want to not love you (Aron x Sam)
This story includes mentions Meave, an OC owned by @havenwitchworks This story was also inspired by conversations we've had about the game.
Really, it's an introspective of Aron's POV at the start of her relationship with Sam. It starts very unhealthy on her end (as one would expect in this circumstance)
I plan to do Sam's POV of this, but since angst is my weak spot in writing, I thought I'd try a perspective I understand a bit more. I hope you enjoy, even if the incubi aren't hugely mentioned here.
Aron sat at the table, her mouth silent and her mind loud. She smiled softly at the incubi as they joked around, feeling a painful squeeze in her chest when her eyes landed on Sam, reminding her of her love for him, and Sam’s inability to love her back.
Meave, Aron’s sister had mentioned in passing that demons lacked the ability to feel love. They knew passion, they knew lust, but romantic feelings weren’t something they felt, or sought out. Marriage was merely a contract, relationships stemmed from convenience, no more and no less.
Maybe that was why Aron felt so stupid. Sam would come to her, they’d kiss with or without energy drain, act like nothing happened for a few days, then it’d start over. 
She knew he wasn’t using her. Sure, her and her sister had given him and his brothers a home, but they had never taken advantage of that and they were all vocal about their immense gratitude.
Was she even sure that it was love? She’d never loved someone before, not outside of a familiar love. She’d never looked at someone only to feel her heart thump in her chest, reminding herself that her feelings were in fact real. 
But what if it was infatuation? Any attention she’d received as a child was for the family company, not counting the times she’d injured herself, her sister using magic to heal her when she was almost past repair. Sam showed her attention and made her feel good, what if she was craving that fulfillment?
Though, when she looked at him, hearing his laugh as he teased Matthew, she could feel her nerves dance over her skin and her heart catch in her throat. She remembered the nausea she felt when he was sad or angry, the way it got worse when she didn’t know how to help him
 It all reminded her that she was truly in love with him. 
She knew the likelihood of him harboring any feelings for her was slim to none, and she’d never ask him too. She was a meer human, a difficult one at that. She always hurts, constantly aching somewhere. Always getting sick and needing someone to check on her. How could she ask someone to love someone so complicated? She couldn’t even stand herself, and she’d always thought you had to love yourself first but
she loved him more then she hated herself.
A part of her wanted to forget it all, a small but angry part. Why had she fallen for someone who can’t fall just as hard? She’d watched and read the most heartbreaking love stories, but she didn’t really understand how badly it would hurt, the palpitations that shot from her chest to her fingers. 
Aron wasn’t sure she could move on, and a part of her never wanted to. As much as it hurt, it was so beautiful. It wasn’t his fault he couldn’t love her, why should she punish him by shutting him out? Would he even care?
She decided it didn’t matter. She’d stay as long as he wanted her and leave as soon as he didn’t. She was his, and she hated how much she loved it. She wasn’t worthy of his pure devotion, him even looking at her was a blessing, so she’d do anything to stay with him. As a friend, a lover, it didn’t matter. She wanted him to be happy, and if that meant ignoring the burning in her throat, she’d do it happily, over and over. 
It wasn’t as big of a sacrifice as it sounded. Loving him made her happy, and the thought of not loving him made her feel hollow, an all too familiar feeling she never wanted to feel again. He made her feel like a person, not a trophy, or a broken porcelain doll. He encouraged her, pushed her, made her feel confident in herself. It was only every so often that she found herself blinking back tears and excusing herself to her room, ignoring the pitying look Damien gave her when she smiled softly and quickly ran to her room.
She sat in bed, scrolling through her phone to distract herself. Her face was wet with tears that she couldn’t bring herself to fight in the privacy of her room. She stayed like that for a while, and eventually the tears stopped falling. She washed her face in the en suite bathroom and changed into some pajamas before hearing someone knock on the door.
She opened it, revealing Sam who had a concerned expression. “Hey doofus, you alright?”
She felt the tug in her heart, making her smile. “Mhm, wanna come in?”
He grinned, and she thought her knees might give out from underneath her. As much as it hurt, it felt so good. So, she’d let him in, let him unknowingly break her, because when he smiled at her it would become worth it. She loved him, loved loving him, and never wanted to stop loving him.
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cjsarchive · 15 days
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The “kpop fan (derogatory)” had me cracking up💀
Can you do Matthew headcanons as well?
I DO NOT FW MATTHEW HES A BITCH but yea ofc
he can do amazing cartwheels and flips just casually
he literally looks like Frodo Baggins from lord of the rings but whatever
Because him and Damien share a room, Damien's side is very neat and tidy cuz he likes things organized and you can see the divide where Matthew's half becomes a mess
He just keeps random shit around his room like those weird fluffy worms with the eyes on the sticks and cool rocks
Matthew does not like pasta or spaghetti because of the texture and will spit it back out onto his plate cuz he has no shame
him and Sam together when they don't argue are the funniest fucking people they just think the same thoughts but Matthew's more open about them
He looooves those like 2000's teenage girl movies like She's the Man and Wild Child
Seeing annoying kids fall in the street makes him laugh
British Bake-Off and Hell's Kitchen fan
He prefers baking over real cooking but very good at both
K-pop fan (derogatory)
he's always got a goddamn pair of earphones in he's constantly listening to music
one time he fell on the stairs in work and laughed it off in front of people and then went to his office to cry
very good at sciency stuff like chemistry and physics
his favourite fruits are strawberries
oh my god if he had a kid he'd be such a stereotypical dad
dad jokes, that stupid ass laugh, cut up fruit as an apology
SORRY IF THESE ARE SHIT I JUST HATE MATTHEW SM I AM SO NOT A MATTHEW FAN!!!!!
