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Its been a while...... But finally, I have someone I am really grateful for. Grateful for having this man. Grateful for him for always choosing to stay. Grateful for every sacrifices he had done. Really grateful for everything because of him. Thank you Lord for giving me this kind of man. A kind of man where I can find comfort in every situations. A man of prayer. A man that leads me to be more closer to you. A man that will love me inspite and despite of my imperfections. A man that will understand me inside and out. A man that knows how to make me genuinely happy. A man that is full of plans and having no regrets to include me. A simple man, who adores and cherish me always.

I am so grateful to have him after the hurtful heartbreak. Because of him I know that God has a lot instore for me.

I love you, my Love. Thank you so much for everything. You really make my heart happy. ❤

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Thoughts..Thoughts..Thoughts..

Haaays. I want to cry hard. Huhuhuhu. Di ko alam. Haaays.

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An open letter to my ex boyfriend

         Hello. Its been 2 weeks since we broke up. I am still praying and hoping about us getting back together. Nights had passed, I am always praying for you. For you to forgive me for all the things I have caused you. For all the hurts I gave. For the lies I said. For the trust I broke. For my imperfections and all. You know that I fight for us. I want you back, God knows how I really want you back. I am crying every night for making that mistake that caused you to be angry and to have that kind of pride, to the point you easily fell out of love for me. I wrote you letters even before the break up. I miss how I read those letters for you and you are just there listening to every word that you’ve heard. You are just right there, watching me reading those fckin letters and a smile and a kilig feeling that you always have. I miss seeing those things over a video call. I miss seeing you personally feeling those kiligs while I am being clingy towards you in public places. I miss how you hold my hand while walking. I miss how you stares at me and keep on telling me that you are one hella lucky guy because I am at your side. You are lucky because I let a guy like you have a chance to be my boyfriend. 

            Maybe I was too honest that day when you asked me if I do still have feelings for the guy who should not be named. Yes I still have that little feelings for him. But it doesn’t mean that I should choose him over you. You are the one who is there by my side. You are the one who treated me the way I should be treated. My love for him wasn’t enough to let what we have to go to waste. I did so many things with you that I never did to him. Every first experiences that I have was with you. Every beat of my heart is with you and I guess it will always be with you. I love you so much to the point I let my guard down. I let you in because you said you will never do things that will make me cry. I let you in because you said I don’t deserve to be treated like a trash by someone. I let you in because you told me that I should try things with you. You told me that lets try our luck by giving you a chance. I take our fling relationship into serious one because I know you are worth every risk. Because I know and feel that this relationship is worth everything. I told my self no matter what will happen to this relationship I will always fight for it, I will always hold on with you. Because I love so much and I want to stay with you forever. I fight for us a week before our break up. I fight for us the day we broke up. I fight for us the week after our break up. I fight for us until last week. I am still willing to fight for us the week after, a month after or a year after. That’s how much I love you. 

            All the things that I have hold on to was all vanished last night. I saw on your twitter account that you already have a girlfriend. It just wow, its been 2 weeks. Its just 2 weeks then you already found my replacement. Maybe I hurt you so much, to the point you already forgot all the memories and promises we both made to each other. I want to fight for us, but how can I fight for us, if there is someone who already won and already own you. It hurts me so much knowing you’ve already moved on. It hurts me so much knowing you are already happy with someone else. It really hurt me so much. It hurt me so much to the point I keep on asking my worth to every people I meet. It hurt me so much to the point I always keep on telling myself that I am stupid for being honest with you. It really hurt me so much. It hurt me so much to the point, my eyes doesn’t shed any tears because its tired from crying over you every night. 

             I maybe hurting right now, but I am still hoping and praying for you to find the happiness, the real happiness with her. I am praying that she will love you enough to at least lessen the pain in your heart because of me. I am praying that she will be your constant companion in everything. I am praying that she will support you in things you like, I saw how much she loves shoes. Mag kakasundo kayo. Mahuhulaan niya na lahat ng sapatos mo. She can ride all your shoes fashion sense. She can get along with it, I am sure. You can truly enjoy telling her about shoes and how it makes you happy. I am praying that you finally found the girl that will not hurt you, not cheat on you and someone who will never break your heart. 

