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Can I call you...Daddy? - Bang Chan x reader (smut)

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‼️WARNING : SMUT 18+. EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT. PERIOD SEX. MENTION OF MENSTRUAL CUP. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT‼️

Idol Bang Chan x Non Idol Reader (established relationship)

Words count : 1,7k

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We arrived at Chan's house late in the afternoon and he suggested to watch a movie and relax. After a long flight I was really tired and didn't want to do much, so I gladly accepted Chan's idea. I was so happy to finally be with him.

"You can't even imagine how much i missed you" I said to him while laying on him.

He hugged me tight and responded "I missed you too babe.I couldn't wait to be back with you and be able to do this" He lifted my chin gently with his hand and he kisses me softly. It was the best sensation in the world. His lips were so soft and we both could stop smiling while kissing. After we stopped we both started giggling. Chan was blushing.

" I'm still not used to this " he giggled.

I hid my face on his neck and stroked my nose on his skin and kissed him where my nose touched.

" We will have plenty of time to get used to each other this time. I can't wait." I said. This time I would be staying with him the whole summer.

He kissed my lips again and asked "Which movie do you wanna watch?"

"Mmh...what about Spirited Away?"

"Omg. Yes! I really like that one" he said in excitement while looking for the movie on his laptop.

*30 minutes later*

As we where half way into the movie I started to feel pain in my lower abdomen and I knew right away what was happening. I was starting my period...

"Can you pause for a second? I have go to the bathroom"

"Yeah sure. Is everything okay? You seem in pain" he asked me looking worried.

"I think I just started my period" I sighed "Let me go check if it really came or it is just cramps" I said while heading to the bathroom.

"Let me know if you need anything" he said while I closed the bathroom door.

While in the bathroom I checked and saw that I indeed started my period.

"Not really the right time" I thought. I wished it would be late this time so I could enjoy some time with Chan...but nature decided otherwise.As I was heading back into the room to get my menstrual cup Chan was already behind the door waiting for me to get out.

"It came?"

"Yes" I said while sighing.He hugged and with his right hand started stroking my back.

"It's okay babe. It's not gonna last long"

I nodded in response.He let go of me and I started to look for my menstrual cup in my bag. When I founded it I turned to him and asked "Do the water of the sink reach a boiling temperature?"

He looked at me weird and said "Yes...but why do you need boiling water?"

"To sanitize this" I said while holding a little purle bag that contained my menstrual cup.

He started scratching his head in confusion.

"What is that? If I can ask?"

"It's a menstrual cup. I don't use pads or tampons for my period. It save me so much money and it help the environment"

"Oh...I didn't know it existed. Can I see it?" He asked while blushing.

"Of course babe" I said while taking the cup out of the little bag .

He inspected with his eyes and then he stretched his arm to grab it. I immediately moved the cup away from him.

"Don't touch it babe. It's gross. It goes inside of me" I said with a sarcastic disgusted face.

"...I didn't think about that. Sorry" he said while giggling.

"It's okay" I responded while laughing.

I headed back to the bathroom but this time Chan followed me. And I was putting the cup in boiling water I could sense his stare on my body. I completely forgot that I didn't put my pants back on. I only had a cropped top and my panties on.

Not gonna lie, his stares mixed with the overload of hormones made me a little horny. I turned to him.

"Babe?"

My words made him come back to reality.

"Sorry...I was staring"

I approached him and kissed him.

"You can stare as much as you want. I'm all yours" I smirked.

He grabbed my waist and pulled me for another kiss, this time the kiss was a little more passionate.

"I wish your period would've come later. I can only admire you and kiss you for now." He said between kisses.

"We can do it if you are okay with it. It just started I won't get a heavy flow for a couple of hours." I said to him while starting to breath heavily.

"You sure babe?" He asked.

"Mhmh" I nodded " We can do it in the bathtub so if something happen we can wash up immediately".

"Okay" he said while picking me up " let's have some fun"

He sat me down on the sink as we were continuing to kiss. He undressed both of us. As he started kissing me again I could feel his bulge rubbing against my panties. That made me moan loud. He stopped kissing me and smiled.

"I love when you moan like this"

I reached his bulge with my hand and started stroking his length, which made him sank his head into my neck and moan.I jumped off the counter and slowly while never stop kissing him ,I guided us to the bathtub. It was a big round tub so it was comfortable for the both of us to stay inside of it.I was under him as he started kissing my neck going down. As he reached my breast he began to get my bra off.

"We don't need that" he winked.

And as he reached my panties he got those off me. "We don't need those either". He exposed my whole body to him and I felt a little embarrassed so I starter to cover up.

"Darling don't cover yourself. You're beautiful. Your body is perfect. You don't need to hide from me." He said while smiling.

I gave up and didn't try to cover up my body anymore and I smiled back to him.

