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#the earliest i remember very vaguely i think was yu yu hakusho #my uncle had cds of the episodes and he'd play them sometimes when i was around and i remember being so invested #i vividly remember a scene involving a fake knife of sorts #but the one that i invested a lot of my time into back then was bleach #i was just so enamored with the thought of literal soul reapers with weapons fighting demon entities #i remember making my own zanpakutos out of paper 😭 i was so proud of them too

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gotta feed my tumblr followers…

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i wanted to draw falin again after yesterday's ep 😭

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Sorrow causes you to waver

#UE UE UE UE UE #arlecchino

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Arlecchinui

#babygirl #sweet pookie wookie bear #smooches her #*gets decapitated by her scythe* #arlecchino

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There’s something so important about dungeon meshi choosing falin to be their missing party member. She’s their healer. She is, in many ways, the most important member. She’s the one who ensures they all come home in one piece at the end of the day. So from a storytelling perspective, it makes sense that it would be her. It intrinsically raises the stakes by taking away the party’s ability to quickly heal.

But from a thematic standpoint it’s even more significant. Falin is the best of them. She holds them all together. There’s a reason why the party splits up when they lose her, after all. The only reason Laois and Marcille know each other is because of Falin, so by extension she’s the only reason their party exists the way it does.

There’s something almost divine about the way she’s characterized by her friends. They talk about her kindness, think of what she’d do if she were with them. You never hear anyone speak poorly of her. Everyone else has flaws. Laois struggles to connect with others, Chilchuck can’t admit when he cares, Marcille refuses to be wrong, and Senshi is very stuck in his ways. None of these are necessarily a bad thing. It just makes them complex people. But Falin is almost more of an idealized concept than a person.

And then we see Falin on screen, a mess of bones and viscera. We see her put back together with forbidden magic, her new body soaked with blood. We see that there’s something off about her, that alongside her kindness is incredible power. And everything up until that point reframes itself. Falin has always been part monster, from her compassion for the dead to her magic school hideout in a dungeon. She dies and comes back, not just changed but amplified. She’s a healer, a ghost, a monster, all tucked beneath the same skin.

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she would, wouldn't she

#honestly completely fair #i think i'd accidentally do the same

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#sobs cries #arlecchino ruins me #arlecchino

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That one debate from the Sumeru Glider lore

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dungeon yuri

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there are some internet friends where eventually you start calling them by their real name and then there’s times where its like nah son your name is crispy forever

#to my homie Sushi this one's for you bro

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an experiment in plein air

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thinking of potential arlecchino fic ideas... hmm...

#🌑 chuca rambles #something about arguments and repentance #fic idea

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beach ‘cille :>

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Today is Lesbianvisibilityday 🫶🏽

For this I made a small illustration dedicated to my most favorite person, who is also my fiancée. Thank you for being my partner in crime and my muse. I love you.

🦭🌈🫶🏽🍝

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maaan Bloodborne is probably my favorite game