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cjsarchive · 15 days
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cuddle pile with the guys PLEASE
need them petting my head, holding my hand, hugging me close. want them to tell me about their day, their aspirations and dreams. they’ll be annoyed with how much space Sam is taking up. Matthew will be the #1 talker, James right behind if you get him talkin about the new book he’s reading. we eventually get so comfy that we fall into restful sleep.
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cjsarchive · 16 days
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As long as you want me here (Sam x Aron)
So, Aron is an OC I made, but she's really just me with a different name and some versions of her have a magical twist on her background. Here, she's me. I found out I likely have another condition, and after struggling with health for years, it's still hard. Each new problem, especially in a world designed for able bodied people, feels like an extra burden to carry. I'm grateful that I've been able to find out as early as I did, but that doesn't make it easy. I honestly wrote this to cope.
Set as if Aron didn't say I love him when Diana came. I plan to make many of these until Aron or Sam actually confess that they love each other, because the servant ending gives me the ick.
Trigger warning for angst related to health issues.
Aron sat in the passenger seat, her arms crossed and slouched over as she stared out of the window absentmindedly. She’d just been to the doctor and had just received another life altering diagnosis. She couldn’t catch a break, one issue after another. Would she ever just be healthy?
“You alright?” Sam asked, glancing at her. “You haven’t said anything since the appointment. Did something happen?”
Aron shrugged. “Nothing unusual.” she said. She wasn’t entirely lying. Developing new issues had become a regular occurrence for her, and it was at least once a year that she was seeking out a new specialist. Why had that become her normal?
The car ride was silent, but she could feel Sam’s gaze on her. She knew he was concerned, but his pity wouldn’t fix anything. She looked over and smiled at him. “Thanks for the ride.”
“No problem.” he said, shrugging as we pulled into the front yard. “Are you sure everythings alright?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.
Aron nodded and smiled. “Yeah, I’m good.”
They got inside and Aron immediately went to her room. Thankfully Damien was with Erik at work, so he wouldn’t hear her. She didn’t want to give him a headache from the volume of her thoughts. She changed into some dark blue spandex shorts and a large gray hoodie. She walked over to her full length mirror and frowned at her reflection, which looked like a ghost of herself.
Her stomach was bloated, accompanied with deep eyebags from the lack of sleep she was getting thanks to cramping and insomnia. Her dark purple hair was oily, but she didn’t have the energy to shower tonight. She groaned and climbed in her bed, pulling her fluffy blanket over her as she curled over herself and played some music on her phone.
She wasn’t sure when she’d started crying, but before she knew it she was shoving her face into her pillow, trying to muffle her sobs. Why couldn’t she have been normal? Why does her body always have to hurt? She wanted to make a life for herself, wanted to build a career, but now she couldn’t even bring herself to get out of bed. 
Every part of her ached, and it wasn’t only because of the countless health problems she’d been diagnosed with.
A knock on her door caught her attention, and immediately she wiped her face and held back anymore sobs. She tried to be quiet, hoping to give the illusion she’d fallen asleep with music played. 
“Doofus, can I come in?” Sam asked, his tone concerned and hesitant.
Aron didn’t answer at first, but she knew his presence would comfort her. She turned on her phone and paused the music before walking to the door. She wiped her face in an attempt to hide that she’d been crying, but her pale skin was bright pink and her eyes were puffy and wet with tears. Anyone who looked at her would know that she wasn’t okay.
Still, when she opened the door to Sam, she smiled softly at him. “What’s up?” She asked, feeling her chin wobble.
Sam’s eyebrows were furrowed and his shoulders were stiff. But as he took in her appearance, his gaze softened. “Hey
” he said, his tone gentle. “You wanna talk about it?”
Aron’s immediate thought was, if I wanted to talk about it, I wouldn’t be hiding in my room. But Sam was trying to be helpful, and he didn’t do anything to her to deserve an attitude. Instead she shrugged. “I’ll be fine, it’s just
” she tried to speak, but her voice began to break.
Sam gently placed a hand on her shoulder, and the pressure was light enough to bring her into his arms. She immediately sobbed against his chest, gripping his vest with her hands tightly. Sam stared down at her, his frown deepening as he wrapped his arms around her. 
Slowly, he led them to her bed. He sat against her headboard, letting her cry against him. When she finally began to calm down, she looked up at him and frowned. “I’m sorry.” she said, rubbing her eyes aggressively.
He lightly squeezed the arm around her waist. “Don’t apologize
” he said, his voice soft and gentle. “Do I need to go beat someone's ass?” he asked in utmost seriousness.
She giggled, making Sam smile. Her frown returned quickly though. “It’s just a lot right now.” she started, sitting up to curl over herself as she spoke.
“The doctor said I have a hormonal disorder, because apparently the shit that’s already wrong with me wasn’t enough.” she said, her tone more defeated than angry.