At this point I was really wet so I decided to take control. I flipped us over. Now Chan was under me. I sat on his lap. His bulge was still in his boxers. So I started grounding on him leaving that area soaked in my juices. While I was doing that Chan was moaning and grunting. Which made both of us more and more excited.

"Can I ride you?" I asked with puppy eyes

"Yes please babe" he moaned in response.

I removed his underwear and exposed his boner. I gasped, it wasn't the first time we've had sex , but is size surprised me each time.

"We forgot the condom" he said.

"I don't want to stop Chan. Can you pull out when you're about to cum?" I asked whining. " I don't think anything will happen. I just started my period it less likely for something to happen" I continued.

"You're in charge babe" he responded.

I grabbed his dick and I aligned it with my entrance. Slowly I started to insert it in me. I swear it was the best sensation in the world. I loved when I was in charge. As he was fully inside me I stopped to adjust to his size.

He kissed me. "Whenever you're ready princess"

That gave me the imput to start moving.My hips moved rhythmically and Chan's hands were on my hips to help me move. I crossed my arms around his neck and changed the direction of my movement. Now I was going up and down, enjoying every inch of his dick and every push it was and explosion of pleasure.

The room was filled with our moans and the wet sound of my pussy against his skin.

After a while he took full control and he was pushing into me rapidly and strongly. Which made me gasp in need of air. His moans and grunts were heaven to my ears.

"Babe?" I claimed his attention.

"Yes princess?" He responded without ever stop pumping into me.

"C-can..." I moaned while getting close to his ear " can I call you Daddy?" I whispered while biting his lobe.

"F-fuck...y-yes babe. Call me Daddy." He grunted.

I took back control and now at every stroke the word "Daddy" was moaned out of my mouth.

"D-daddy...I'm coming...Daddy..." I moaned.

"Cum for me princess...I'm close too" he moaned.

Our hips moved in sync as we were clos er and closer to orgasm.

"Let's cum together" he moaned "Can I come inside?" I nodded.

After he said that the knot in my stomach exploded making me twich on Chan's dick. My hole clenching around him.

His orgasm followed right after. I could feel his hot loas exploding in me as I was still throbbing around his dick.

"It was fucking perfect princess" he grunted while drips of sweat were coming down is forehead and chest.

"I love you" I said while leaning to kiss him.

"I love you too"

After getting our breathing back to normal he said

"Can i pull out now?"

I nodded and started to get his dick out of me. As it was completely out I could feel his cum dripping down my pussy and seeing it drop on his semi-soft dick.

"That's fucking hot Daddy" I said while biting my lips.

He smirked.

"Can you call me Daddy every time from now?"

"Of course Daddy" I smirked.

We both started giggling and he caressed my face and pecked my lips.

"I think we should take a bath" he suggested.

"I agree"

We took a hot bath and then we headed back to bed.He laid on his back and I laid on him on his left side. I could hear his heart beat really fast.

Chan took my hand in his and kissed it.

"Goodnight princess" he said while turning to kiss my forehead "I love you"

I kissed his lips.

"I love you too. Goodnight Channie"

After a while I fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.

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chrisbangswifey · 10 months

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Soulmates - Han Jisung x reader

‼️ TRIGGER WARNING : anxiety, panick attacks‼️

Idol Han Jisung x Non Idol reader ( bestfriends ) (fluff)

Words count : 2,1k

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"...Hannie?.."

I touched the bed where he was supposed to be sleeping, but he was not there.As I open my eyes, I saw him standing by the end of the bed taking pictures of me sleeping.He noticed that I was awake and he started laughing.

"Haaann" I whine while still half asleep.

"Good morning sleeping beauty, ahahah" he laughed.

"Who gave you permission to take photos?" I asked while raising my eyebrow.

"Sorry Y/n. You looked so cute while sleeping. I wanted to capture the moment... by the way, I am your best friend,I don't need permission to take photos of you" he said proudly.I mocked his last words, which made us both start to laugh uncontrollably.Then he jumped on the bed landing on me and hugging me tight.

"I missed you so much" he whined

"I missed you too Hannie" I said while caressing his hair.

I wasn't weird for us to sleep in the same bed and have a lot of physical touch. The connection between us was very strong. Like our souls had already met in another lifetime. Seen from the outside, our friendship could've looked like a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, but just thinking of him that way made me feel weird. He was like a big brother to me. We had a conversation in the past ,the first time somebody mistaken us for lovers, where we talked about what we really felt for each other, but we both agree that we saw each other just as friends. But that at the same time we were each others soulmate.I must've zoned out a little because Han's hand was waving in front of my face.

"Y/n...are you there?" I heard him say.

"Oh...I just got lost in my thoughts" I laughed.

At that, he hugged me tighter.

"Well...I need you to stay present. It's not common that we get to spend this much time together" he said while getting up and sitting against the wall behind the bed while tapping on the spot beside him, telling me to sit next to him.