             I guess this is where it ends. I am not ready to let you go but yeah I will do it now. I will slowly letting you go just like what you want me to do 2 weeks ago. Whoever or whatever makes you happy. Please know that I am happy too. I am always here supporting you even though we both take different paths in life. I will always be proud of what you will become as a person. I will always be proud of who are. For sure you dad will be proud of you too. Please don’t give your mom a headache. Please don’t be stubborn. Please always love kikay and tita. Always take good care of them because that is your dad’s wish. I know your new girl will be there for you as well. You finally found a girl at your age, just like what you told me. All I really want is for you to be happy. Please do take care and do good in school. Always aim for the best. Always make your family proud. Don’t ever let your new girl cry or sleep without fixing your problem. I know you can do things without me I know you are man enough to handle a relationship. I will be okay, not now but soon. I will finally pick up all the pieces of myself soon. I will love myself more. I will love God more. I will be praying for you, kikay and tita always. No harm done. I am sorry for everything, I am very sorry. I will get used with this. I will be happy again I know. You will see my genuine smile again. I promise. 

             I maybe letting you go, but it doesn’t mean I am not head over heels in love you. I will always love you. I will always love you from a far. I will keep this love from the bottom of my heart, so that if God will permit us to meet again and we are both better for each other. I will love you enough. I will love you fully. And I will never let you go again. My love for you will always be here. It will never change. I will see you again soon honey ko. We will see each other again, I love you so much, Advance Happy Birthday. Advance Happy Birthday to kikay. Till we meet again. 

                                                                                               -Chubbeng <3

#Alloi

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Fly back to me

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Paano nag sisimula yung araw ko ngayon. Sa Pag iyak tapos natatapos din sa pag iyak. :’(  Ganun. Mas matindi siya sa dati. Kasi di nman ako ganto kay Jomar noon. 

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I really miss us. :’( 

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I miss you so much. :’(

I wanna see you but you don’t want to see me. :’(

Yes, its my fault and I am suffering now the consequences. But I will make sure , that I will fix everything between us while waiting for you to comeback. I want you back. I’ll be waiting for you. I will hold on to your promise. Iloveyousomuch honey. :’( 

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Di lahat totoo

So ayon wag maniniwala kapag sinabi ng guy na di ka niya iiwan, di niya kayang mawala ka etc. Dahil darating ang araw na makikipag hiwalay yan sayo ng walang explanation. Wala eh ganon tlga. Ciao.

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one month <3

 One month of being away with Alloi. How it feels being away from someone you love? It feels sad yet happy. Because even though he is 3, 484 miles away from me I still feel his tender love and care all the way from Brisbane. But what sucks is I cant feel his touch. I cant hold his hand. I cant hug him. Please Dear Lord fast forward to April 25 where I can feel and finally see Alloi. Why am I writing this? Because right now he is sleeping. Damn distance and their standard time. Haaaaay. I miss you baby. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕

#Alloi #LDR #AUtoPH

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So ayun nga mga bessy. Tinulugan nanaman ako ng magaling. Hahahahahaha. So far this is one of my fave hobby since day 1 of meeting this guy. Ang panuorin siyang matulog sa gabi ang tatapos ng buong araw ko. Hahahahaha. Kahit pagod from work, makita ko lang ang bebe ko nawawala pagod ko. Haaays Alloi. Iloveyou so damn much nigguh. :* 

#bebe #BabyLove #Alloiance

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      Watching him fall asleep is one of my favorite view lately. Thank You Lord for giving me this man, please keep him safe always. Guide him every day and anywhere he go please. :* 

#GodsGift #AA #Love

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      Hi tumblr. :) Its been a while and I’m back, meet this guy. :) (Kinikilig ako ampucha) So here it goes, I was on omegle that time, I just want to talk to someone and tried this thing called fling. Unfortunately he’s not into that so I changed the reason why I get online on that site. Instead of becoming a fling we decided to become friends and everything went well, till we fell in love. Its too sudden I guess.      Hi Love, thank you for staying up late just to wait for me, I know 2 hrs advance time mo sa akin but still you always make time for me. Thank you for being my stressed reliever and for making me happy all the time. You don’t know how it makes me feel special. (Cheesy ba?) Thank you so much for coping up with my craziness and me being an abnormal and paranoid girlfriend. Thank you for seeing me perfectly in spite of my imperfections. Thank you so much for everything you’ve done and will keep on doing just to make sure that I feel your love for me.     Sorry baby if sometimes natutulugan kita. Di pala sometimes always pala. hahahaha. :* Sorry baby for being so stubborn and for always teasing you about things na ayaw mong ginagawa ko. Sorry for always comparing my self to your ex. Sorry  if I keep on doubting you and keep on asking if you’re going to leave me like what others did. Sorry. :*     Ewan ko ba bakit napaganito ako, nag lalaro ka kasi. hahahahaha. Di ko nman pwede bawiin kasi pumayag na ako. hahahahahaha. Iloveyou :* 

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When I left them, I discovered self-love.