He frowned as he looked at her. “Is there anything they can use to treat it?”
Aron merely shrugged. “Yeah, but it isn’t gonna go away.”
She looked at him and smiled, but her eyes held exhaustion. “It’s fine, I mean, crying isn’t going to fix it either.” she said, wiping her face.
Sam nodded. “Do you want me to run you a bath or something?” he asked, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.
“I’m good
do you wanna watch a movie with me?” she asked, picking up the remote from her nightstand.
“Um
sure,” he said, shooting her that goofy grin that always made her heart flip in her chest.
Eventually, they watched the movie and cuddled up together. Aron could feel the pull of exhaustion, but she fought it to spend a bit more time with Sam. “Hey
thanks for coming to check on me. I appreciate it.”
He lightly squeezed his arms around her. “No problem
” he said, blushing. “Let me know if there's anything we can do to help, alright? Even if we can’t fix it, you shouldn’t have to be in pain or whatever. I’m sure that even if we can’t fix it, we can help the pain. Maybe the treatment will help too.” he mused.
She snuggled closer to him, sighing. “Maybe
thanks.”
He smiled softly. “I said it’s no problem, Doofus.”
She grinned up at him, blushing. “I know, but
you being here helped.” 
Sam turned bright red, but grinned back at her. He kissed her forehead and pulled her closer, pressing her head under his chin. “Then I’ll stay as long as you want me here.”
She yawned, her eyes growing heavy and the sleepiness being too strong to ignore. She felt Sam pull a blanket over them before whispering softly. “Goodnight, Doofus.”
“Night. Sam.” she said before drifting to sleep.
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cjsarchive · 16 days
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Got some flat colors.
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cjsarchive · 23 days
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Oooh can I request some Sam fluff?đŸ©”đŸ©”
Yeah! Hope you enjoy!<33
Paradise-Sam x Reader
My feet felt heavy as I finally walked in the door to the house. I dragged my feet up the stairs to my bedroom and flopped down on the bed. Work was especially draining lately. It’s that time of the year where I can hardly be bothered to do anything productive.
“Rough day at work?” I looked to see Sam in the doorway. I nodded, not really in the mood to speak. Sam walked over and laid on top of me, careful to not put his whole weight on me. “Need me to beat someone up?” He joked. I smiled and shook my head ‘no’. Being around him already managed to help improve my mood. “Welp, whatcha wanna do? I’ll do whatever you want.”
I tried to think, but my brain wasn’t fully functioning right now.
“I don’t even know to be honest.” We laid in silence for a while longer before Sam spoke up again,
“Hey, how bout we go for a drive?” He gave me a kiss of the forehead making me giggle.
“Hehe, Alright.”
Sam drove, making sure to play my favorite music the whole way. I will say, hearing Sam sing along to the music extremely loud and off key did make me feel better. Soon enough, we arrived at our destination. I saw the fields of sand and the waves crashing along the shore. I gasped, “We’re at the beach!” I announced out loud.
Sam chuckled, “Yeah, doofus, we’re at the beach. Come on.” We took off our shoes and socks and made our way into the sand. Breathing in the salty air and feeling the wind blow in my hair made me feel great, like I was light as a feather. “Pretty sight, huh?” Sam asked, staring at the soon to be setting sun over the horizon.
“Absolutely.” Simply standing on the beach and taking in the sight was amazing. But soon, a silly idea came into my mind.
“Wanna race to the water?” I smiled mischievously.
Sam scoffed before he laughed, “We’ve been over this, doofus. You can’t beat me in a race,” He smiled arrogantly.
“Yeah, you’re probably right. Hey, can you put my phone back in the car for me, please?”
“Yeah, sure.” Sam grabbed my phone and made his way back to the car. When he was almost there, I started bolting towards the water, taking my clothes off as I ran until I was just in my underwear. I knew Sam was fast, so I had to get a bit creative. I looked back and Sam finally noticed I was almost at the water. He laughed loudly, “Cheater!” He put my phone in the car before he chased after me, following my lead.
My feet splashed in the water barely four seconds before Sam’s did. “YES!” I cheered, “I won!” I began to jump and celebrate. It was the first time I’ve ever beaten him in a race. Sam simply watched me with a smile. He grabbed my hand and gently pulled me to him to give me a kiss on the lips. We both smiled into the kiss.
“Heh, you’re really cute.” He said shyly. I kissed him on the nose.
“You’re cuter.” He blushed and scoffed before we swiftly scooped his hand under the water and splashed me. I froze her a second, finally registering how cold the water was, before smirking and immediately firing a series of splashes at Sam. It quickly turned into a splash war as we made our way further into the water. Sam kept managing to dodge from my splashes. “Hey, no cheating!” I exclaimed.
“You’re one to talk.” I playfully scowled at him. Soon, I noticed Sam was off guard. Our splash war turned into play fighting as I quickly rushed at Sam and tackled him into the water. After registering what just happened, he threw his head back and laughed. He very willingly play fought back with me, making sure to be careful to avoid hurting me. There was little to no one else on the beach, which added to the experience. It felt like our own little paradise, like it was just us two in the world.