This time, he would spend an entire month with me. It was unusual because of his job. He didn't have much time to travel, and since I lived kinda far from Korea , we couldn't see each other in person that much. But we would videocall everyday , even if our schedules were full , we would find even 5 minutes to just say goodmorning or goodnight.

"What do you want to to today?" He asked.

"I want to take you to my favorite ice cream place" I responded.

"Omg yess. I was craving something sweet" he said while smiling.

I couldn't resist his smile, so I pinched his cheeks.

"Mmm stop y/n...it hurts" he mumbled.

"You know I can't resist ahhahah" I said while laughing.

[ 2 hours later]

We got out of my house headed to the ice cream shop. When we arrived Han looked like a child at Disneyland. There were so many flavors to choose from,I couldn't blame him. It took us a while to decide, but after we did we sat down at a table facing a big window where you could see the beach.

"You really spent 20 minutes choosing a flavor and ended up choosing strawberry?" I teased hum

"I was so confused...I choosed the safest option" he said seriously.

I laughed and Han gave my a side eye

"I definitely think your right though. I also choosed a safe option" I said.

"Then why were you laughing?" He frowned.

" 'Cause you looked so serious about it ahahha" I said while laughing. Which made him start laughing too.

After we finished our ice creams, we took a walk down the seaside. He wasn't afraid to get recognised. Where I lived not many people knew what K-pop or Stray Kids were, so he felt safe not having to hide. "It was good feeling like a normal person" he told me the first time he came to my hometown. And I was happy to hear those words. I really wanted him to feel the safest possible. I never treated him any differently because of his job and his fame. He was just Han, the cute, goofy and most precious person in the entire world. He made me feel safe too. He never judge me for having anxiety and panick attacks. Because he was experiencing them too and people most of the time misunderstood him.

* flashback*

I still remember vividly the first time we met. It was my first time visiting South Korea and I was by myself. While walking through the city, I stopped at a crossroad feeling the anxiety take control of my body. People were pushing me, but I was unable to move. The caos and the loud noises of Seoul triggered an anxiety attack. Suddenly I felt a hand taking mine and helping me cross the road and taking me to a much quieter zone. I looked up wanting to thank the person who helped me and when I saw his face I immediately recognised him. But I decided not to say anything.

"Thank you" I said, while a sob left my mouth. I didn't even realise I had started to cry.

"It's okay. It had happened to me too. I recognised what was happening and I couldn't help myself. I had to take you to a safer place" he said gently while handing me a tissue.

"What's your name?" He asked me.

"I'm Y/n...Nice to meet you" I responded.

"I'm...H-Han" he said hesitant. He didn't know whether he was allowed to say his name if I didn't recognise him.

I smiled at him.

"Thank you so much again" I said

"You're welcome...I was headed to a convenient store...uhm...come with me I want to make sure you're fully okay" he said taking my hand and starting to walk to the destination.Arrived at the convenient store he grabbed some instant noodles and then I turned to me.

"Take whatever you want...it's on me" he smiled.

I wasn't hungry so I grabbed a water bottle...and I didn't want to look like I was taking advantage of him, even though he didn't know yet that I knew who he was. I had been a Stay for a year, but I wasn't the kind of fan that would jump on them If they ever met them. I knew they were humans like the rest of us and needed privacy.He grabbed my wrist gently after paying and he sat down at a table inside the convenient store. And he started making his noodles.

"Are you sure you just want water?" He asked.

"Yes...I'm not really hungry after what happened...I don't really know why it happened...I thought it stopped" I said while lowering my head and playing nervously with the water label.

"Hey...it's okay. You can't predict something like that. I'm glad I could help you" he said and then he smiled at me.

I smiled back, his smile was so contagious I couldn't help it

"See you are smiling now...you are okay...everything it's okay. You're safe" he said.

After that we talked for a while until it was time for him to leave.

"Are you sure you know the way to your hotel?" He asked.

I took my phone out of my bag

"I think I got it...I have Naver map" I said while opening the app.

"Ehm...your phone case..." he said frowning

Oh shit, I had a Stray kids photo card in my phone case

"Well...uhm...I recognised you from the start but I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable...I know people can be crazy sometimes knowing who you are...I didn't want to...I don't know...I'm so sorry..." I mumbled. I felt my face turning red and tears about to start running through my face.

"Hey...hey. It's okay...I understand...don't worry about it...guess I won't have to hide from you" he responded while stroking my arm.

"Is it really okay? I understand if you are mad at me" a tear left my eye.

He wiped it and smiled

"I'm actually thankful that you didn't say anything...you could've told me though...I wasn't going to run away. You treated me with respect the whole time. And didn't take your phone out or acted crazy" he consoled me. "It really okay, I'm not mad at you" he continued.

I smiled shyly.

