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my drive/ambition comes in waves. gotta ride it while it’s here.

i hope when I’m done with school it will return full time. i do still love this I’m just so tired/drained........

studying to help a p or all of my ps is WAY different than studying for a test everyday......

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well i got my answer

#built different

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i feel as though i don’t belong in this generation. i know God don’t make mistakes but sheesh. everyone is so weak and miserable man. like i have my miserable moments too (everyone has those days) but it seems like a lot of people’s personality trait, it’s sad and makes me not want to be around people which also makes me sad. i love meeting new people and hearing their thoughts and dreams and their stories but feels as though people don’t have them anymore... everyone just uninspired and bitter... why like i know shit sucks sometimes especially during a pandemic but life has never been perfect... in a world full of uggs be a stiletto 👠

... in a world of austere trees be an eucalyptus deglpta 🌈

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relentless encounter

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also i want to learn to learn Spanish

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since i can’t draw think i’m gonna get good at photography. my aunt has an eye for it, she is my inspiration❣️i think it’ll be a good way to express myself, get new/different perspectives and give me a another reason to stop and take it all in, really appreciate God’s wonderful creation🌄🌅🏞🌆🌇🌉🌁🌌🌃🏙📱📸

#photography #nature #art #perspective #create #creative #stopandsmelltheflowers

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last day of this shit, thank God! Rounds should not make one so anxious 😟

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the secret of change is to focus all of your energy, not on fighting the old, but on building the new

#change #growth #evolve #creating #self love

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i realized that i tried to deny a part of who i am because when i was young and dumb i thought being country mean’t you were racist and the country boys in my high school were just gross and disrespectful. so i completely went the opposite way and it took me until my early 20s to realize this.... country is where i’m from, its how i was raised and it couldn’t be racist... people like everything else twist, turn and ruin shit...

i’ve met some brown country people since being down south and lemme tell you that’s where tf it’s at. society can really paint an illusion man smh

#identity crisis #growth

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“bloom where and when you want for i will love you anywhere you choose to be” - shayne

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my best friend is into all the astrology signs and stuff (i feel like the universe is too big to not, not play somewhat of a roll in our personality/natural being) so i decided to look mine up and some of that shit was right on point and really told me about myself haha im intrigued 🧐

Sun: ♓️

Moon: ♒️

Ascendant: ♓️

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wtf do you think freedom means earl!?

a redneck at a tractor pull

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i forgot to take my brain to work today...

i blanked during rounds this morning on a simple disease and i felt so stupid. i just wanted to crawl in a hole and die. after i struggled to find the words a classmate said the answer and the resident goes on to say it is a textbook example 😭😭 like why is it that when i’m put on the spot my brain disappears... like what the actual fuck. i’m going to be a doctor in less than a year........ i wish it was Friday so i wouldn’t have to show my face tomorrow UGGHH

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yall ever get so overwhelmed with the feeling of “i’m not doing enough” that you just do nothing at all

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royalty

i’m a child of God, The king of kings which makes me the mfing princess💋👑

#blessed

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my drafts just tweets I couldn’t send cuz I already said good night😅

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maybe it isn’t about finding yourself but creating yourself...

I work in the professional field and I find it difficult to be myself because I have to live up to this certain standard... this is a place for me to be completely, unapologetically my self. welcome to the fabulous shit show

#identitycrisis selflove discovery wanderlust #issagreatstory