After we tired ourselves out, we stood in the water, feeling the waves slightly sway us as they passed by. The sun had started setting now. It’s been awhile since I’ve watched the sun set over the water like this. I sighed happily as I watched. I felt Sam wrap an arm around my shoulders and pull me in to kiss my forehead, bringing me back down to earth. He had a blush on his face,
“You’re really pretty.” He told me softly. I turned to him, placing my hands on his shoulders as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I kissed him deeply, melting into his arms, wanting to stay awhile.
“Thank you for bringing me here, Sam. You’re amazing,” I leaned against him, “I love you.”
He chuckled, “I love you too, doofus,” he touched his forehead with mine, “So fucking much.”
After the sun had set, we went home, washed up, and laid in bed together. I laid my head on Sam’s chest as he rubbed my back. “We should go to the beach more often.”
“We can go to the beach whenever you get stressed, okay? Or hell, if you ever just wanna go and fucking scream at the ocean, we can go.”
I laughed, “Really?”
“If it’ll make you smile as much as it did today then yeah.” I felt my face heat up and I began to blush. I leaned up and kissed him. Cuddling in each other’s arms, we fell asleep against the warmth of each other’s bodies.
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cjsarchive · 23 days
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Oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh, I'm in desperate need of Eric headcanons, darling. If you don't mind, of course...
Erik Headcanons
yes ofc!!!! đŸ©·cw: eating disorder
occasionally models his own clothes and gets his brothers to model for him
very thin very soft hands
probably tried coke or the demon equivalent
the sorta guy to like obsess over a stranger if they do one nice thing for him randomly
fucking hates hats and will never wear one cuz they mess up his hair
one of the things I headcanon the most for him is that by the start of the first game he's recovering from an eating disorder which developed from abuse from his mother
wears the most make-up out of all the boys but not that much mostly just for dark under eyes
despite that has perfect shiny skin and a great skincare routine
He has a man crush on Asami from Legend of Korra
Water bender!!!
Despite that he does not drink water- it's always wine, soda and coffee no matter what
get into random kids shows from watching them with Matthew and Damien- Ever After High and Monster High are his faves
He's a big fan of Cleo and Draculaura
he mains Pauline on mario kart but King Boo is second if she's not on it
Used wax strips himself once and Sam started pissing him off so he slapped one on his leg
He loves to travel! His least favourite place was probably Paris because of how crowded it was
He's so into Lana Del Rey's music and like her whole music aesthetic
Listens to her and ABBA mostly
He can do amazing eyeshadow and paints nails very well
He does Mika's hair when she asks
Pretty much just Mika's personal stylist and beautician
THAT'S IT RN IDK IF ILL ADD MORE TO IT!!!
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cjsarchive · 25 days
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Soooo got a little sneak peek of a custom scene that I am drawing. I did not forget about my boy, Erik. He’s just a pain to draw.
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cjsarchive · 26 days
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Can you do Damien headcanons?
Oh my god yesyesyes DAMIENS MY REAL FAV GUYS I PROMISE. I probably will add more onto this cuz it just feels kinda general but sure
I get the feeling that he's into like cheesy romance meet cute books.
Another very broad music taste- Destiny's Child to Hozier
If he's upset or thinking Mitski's on full blast
this man loves cats like everyone knows this I can so see him with like a tiny white kitten and it's just all over him and he loves it
He's definitely volunteered in animal shelters
this man burns alive in the sun spf 50 is not enough
mostly just because he was locked up in a cell for most of his childhood
Because of this he's really really pale but he's got some freckles on his shoulders and hand but it's mostly just scars on his back, arms and chest
He has the softest hair ever
Loves when people play with his hair and scratch his head it makes him fall asleep if he's in bed
really looks up to James a lot
I feel like say if Mika didn't get in a relationship with him and all the boys moved out James and Damien moved in together because Damien didn't want to be away from him and James wanted to take care of him
he's got a bit of sass in him, especially if he's tired
His shoes are matching with Sam's (cuties)
he wakes up early to have coffee with James and Mika in the morning
he lets Erik design clothes on him and test out designs
his favourite movie is everything everywhere all at once and he bawled his eyes out in private after watching it
his favourite thing to do is just have fun and experience new things and learn because he was never allowed to
his favourite places to go to are parks, libraries and bookstores and the animal shelter he volunteers at
socks in bed at all times
HATES dirty nails
CHRONICALLY COLD ALL THE TIME
He's 100% the skinniest out of the boys and can't eat like a ton of food without feeling ill
victim of constant daydreaming Matthew looks over at him sometimes and he's just in his own world
oh my god loves to daydream, it was he only thing he was really allowed to do as a child so ig he's just used to thinking to himself
Tits or ass? Personality (tits)
NSFWISH????
Prefers to be more submissive and is rarely dominant
Loves to just lay down and make out while getting a handjob
at the start of his relationship I feel like it would be hard for him to word what he likes or if he even knows what he'd enjoy or not. So Mika would make him watch porn beside her and talk about if they'd like that or not
his favourite thing is just soft sex and hugging someone
loves very passionately and obsessively so one night stands aren't really a thing for him and likes to get to know someone first
loves to just lay down and cuddle with people to relax
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cjsarchive · 27 days
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I like the insecure mc with sam fic you wrote, can you do a matthew one? like incorperating the fact he cooks a lot of sweets maybe.