"Well...it's time for me to go. Uhm...can I have your number? I wanna check on you later, see if you arrived safe and sound" he said.

"Yeah sure" I smiled.

I gave him my number and then we hugged goodbye.

A couple of hours latee I got a text from a unknown number.

*unknown number* : Hi :) it's Han. Are you at the hotel? Hope you're safe. Just wanted to thank you again for treating me like a normal person.

Goodnight x.

That was the first of many texts. After that night we never stopped talking and we became bestfriends...he became the best thing that ever happened to me.

* end of flashback *

" Y/n look. A playground! Can we go?" Han asked me with puppy eyes

"Of course my son" I mocked him

He sticked his tongue out and starter running towards the swings.Seconds later I was beside him but he pulled my shirt and asked

"Can you push me?"

"How can I say no to you?" I laughed.

We spent an hour at the playground and since it was dark already we decided to head back home.

While on the way home I felt like somebody was following us.

"Do you feel something weird?" I asked him.

"Uhm yes...I didn't want to bring it up 'Cause I didn't know If you felt it too" he said.

I looked around and saw that a group of teen girls was following us.

"There's a group of people following us...just walk faster so we can get further from them. Maybe they are not actually following us" I said nervously.

Not even the time to say that, that they starded shouting repeatedly

"Han, Han Jisung is that you? Can we have a picture?"

I felt so mad in that moment...why people don't understand the word "privacy" !?

I felt Han's hand take mine ad as soon my eyes locked with his , I knew what was happening. He was having a panick attack.

"Hannie please stay with me for a second. We are gonna run away from them.Don't worry" I said while I squeezed his trembling hand harder.

I started running while our hands were intertwined literally dragging Han behind me. I knew I had to look for a safe place. A couple of meters after I found a short cut that led to my house. We finally stopped after I made sure they were not following us anymore.

He was shaking, staring at a blank point.

"Hannie can you hear me?" I asked while taking his hands.

He nodded.

"You are okay now...you can feel my hand in yours. You are safe with me." I said calmly while putting one of his hands where his heart was.

"Concentrate on your heartbeat and on my hand squeezing yours"

He did as I said. And after a couple of minutes his breathing was back to normal.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I think so...I didn't expect to have such an intense reaction" he whispered

"Hey" I said while lifting his face so he could look at me "It's not your fault. And you're safe with me. You always are. You know?" I smiled

"Yes...thank you y/n" he smiled.

"Aaawweee...here we go. My beautiful smiley boy is back" I said while hugging him. He returned the hug giggling.

"Let's go back home" I suggested

"Can we cuddle?" He asked

"Of course Ji" I said

We returned home safely. I knew that it would take a while for us to go outside comfortably again after what happened. But I was okay with it. My bestfriend's mental health came before anything else. I wanted him to feel as save as he could possibly feel.

A hug took me back to reality.

"Thank you y/n for always making me feel safe" He whispered.

I turned around to hug him properly

"You know I would give my life for you" I said to him. Then I kissed his cheek.

"I love you so much Hannie" I whispered.

"I love you too" he responded.

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chrisbangswifey · 10 months

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Breaking rules...or not - Seo Changbin x reader

(Fluff, angst, slight smut (really little), happy ending)

Warnings : None

Words count: 1.1k

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Never go to bed angry.

That was a sacred rule in your relationship.

Rule that was easy to follow.

In 5 years of relationship and 3 years of marriage, you and Changbin never had a fight.

Not a meaningful one at least.

But that night that changed.

It started out like a normal Friday night.You were in the kitchen cooking dinner, waiting for Changbin to get back home from work.As soon as you heard the front door open you started smiling.

"Honey I'm home" he announced.

Then you heard the front door being shut with force, which concerned you a bit.But you didn't overthink it, stress wasn't something he handled really well, him breaking the door was the least of your concerns.You heard him get rid of his shoes and hang his coat in the closet. Then a few moments later he appeared in the kitchen, he approached you and kissed your temple. You turned your head to peck his lips.Looking at his face you could see that he was really tired. He had dark circles around his eyes and his body felt tense. He was for sure overworking himself."

What about you go take a shower? Dinner is not ready yet" you said to him looking in his eyes , your left hand on his cheek.He nodded and kissed your hand, then you saw him go upstairs.

Dinner was quiet. And the air felt tense.So you had an idea to help him relieve some of the tension building up in his body. After you two finished eating you got up from your seat and sat on his lap. He was taken by surprise. As you started kissing his neck you felt his hands on your hips. Shivers running down your spine. It had been a while since you too had been intimate because of his work schedule. Suddenly he stopped you and made you get off his lap. You looked at him confused.

"I don't have time for this y/n" he scoffed.

"What?Why? It's been a while...I could relieve some of your tension" you told him while your hands massaged his neck. He shrugged your hand off his body.

"Well I don't have time for this. I have work to do"

"I see...you don't have time for me anymore..." you sighed.

