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Best weight gain experiences, in no particular order

feeling your belly press against your shirt and the hem of your pants after a big meal - more and more as the time passes

bending your leg and feeling the constriction in your pants

pretty much just feeling like your body is inflating at times, pressing against all your clothes, bursting out of them

just going about your day performing tasks and catching yourself on a constant "oof...", "oh god", "huff" etc.

realizing how heavy your breathing is

absent-mindedly putting your hands on your belly like it's a shelf when you sit down

noticing a new unexpected part of your body jiggle as you walk - your cheeks? a new back roll? a love handle?

catching your reflection in a window of a bus / shop and realizing how fat your face actually looks

the constant soft pressure / rub of your double chin as you lower your head; over time you realize you can lower your head less and less

not noticing your softer jawline until you put on a scarf and it squeezes your neck making you realize you do have a double chin now even when you don't lower your head

noticing the creases at the corners of your lips, indicating that your cheeks are getting fuller

the thrill of figuring out how to enlarge your clothes without having to size up just yet, but still knowing that you'll have to size up eventually

putting on a slightly too-small t-shirt and fully realizing everyone will notice your big belly

catching yourself on always choosing the highest caloric options by default the way other people look for the lowest caloric foods - realizing how much you've rewired your brain

the moment you start to take everyday obstacles into account - stairs, narrow chairs, walking a longer distance, etc.

"500 calories? That's merely a snack"

overhearing someone refer to you as big or fat or chubby etc., like it's something that's obvious to everyone, just a part of your identity now

"nah, I'm full enough, I don't need to stuff my face straight before bed" *proceeds to wake up in the middle of the night ravenous and needing to eat* *stuffs face at 3am* *still wakes up at 8am hungry*

basically just waking up hungry no matter how much you ate the previous night

wondering where your natural plateau is now... is it 220? 250? 300? guess we'll find out

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charlisfat · 1 month

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