Yep, hope you enjoy!<3
The Most Beautiful Girl-Matthew x Female Reader
I stared at myself in the mirror. Stared at my stomach, hips and thighs. I sucked in my stomach and turned to look at myself from the side. I definitely like how this looks. But when I let my stomach rest, I felt like crap. I need to stop obsessing over how I look. I look at myself in the mirror too much. But I couldn’t help but keep coming back to examine myself, my body, what I need to work on and fix. I sighed.
“Hey, you okay?” I turned towards the voice and saw Matthew was standing in the doorway to my bedroom.
“Oh, yeah I'm okay.”
“You sure?”
“Yes. I’m okay,” I forced a smile on my face, hoping to convince him. He didn’t look fully convinced, but he didn’t push any further.
“Alright, if you say so. Anyways, dinner’s done!” He grinned.
“Okay, coming!” I looked at myself in the mirror one more time. I didn’t have an appetite right now, but I followed Matthew downstairs anyway. I sat down across from him.
“I made your favorite dessert tonight too!”
“Thanks,” I wanted to smile, but I only felt worse. He was so sweet, but he didn’t know the thought of eating anything sweet right now made me nauseous. I tilted my head down, hiding my face, and began to eat.
I managed to scarf my food down, but I still couldn’t touch the dessert. Matthew must have noticed me simply staring at it, “Is everything okay? Are you tired of that? Cause I can make something else for dessert if you want!” He offered.
“Um, no it’s okay. I’m just full right now. I’ll eat it tomorrow.” I couldn’t read the expression on his face, it made me anxious.
“Alright, I’ll handle dishes and stuff tonight, okay?” He walked over to me and left a kiss on my forehead before taking the dishes to the kitchen. Ugh, why am I being so difficult?
I went back up to my bedroom. I look towards the mirror. I tried to stop myself. I need to stop looking in the mirror. But as I thought that, my feet were already making their way towards the mirror. I stared for a long time. I can’t keep being like this. I can’t keep being myself. I grabbed my phone and looked up dieting routines online. I was so focused on it that I didn’t notice Matthew had come in until I felt his arms wrap around my waist.
“I know I keep asking but are you sure you’re alright? You seemed kinda off at dinner.” He said softly. Before I could turn my phone off, he saw my search results on my phone. “You wanna start dieting?” He asked, confused. I hesitated. There was no point in lying to him now.
I sighed, “Yes. I want to lose weight.”
“Why?”
The words slipped out before I could catch them, “Because I don’t like my body.” After I let that out, the words just kept coming, “I want to feel good about my body, I really do. I try to convince myself it’s not that big of a deal. But then I see so many girls with my body type going on diets, having intense workout routines, working to be slimmer, and trying to get the ‘ideal body.’” My eyes started to water, but I blinked the tears away, “It’s hard to feel good about my body when everywhere I look, I’m being shown that my body is not ideal and I should be working to change it. That’s why I don’t want to eat dessert. I’m just so tired of feeling shitty.”
Matthew was silent for a moment, taking in what I had said. He gently turned me around to look at him.
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t know you felt like that. If I had known I wouldn’t have made-“
“No, you have nothing to be sorry for. You’ve done nothing but be kind and sweet to me. You always try to make me happy. I don’t even know why you’re with me, Matthew. All I’ve done lately is whine and be difficult. I don’t deserve someone like you.” I looked down, I couldn’t even look him in the eye. I felt small. Matthew stood in thought for a while before he softly smiled.
“I have an idea.”
He led me over and we both sat on the bed. He reached into his pockets and pulled out various plushies. Two of which looked like me and Matthew. He placed the plushies at the end of the bed.
“What is this, Matthew?”
“Just watch.” I looked at the toys and they started moving, like they had come to life, “I’m gonna tell you a story.” I looked at him in slight surprise before taking my attention back to the toys. “Once there was a guy named Matthew,” The Matthew plush stood front and centre and waved at me. I giggled at the sight, “After he left the demon world, he got to explore the wonders of the human world, and all it had to bring.” His plush was shown wandering and experiencing different things such as books, stores, and food. “But there was something he had yet to experience: Love. Love wasn’t a thing in the world he grew up in, he never experienced it. Until he met..” A puppet that looked like me propped up. Matthew conjured a little spotlight as well and shined it on my plush. “This girl turned Matthew’s life upside down! In the best way of course. From the day they first met, she showed Matthew kindness, letting him and his brothers live with her when they had nowhere else to go. Matthew didn’t know it yet, but from that day forward, he would never be able to get this girl out of his mind. Again, in the best way.” I laughed as I continued to watch the puppet show.
“He was attracted to her so quickly. Her kindness, her gentleness, her beauty, her independence. She was amazing! He loved being able to be close to her, he loved the person he was when he was with her. She made him feel so empowered, like he could do anything! He’d never met anyone who made him feel like that. He was 100 percent in love with her!” The plushies began reenacting all the dates Matthew and I went on. I felt a great wave of nostalgia remembering them all. Before I knew it, tears started flowing, “Even though she doesn’t feel great about her body right now, Matthew still felt her body was beautiful and didn’t need to change. She was the most gorgeous woman he ever knew. A woman he never wanted to live without. A woman he loved more than anything. And he’ll never leave her. Ever.” The two plushies hugged and I felt my heart melt. All the toys then stood in a line and bowed to me. “To the most beautiful and wonderful girl.” The toys then went limp again.