" Why are you being unreasonable? I have work to do. Important stuff. If I don't work how are we supposed to live? Huh?! Who's taking money home? Me y/n...please stop being unreasonable" He yelled at your face.

You simply turned your back at him and went to your shared bedroom, tears about to spill from your eyes.

It was the first time he yelled at you. And it hurted so much. Your heart ached. You just wanted to help and he pushed you away in the most harsh way he could.

Now tears were running free down your cheeks and sobs shook your body as you held Changbin's pillow in your arms, inhaling his scent. In that moment he felt so distant even though he was in the room next door. Slowly tiredness took over and you fell asleep.

Meanwhile Changbin had the time to calm down a little bit. He was such a mess. He yelled at you. The love of his life. He didn't recognise himself. This job was being harsh on him but he didn't have to release his stress on you. You were just trying to help. Guilt took over him as he washed the dishes. Even a few tears streamed down his face. He fucked up and was ready to apologise.

When he was done tidying up the kitchen he doubted if he should sleep on the couch to let things cool down a bit. But after a couple of minutes of thinking he decided to head to the bedroom. He opened the door and saw you curled up in a fetal position turning away from him.His heart sunk at the view. He never intended to let you go though that.His instinct was to hold you and fall asleep like that. But he decided to just sleep at the very end of the bed, in case you didn't want him to be in bed with you.

You heard him when he laid down but decided to just fake that you were sleeping. Lacking strength to confront him your arms tightened the hold on his pillow. For what felt like an eternity you two didn't even move. But you body craved his touch so with your leg you went to look for his hoping he was already asleep and you could rest your leg against his. You didn't know If he was still mad at you or not. Touching is leg you felt him move away from you. That happen for a few times. He wouldn't let you rest your leg against him. So you gave up and went back your original position. To, just a few moments later , feeling him hug you from behind, his hand searching for yours. You held his hand tightly bringing it up to your lips to leave a kiss on his knuckles. Thinking he was asleep you didn't care that tears wetted his hand. But you were wrong. He wasn't asleep. Feeling the wetness on his hand he understood that you were crying and gently moved your body so you could face him, still holding you in his arms.

"Hey baby don't cry" he wiped your tears " please, it breaks my heart".

You placed your arms around his neck and hugged him tight "Bin..." another sob shook your body.

"Shh baby...I'm here. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have behaved like that. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I love you so much, I want you to know that" he said while caressing your back.

Slowly you stopped crying. Holding his face in your hands you kissed him softly.

"I forgive you Binnie. I don't like being mad at you. I don't like to fight with you. I felt so distant, I hated it"

"I know love, me too. Next time I feel too overwhelmed I won't release it on you. It's not your fault they are giving me too much work. And by the way, thank you for wanting to help me. I love you" he kissed you.

"I love you too"

"Can we cuddle to sleep now? I took tomorrow off. We can spend the whole day together"

You just nodded and kissed him while smiling.

Resting your head on his chest, his arms were laced on your waist, holding you as close as possible.

Half asleep you mumbled "We didn't break the rule"

"Which rule?"

"Never go to bed angry, we established it at the beginning of our relationship"

"Oh that one...now I remember" he said " I almost forgot it because we never had a fight before today. Let's not fight anymore, yeah?"

"Yeah I agree"

"Goodnight my love"

"Goodnight Binnie"

And with a final sweet kiss you two fell asleep in each other arms.

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chrisbangswifey · 10 months

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Bet my heart - Jeongin x y/n

Plot : Childhood bestfriends to lovers (Fluff)

Warnings : None

Words count : 2k

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*incoming call from : Innie❤️‍🩹"

Y/n : "Hi."

Jeongin : "Hi. Same place?"

Y/n : "Yeah..."

Jeongin : "I'll be there in 5 minutes. Wait for me."

*call ended*

Another shitty date. At this point didn't know why I continued trying. Maybe the love of my life was already dead. Maybe I was destined to be alone all my life.

The only thing that kept me at ease was that I'm not the only one I knew who didn't have luck with dating.

My childhood bestfriend Jeongin was in the same situation.

At the age of 22 and with a not so great past lovers experience, we both decided to start dating again that summer.

We downloaded a dating app and decided to go from there, thinking we would find a partner.

But with no luck.

The only good thing was that we could laugh about our terrible experiences.

We would sit on the floor in our living room , cocktails in our hands, and we would talk and talk 'till late night.

I could write a book about what happened in just 3 months...from people who wanted to get married on the second date , to finding out the person I was having a date with was cheating on his wife with me. What a crazy summer that was.

But the fun part was only a small percentage at that point. The things I was feeling the most were exhaustion and disappointment.

And that night, it showed the most.

After another failure date, I started heading back home. But after 10 meters it started to rain. So my only option was to call my bestfriend Jeongin to come pick me up.