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Missing this guy. Pero madami ng nagbago. Still what we had before is the best thing ever happened to me and I will treasure it forever. Makahanap man ako ng ibang best friend still walang mkakapantay sa kung anong pinagsamahan natin dati. Masakit pa din na di na tayo ganon, pero I will try to be the best version of myself even without you. Thank you kasi eventhough we've grown apart, you helped me bring out the best in me, before. And I will continue to explore things myself even you're not around anymore. Even you're not by my side. Even you take good care of someone whom you call your new bessy. Take good care of yourself and plsss study well. I know you'll do good even without me. Till we see each other again, and maybe we can catch up if that time comes and talk about our lives during those times that we're apart from each other. Im not losing hope and I will pray to God that everything will be okay in His time. Goodluck and Godbless always, J. 💕💕❤

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Dati at Ngayon.

Madami na nagbago simula dati at ngayon. mga pagbabagong hanggang ngayon hindi matanggap ng puso ko Dati ako yung ksama mo sa lahat ng gsto mong puntahan Dati ako yung sinsama mo sa mga panahong kailangan mo ng mkakapitan Dati ako yung kailangan mo sa mga panahon na kailangan mong may makaintindi sayo Dati ako yung niyayaya mo sa tuwing mag eenroll ka. Dati ako yung kausap mo hanggang madaling araw Dati ako yung kinakantahan mo, ayos lang kahit korean o ano pang lenggwahe yan bsta ikaw yung kumakanta Dati nagigising ako sa tunog ng messenger, tila yun na nga yung alarm ko eh. Dati nagigising ako sa twag mo sa pangalan ko dahil umagang umaga nasa harap ka ng bahay ko. Dati hinahatid mo ko kahit na malayo pa ang bahay mo Dati ppnta ka sa bahay kasi wala lang, kasi gsto mo lang ako ksama. Dati tatambay ka hanggang alas dose ng gabi kahit na kailangan mo pang bumyahe pauwi. Oo bumyahe Casti ka, gapo ako. maghapon ka sa bahay, manunuod lang tayo ng movie, tatawa at kakain. Dati sobrang close natin, napag kakamalan na ngang tayo eh. Dati kung nsan ako andon ka din. Dati nagtatanong ka kung asan ako, tas maya maya anjan ka na. Naksunod ka na Dati ngagalit ka kapag madami akong nainom. Dati ngagalit ka kapag ang ingay ko. Dati kapag malayo ako sayo, hahanap ka ng paraan makalapit lang sa inuupuan ko. Ang dami nating ngawa dati, pinaramdam mo sa aking special ako. Ayan nsanay ako. Kasi akala ko yung mga gawain natin Dati magpapatuloy hanggang ngayon Hindi pala. yung mga gawain natin dati, ginagawa mo na sa kanya. Ang sakit na yung mga bagay na naransan ko sayo. Pinaparanas mo na sa kanya. Yung mga bagay na nagpapasaya sa akin. nagpapasaya na din sa kanya. Yung taong pinasaya ako dati, may pinpasaya ng iba ngayon. Yung taong dating ksama ko sa lahat lahat, iba na yung kasama ngayon. Yung taong datint laging anjan para sa akin. Wala na sa akin ngayon. Yung taong nakasanayan kong kausap dati, iba na kinakausap ngayon. Yung taong kinakantahan ako dati, iba na kinakantahan ngayon. At higit sa lahat yung taong mahal na mahal ko dati, mahal na mahal ko pa din hanggang ngayon. Sinubukan kitang kalimutan dati, at susubukan ko ulit ngayon. Di na ako lilingon sa dating tayo, at haharapin kung anong meron tayo ngayon. Masakit man harapin ang ngayon, atleast di na ako mas msasaktan harapin ang dati. Mananatali kang nandon sa dati, mananatili kang isang masayang alaala ng puso ko. Mnanatili ka sa dati. At hanggang doon ka nalang. dahil hinding hindi na kita papapasukin sa buhay ko simula ngayon.

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I wonder what I look like in your eyes.

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