Matthew rubbed the back of his neck and blushed, “Heh, I know it’s a kinda corny but-“ I didn’t let him finish as I threw myself into his arms. I sobbed in his shoulder. I was so overwhelmed with happiness.
“T-that was beautiful, Matthew,” I sputtered out. I squeezed him tighter. Matthew hugged me back just as tight.
“I’m really glad you liked it.” He gently pulled away, but still held me as he looked at me, “If you really want to start dieting, I’ll support you. But there’s nothing wrong with your body or your size, I promise! You are gorgeous.” He reassured me again. I smiled bright before I leaned in and gave him a gentle but passionate kiss on the lips. He very happily kissed back.
“I love you, Matthew. I love you so much.”
Matthew smiled and left multiple kisses all over my face, making me giggle, “I love you too, beautiful.”
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cjsarchive · 28 days
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nothing specific, just would love some fluff from the boys :)
I ended up getting super indulgent when writing this:3. Hope you enjoy!
(Platonic)
Another Day-Incubi x Reader
After eating breakfast with the incubi, I began simply walking around the house, trying to pass time as they all separated to their own endeavors. I stopped walking when I heard some music playing as I walked past one of the rooms. I peered inside to see Erik in his room that he shared with James. He was playing a portable piano. He had a furrowed brow as he continually hit one note over and over. I gently knocked on the door.
He looked up at me and smiled, “Oh! Hello, princess. Come in.”
“Hey, Erik,” I said as I walked towards him, “What are you working on?”
“Ah, I'm just working on a song I recently came up with. I am however having a bit of trouble unfortunately.”
“Oh? How so?”
“I’m struggling to continue the song.” He sighed looking back down at the keys.
I thought for a moment, “Well, I don’t know much about the piano, but maybe I could try to help a bit? If that’s okay with you.”
Erik let out a gentle smile, “As generous as always, Princess.” He scooted over to make some space for me on the chair he was sitting on and I sat down beside him.
“Can I hear what you have so far?”
Erik nodded and began to play his piece. It was very calming. My eyes slowly fell closed and I focused on the music. That was until he suddenly hit a sour note and the song ended. He groaned.
“I don’t know how to continue from that part. I can’t get inspiration for it.”
“Well what gave you inspiration for the rest of the song?”
Erik chuckled, “When we all watched the sunset together the other day. That truly was beautiful.” Erik thought for a moment, “Can you tell me about a time in your life you thought was beautiful?”
“Yeah, sure.” I proceeded to tell him about one of the most beautiful moments of my life. I tried to go into as much detail as possible, hoping that will truly help him get the feel of it. Erik took some time to really visualize my words before he tried playing again. The note that was once sour flowed seamlessly. Erik was able to come up with a few more notes for his song as I watched. It was amazing to see him in his element like this.
Once Erik was finished, he smiled brightly, “Thank you, Princess. What would I do without you?” He brought my hand up to his lips and kissed my knuckles, “You truly are inspiring.”
I smiled, “You’re the artist, Erik. You’re the one that’s inspiring.”
I left Erik alone to finish his song in private. As I left his room, Matthew was walking past carrying a load of snacks.
“Oh, hey!” He smiled at me.
“Hey, Matthew. What are you about to do?”
“I was gonna go find something new to watch on tv. You wanna watch tv with me?”
“Sure!”
“Awesome!” He smiled his goofy grin at me, “Come on.” I followed Matthew to his and Damien’s room. We settled down onto Matthew’s bed and he laid out the snacks before looking to me, “You can have whatever you want! I don’t mind.”
I giggled slightly, “Thank you,” I said before taking some snacks for myself. “So, what were you thinking about watching?”
“Hmm, I don’t know. Nothing too serious. Are there any shows you recommend?” Matthew handed me the tv remote.
“Hm, I don’t really know either.” We both chuckled before I turned on the tv and started scrolling through channels. I stopped scrolling when I came across a channel playing Family Feud, “Have you seen this show?”
“Nope. What is it?”
“It’s a game show. The host is super funny. Definitely makes the show a whole lot better.”
“Let’s watch it then!” He smiled. I smiled in return and clicked play on the tv. We didn’t expect to get so into the show so quickly. We watched for at least a couple hours laughing at the host, the contestants, and ourselves as we tried to guess some of the answers as well. We both weren’t particularly good at guessing, which made everything even funnier. We were eventually interrupted by a knock on the door. Matthew told them to come in and in came James,
“Hello,” He greeted, “Lunch is ready whenever you’re ready to eat.”
“Alright, thanks, James!” I said as he gave us a warm smile and left the room. I turned back to Matthew, “Should we continue this another time?”
“For sure! This was so fun! It’s always awesome hanging out with you!” He beamed a bright smile at me.
I couldn’t help the slight blush that appeared on my face, “Thank you! That makes me so happy to hear.” I smiled back at him.
“It’s the truth!” I giggled and thanked him again before we both went down to eat lunch.
After lunch, I entered the living room to see Sam playing a shooter game on the big screen. He seemed focused on his game, so I simply sat down beside him on the couch and watched.