Usually I walked the small distance that divided our apartment from the small Pizzeria where I was used to set my dates; so I could just breathe and get every bad feeling away before arriving home.

I never showed Jeongin that part of the process...the tears and the heavy feelings after a date...I don't really know why.

"Hey" a voice woke me up from my thoughts.

I raised my head and found Jeongin in front of me. He was sitting in the car, passenger window down, while he gestured to hurry up and get inside the car.

I got up from the bus stop's bench and got in the car.

"Thank you for coming" I said while smiling lightly.

"No problem...you know I'm always here for you" he responded giving me a big smile.

He turned on the car and we headed home.

The car ride was silent. I was glad he knew me so well. He sensed that silence was what I needed in that moment.

Once inside the apartment he asked me

"How did it go? Bad again?"

"What do you think?" I said.

He hugged me.

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

I nodded.

We sat on the couch.

"I think I'm ready to give up Innie...I don't know why I continued after so many failures" I sighed.

"I feel you...maybe it's not the right time" he said " What was it with this one that you didn't like?"

I sighed again.

"I don't know...I lost interest in everyone...he was okay, he looked good,he treated me really well. But I just couldn't set a second date. The thought of it made me nauseous. I don't know...just...I think that was my last date"

He took my hands in his, the warm feeling of his hands made me relax immediately.

"Don't call me crazy" he started saying " can we try one thing?"

"What?" I asked.

"What about we go to our last date,maybe it would be the one, and if it's not...uhm...maybe we can try dating each other" he said looking at our hands that were still intertwined.

"Wait.What?Are you for real?" I gasped.

"Yes...I mean...I don't know...many people promise to date each other if they can't find a partner in a certain amount of time...maybe we can try too" he said.

I let go of his hands and got into a more comfortable position to look at him better.

From the look in his face I couldn't tell of he had feelings for me. Maybe that was the reason for such a weird request. And I never thought of him that way. But something inside of me was saying to give it a go, so I said

"Okay...deal. If the next date it's a failure too, we can try what you suggested".

"Then it's a deal" he responded putting is pinkie up in the air to make a promise. I intertwined my pinkie with his while looking at him straight into his eyes. And I don't know why, but my heart skipped a beat.

"Ehm...goodnight Innie" I said rapidly while walking to my room.

Why my heart was racing? Was him the reason why I couldn't date anybody? Was I in love with my bestfriend?

Those questions tortured me for the rest of the night and even the days after.

[A week later]

"Are you ready for the date?" Jeongin asked while putting on his shoes.

"Yeah...uhm...keys,phone,wallet" I starded listing "Yes I got everything" i said nervously.

I was super nervous, more than ever. And I knew it was for that stupid promise. Secretly I wished for the dates to be bad so I could discover if Jeongin was the reason behind all of this failures. If I was really in love with him and didn't realise it.

A couple of minutes later we were in the car. Jeongin was gonna drop me off at the restaurant and then he would go to his date. We had decided to set our dates the same day , so once it was over we could talk about how it went immediately after.

"We've arrived at your destination miss" he said giggling.

I slapped his arm jokingly.

"Thank you my personal uber" I laughed.

Then silence fell beetween us. I was playing nervously with my fingers.

"Well...Good luck y/n" he smiled lightly.

"Good luck Innie" I said while opening the car door and getting out of the car.

A few seconds later I heard him driving away. My breath was shaking and a knot formed in my stomach.

While heading inside the restaurant I thought so many times to just go back home and lie about actually going to the date. But then I thought, what if his date was going to go well? How would I feel about that?

Ugh...my head was exploding.

[1 hour later]

I couldn't eat. The knot in my stomach was getting bigger.

I faked an emergency with my date and I went back home.

The guy was really nice, nice face,nice body, nice personality...but it wasn't him.

Him. Him. Him.

He was the only thing I could think about.

Damn it.

How did I never noticed?

Maybe I was just scared to admit it to myself. We were best friend since we were 2. We were basically like brother and sister. How could've that happen?

In just a week those feelings were out of control. Of course I tried to not show that to him. Deep down I wished he would've feel the same.

Once home I sunk into the couch looking constantly at the clock.

"When are you coming back" I whispered.

[ Around midnight ]

My phone vibrated , it was a message.

Innie ❤️‍🩹 : "How is it going?"

Y/n : "I'm already home"

Innie ❤️‍🩹 : This early?

Y/n : Yess

No response.

5 minutes later the sound keys took me back to reality.I was in the same position for what is felt like an eternity.

Jeongin opened the door and he looked for me in the dem lighting of the room.When I found me , he walked towards my direction.

He was smiling.Meaning his date went well.

My heart sunk.

"Hey" he whispered.

"Hey" I whispered back.

He sat next to me.

"So, why home so early?" He asked.

"I can ask you the same thing" I mumbled.

"Mmh...she had to go" he simply said.