“Whaddup, doofus,” He said simply, not taking his eyes off the screen.
“Hey,” I said in return. We went back to sitting in silence as he finished this round.
“Damnit!” He cursed as he lost.
“What’s the objective of this game?”
“Get chests and take out other players.”
“That’s it?”
“Yeah, pretty simple. You wanna join in?”
“Really?”
“Yeah. There’s a multiplayer mode.”
“Alright, I’ll play!” Sam passed me the second controller. I found the multiplayer mode and chose my weapon. Sam quickly gave me the rundown of the game and controls before we started our first match. I quickly realized it was not ‘pretty simple.’ I definitely was nowhere near as good as Sam was, it was almost embarrassing.
“Sam, where did you go?!” I exclaimed.
“I ran off already! Why didn’t you follow me?!”
“I got distracted, sorry!” He laughed at me as I quickly tried to catch up to him.
“Where are you?! I don’t know where I'm going! Ugh!” I shouted again as Sam guffawed at my frustration. I jokingly hit him on the shoulder.
“Alright, alright. Do you see that building in front of you?” He pointed at the screen, “I’m in there. Go there.”
“Okay, I’m going.” As I was headed towards the building, I was suddenly shot at and my character fell down and died. Sam didn’t even try to hold down his laughter.
“You got some terrible fucking spatial awareness, doofus!”
“Shut up,” I started to laugh as well. We continued playing for a while. Well, it was more of me dying repeatedly while Sam practically howled in laughter at me. I managed to kill myself with my own grenade at one point.
“Sam! Help! People are shooting at me!”
“Just shoot back, doofus!” But it was too late because I was already dead again. The round ended and I fell back on the couch in defeat.
“That was humiliating,” I joked. Sam fell back with me and reached over to ruffle my hair.
“Don’t worry about it. Hell, you’re way better at other things.” I smiled at his statement.
“Thanks.”
“Heh, no problem.” We simply just laid there for a while, enjoying being in each other’s presence.
“I did have fun, believe it or not,” I sighed contently.
“I did too,” Sam reached and playfully nipped at my cheek, “You’re really cool, doofus.”
“Heh, you’re cool too, Sam.”
Some time after playing video games with Sam, I went to get myself a snack from the kitchen. I found Damien in there, also fixing him something to eat.
“Hello,” He smiled as he greeted me.
“Hey, Damien. What are you making?”
“Just a sandwich,” He had the cheese, meat, and condiments out, “I just need the bread.” He went to the pantry and took a look around before slightly raising a brow, “I think we might be out of bread.”
“Already?” I had just bought some bread last week. Then I remembered that lately Matthew’s been obsessed with bread and butter. That would explain it. Damien chuckled.
“It’s fine. I’ll just make something else,” He said as he began putting the ingredients away..
“I can run and get some bread from the store real quick. You wanna come with?”
“Are you sure? Heh, I don’t need bread right this moment.”
“I know. I kinda wanna get out the house right now though. Besides, Matthew will probably be happy to have more bread as well.”
Damien giggled, “Very true. Alright, I’ll come with you.” We both quickly slipped on some sweaters and shoes and went out to my car. I drove us to the nearby corner store and we picked up some bread, along with some other stuff we needed while we were there. On our way back home, the sun was beginning to set, turning the sky beautiful shades of pink, orange and yellow. “Woah,” Damien looked out the window, “So beautiful. I’ll never get tired of sunsets.” I smiled at him. Seeing his amazement for something so seemingly minimal and common put a warm feeling in my heart. Damien blushed slightly and smiled back at me. I pulled into a park and parked the car.
“Come on, let’s get out and watch the sunset.”
Damien nodded to me before we both got out of the car and into the park. He found a bench facing the sunset and sat down, I guess I tend to forget how magical sunsets can be. They’re so common, It had gotten to the point I stopped really thinking about them. The boys definitely helped bring that magic back.
“Hey, can I see your phone for a moment?” Damien asked.
“Yeah sure,” I handed over my phone, not thinking about it too much, kinda lost in my thoughts at the sunset. I suddenly heard the sound of a picture being taken. I looked over at Damien to see he just took a photo of me.
“Sorry,” He gave a sheepish smile, “You just look so pretty in the glow of the sunset. See?” He showed me the photo he took. I was sure I was blushing right now. I chuckled, “Thanks for the compliment. And that’s a good picture of me, hehe.” I got the urge to take a photo of him as well. He smiled and handed me my phone back. I ended up taking quite a few photos.
“You’re so handsome,” I grinned.
He blushed, “Hehe, thank you!” We took some more photos, some together, as we continued to watch the sun set further into the sky. “Thanks for bringing me out with you. You are so amazing. We should do this more often!”
“Yeah, for sure!”
He chuckled, “We should probably head back. Dinner should be done soon.” Damien stood up off the bench and offered a hand to me to help me stand as well.
After dinner, I saw James going out to the garden. I followed him out, wondering what he could be doing out there at this time, “James?”
He turned to look at me, “Oh, hello, Miss.”
“Hey, whatcha doing?”
“Ah, I was about to start reading a novel I recently found.”
“Oh? What’s it about?”
James perked up a bit, noticeably excited to share his book with me, “It’s a mystery thriller. Someone was killed in a friend group of young adults, so they are trying to find the imposter in their group.”
“Ooh, that sounds interesting! Why read outside though?”
“I love the atmosphere of being in the garden. It’s very calming and, in my opinion, makes the perfect environment to read in.”
“That actually sounds really nice.”
“Indeed,” He chucked. James thought for a moment. “Miss, would you perhaps want to read this with me? I believe I saw another copy of this book in the library.”
“Yeah, why not?”
He smiled, “Wonderful.”
With our own copy of the book each, we sat down next to each other and began to read. Because of his ability, he was a fast reader. Especially fast in comparison to my slower pace. I noticed him catch himself and slow down, trying to accommodate me. I tried to quicken my pace.
“You don’t have to rush to catch up to me, Miss. I don’t mind rereading a few pages. I want you to enjoy the book to its fullest as well.”
I simply smiled, “As sweet as ever.” He merely chucked. We read about a quarter of the way into the book together, pointing out moments that stood out to us and annotating, hoping to solve the mystery in the book. I always loved having discussions with James. He always brought a great perspective to everything. Soon enough, I found myself yawning.
“I think this is a good place to wrap up,” James said softly, “You need your rest, Miss.”
“Can’t argue with that.” I took a moment to simply sit and wallow in the night breeze, “You’re right. Reading out here at night does make for a great atmosphere.”
“I’m glad you enjoy it as well, Miss. Though I must say, your presence made the experience much better.” I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder. We both sat for a while, admiring the night sky.
After, we both headed back in the house and up the stairs.
“Goodnight, James.”
“Goodnight, Miss. Have sweet dreams,” He smiled before we both seperated to our rooms.
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cjsarchive · 28 days
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Could we get a little DamienxReader fluffiness? We don't want to leave out our youngest incubi! Thank you!
She needs a hug.
That’s all that ran through Damien’s mind. 
She needs a hug.
Damien wandered the house, trying to pinpoint where she was. Dining room? No. Lobby? No. Bedroom? No.
Backyard.
Damien entered the back yard to see her there. He quickly rushed over and, without asking, wrapped his arms around her form.
“D-Damien.. what—” She began before Damien replied.
“I need a hug
” Damien mumbled. It wasn’t her that needed it. It was him. Her touch became his desire and she was the only one who could drive the memories away. 
She could only smile and pet his hair lovingly. “I’m here, Damien. It’s okay.”
Damien was at peace. Damien’s heart pounded as he listened to her heartbeat.
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cjsarchive · 30 days
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Can you write a fic about Damien and mc going on a picnic date?
Sorry, this took so long!
Sooooo did I start a Tumbler and open my asks yes. did I also then get majorly distracted by games and neglect it for a while yes. XD So I know this ask was also asked on another tumbler here but I wanted to answer all my asks so I did my version of it. I hope you like it and I'm gonna try to catch up on asks but I get very easily distracted by games......very easily lmao. Anyway here's the fic sorry it's short but I hope you like it and for those of you who have pending asks in my inbox I will get to working on them it might just take me a little while sorry! XD
The sun was beaming down covering the yard in a comforting blanket of warmth, the sky was clear a lovely blue colour to compliment the green of the grass surrounding them. It was a weekend and finally, they could spend the day together. Damien didn't have any book deadlines and Mika didn't have to worry about being called in for overtime which was a relief seeing as she had to do a lot of it this month. When she finally made her way downstairs after her well-deserved nap she didn't expect to come out to the garden and find Damien sat on a soft blanket in the back garden with a picnic blanket. Seeing him sat there with that same wonderfully bright smile on his face made a smile come to hers followed by a bright blush.
“Damien? What's all this?”
He chuckled before responding “We haven't got to spend much time together recently so I thought we could have a picnic, I considered going to the park or something like that but I just wanted it to be the two of us uninterrupted.”  
Mika's smile widened before quickly making her way over to the soft blanket and sitting down. “This is perfect” 
Damien blushed at her words before hugging her to his side and placing a sweet kiss on her forehead.
“So what have we got to eat?” 
Mika looked at him expectantly making him chuckle. He had made some basic sandwiches, there was a large assortment of fruit accompanied by other small finger foods and some muffins for dessert as well as some fresh lemonade to help with the heat of the day.
“This is perfect thank you for this” Damien blushed at her words responding with a bright smile.
“Anything for you my love” 
The two sat together enjoying their meal and chatting about anything and everything far into the afternoon.
“You know moments like these with you are what make life worth living my love” 
Mika moved to look up at him from where her head was resting comfortably in the crook of his neck her eyes starting to water slightly from his sweet words. 
She gently cupped his cheek with her hand causing him to nuzzle into it resting his larger hand over hers. 
“My life would be incomplete without you in it, you are my reason and my love.” She finished her sentence with teary eyes and a smile light tears making their way down his face before he leaned in to give her a sweet kiss. They stayed snuggled together out on the blanket for a while after that just looking up at the sky and enjoying each other's presence before it got too late and they decided to pack up for the evening. 
“Thank you for this, really I mean it im so lucky to have you.” She smiled at him before wandering back into the house folded picnic blanket in hand as he stared at her retreating form in awe for a moment before following after her revelling in how lucky he was to have her be a part of his life.
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