"Yeah...him too" I said distracted.

"How did it go?" He asked.

"Normal things...Nice guy..." I said.

"But?" He continued.

"Uhm...but I wasn't interested" I blurted out.

"Mhm...I see" He said nodding.

"What about yours?" I asked.

"It went great" he responded.

My heart sunk for the second time that night.

"Oh..." I whispered.

That was the only sound that my mouth led out before running to my room while tears flooded my eyes.

I knew it.

I shouldn't have agreed to that promise.

I realised that I had bet my heart on him. And now it felt like my heart stopped beating.

I laid in my bed, tears running down my face, and not even a minute later he was knocking at my door.

"Y/n...can I come in?"

I didn't respond.

"Hey. Please let me in" he begged.

My sighs were becoming louder even If I was trying to hide them.

"I'm coming in...if you don't want me there you can always kick me out" he said while opening the door.

I continued crying. I couldn't stop.And him hugging me just worsened it.

"Shh, don't cry. What happened? You can tell me everything" he said in a loving tone.

"No I can't" I said

"Yes you do. Tell me everything that's on your mind right now. I can't bare to see you like that" he stroked my head.

I sat up, looking at him in the eyes.

"Why did you come up with the promise? You knew your date was going to go well. Now I have feeling for you and you are gonna get a new girlfriend. Why did you do that to me?" I said while crying.

"Did i ever say that it went well in that way?" He asked calmly "Did i say I'm going to go on a second date with that girl?"

I shook my head.

"Yes, the date went well. She was really nice" I sobbed " But I told her that I already made up my mind on someone else" he said.

"Who?" I whispered.

"You." He said.

I stopped crying.

"What do you mean?" I was confused.

"There was a reason why I wanted to make that promise with you. I didn't think it through properly but I had to propose that to you. Through this summer I slowly realised that I had feelings for you. But I think you realised it just lately." He explained.

I nodded.

"I actually didn't know If your date would've went well what I would do. I just hoped it didn't...sorry" he admitted.

I giggled.

"Don't be sorry...I kinda wished the same"

He laughed.

"So...are you mad at me?" He asked

I shook my head, while I reached his hand and hold it in mine playing with is fingers.

He grabbed my waist and put me on top of him. Then he placed his hand gently behind my head.

He kissed me. It was the best sensation ever. We kissed softly, smiling in between kisses. I put my arms on his shoulders, crossing them to pull him even closer. Now pecking his lips, nose, cheeks, forehead and again his lips. He was giggling. I swear I could listen to him laugh all day long without getting tired of it.

When we stopped I said: "I'm glad I bet my heart on you" He pecked my lips.

"And I'm glad that we are finally together" he said.

Lowering his head and resting it on my shoulder he whispered: "I know it's early...but...I love you"

"I love you too Innie" I responded.

We laid down on my bed. My head on top of his chest.Our hearts were beating like crazy.

I couldn't wait to be with my bestfriend for the rest of my life.

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Red lips - Seungmin x y/n

Characters: Seungmnin x y/n

Plot: Friends to lovers (fluff)

Words count: 1.4k

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"At what time did you say we have to be at the party?" I asked Seugmin while heading to the bathroom.

"At 20:30, go take a shower or we'll be late" he scolded me.

"Are you worried you are gonna take long in the shower? 'Cause in 15 minutes I'm done" I asked sarcastically.

He side-eyed me.

"Just hurry up" he whined to then start laughing.

I started laughing too, then i closed the bathroom door behind me. Hopping in the shower.

It was one of our mutual friends birthday and Seungmin decided to get ready at my house. I didn't mind that though. It wasn't something new. We would spent almost everyday together since we became friends 3 years ago.

15 minutes later as predicted I was done showering. I put my pj's on cause it was too early to get dressed and I had to do my makeup. I didn't want my outfit to get stained. Outfit that I hadn't yet chosen.

Once out of the bathroom I found Seungmin standing in front of my opened closet.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm picking your outfit for tonight" he said.

"Oh you are? Why?" I asked confused.

"Because I want our outfits to match" he responded.

"Choose something good or i'll kill you" I warned him.

He mumbled something i couldn't hear, but I ignored it.

In the meantime I sat down to do my makeup up. I decided to go for a simple look but with red lipstick. So I started applying the foundation.

"I'm gonna go shower" Seugmin announced.

I nodded while I was concentrated on my reflection in the mirror.

20 minutes later I was done with most of my make up. The only thing missing was my lipstick. But I decided to get dressed first. So I went to get the outfit that he choosed for me. He choose a silk burgundy dress and a pair of black heels that had a little sparkle. I have to say I liked what he had chosen.

I put the dress and the shoes on and now it was time for the jewellery. I opted for a gold necklace with a red/burgundy diamond as a charm with matching earrings and for a simple thin gold bracelet.

After that I started putting my lipstick on. I had to be careful not to smudge it, so when Seungmin got out of the bathroom all dressed up and started going through my lipstick box I didn't pay much attention.

All of a sudden I felt his thumb going across my forehead Lion King's style. And when I looked in the mirror I really looked like Simba. He had smeared red lipstick on my forehead.

I could believe it. He ruined my make up and now he was laying on my bed looking at his phone without even caring about my reaction.

"Wtf Seungmin!?" I yelled.

No reaction.

"You were so worried we were gonna be late and now you do this?!" I yelled again.

He just looked at me to then go back at looking at his phone.

What was he thinking?

In zero time I was in front of him.

"Are you not gonna speak?" I said while raising my eyebrow.

"Relax y/n. The party got cancelled. You have to take your make up off anyways. So I decided to have a little fun" he laughed.

"Oh..." I starded saying " the fact that it got cancelled doesn't save you from a payback" I said grinning.

I sat on his lap and reapplied my lipstick. Then I took his hands in mine and blocked him with his hands on the side of his head. I looked at him grinning, then I started pecking his face leaving red stains on his whole face. Forehead, cheeks, nose, chin and jawline. The only part I wasn't kissing were his lips. He was laughing underneath me. Honestly his laugh was one of my favourite things about him so i didn't plan to stop anytime soon. I left his hands just to reapply the lipstick for the second time.

While I was doing that he took his phone to look at his reflection

"Y/nnn...look at what you did to me" he whined.

I laughed " And I'm not finished".

I restrained him on the bed again and continued to kiss his face.

One of the kisses accidentally landed too close to his mouth which made me stop and look at him while blushing.

Just a few inches separated our faces. Suddenly I felt his lips on mines. Just for a quick peck.

I gasped and widened my eyes.

"What...?" I whispered.

"The only part of my face that wasn't red were my lips...I had to fix it" he said while smiling.

"Oh..." I looked down. Kinda disappointed in his answer.

"Hey look at me" he said lovingly.

I did what he said.

He kissed me again. This time for a longer time. Our lips danced on each other. His lips were so soft, I didn't think I could let go of them. But at the same time I was confused. Weren't we just friends? We never acted different or flirted with each other.

A few other minutes passed and we detached our lips to get some air.

"Wow...I wanted to do that for a long time now" he whispered.

"Really?" I asked.

He nodded and caressed my cheek.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Uhm...yeah. I just realised I wanted to kiss you as bad as you wanted to kiss me" I said.

"Soo...do you like me?" He asked getting in a more comfortable position. Me seated on top of him.

"Yeah...I guess" I said.

"You guess or you know?" He asked raising on of his eyebrows.

I kissed him again, already missing the warmth of his mouth on mine.

"Mmh...I definitely know now" I said while smiling.

"Oh...you needed confirmation" he said "I think I need that too".

He grabbed my face gently and again our lips met for a short kiss.

When we stopped kissing I hugged him tight.

"What about we get the makeup off and then we cuddle?" He suggested.

"That sound great" I said while smiling.

He placed me on the bed while he went to get the make up remover.

When he returned he sat in front of me.

We removed each others make up.

He was so gentle. I never actually seen this part of him. He was a person who didn't show a lot of affection. His way to let me know he loved me was through teasing.

But this time it was like something had switched in him.

He touched me so gently as If I was to break at any moment.

I blushed.

"You're so cute you know?" He praised me.

I hid my face on his chest because I was embarrassed.

He laughed while making me lift my head to then peck my lips.

"Go change in something comfy so we can finally cuddle" he whispered on my lips.

"Be right back" I said pecking his lips again.

I changed in my pj's again and when I looked at him I saw that he never got dressed for the party. He was wearing black sweats and a green hoodie the entire time. How couldn't I notice before? I laughed which made him looked at me confused.

"What are you laughing at?" He asked.

"You never got changed. I just noticed. We never got to match" I pouted.

"You're right..." he said.

"Luckly I got you a matching pj's" I said throwing it at him.

"Omg...you're the best" he smiled.

He got changed and then we laid on the bed. My head resting on his chest.

"So...are you we a couple now?" I whispered.

"Definitely yes"he said "It feels good to say I'm your boyfriend"

"Same. I love that I can call myself your girlfriend" I said

"But you're not my girlfriend" he paused when those words made me raise my head "you're my wife" he said.

"Minnieeee" I whined hiding my red red face against his chest "you can't tease me like that"

"Yes I can. Now more than ever" he said proudly.

He was such a tease.

"Well...you're right hubby" I said gaining confidence.

He gasped for air. Now he was the one blushing.

I laughed.

"I guess we are gonna tease each other forever" he said.

"Definitely" I responded.

After a few minutes of silence he whispered :

"I love you"

I looked at him.

"I love you too Minnie" I said.

He hugged me tight.

In that moment there wasn't any other place that I rather be other than his arms.

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