chaoticdazegarden

[chaoticdazegarden]

Trauma to the Surface

Rage is just trauma trying to reach the surface. Maybe I'll get out of i but do I really deserve this? Ashamed to say the words of bullies still hurt me Even saying it makes me feel so fucking worthless.

My ego always talks down to me I'm stuck in my own feelings I can't breath and there's no one here to save me.

[chaoticdazegarden]

StarGazer

*It's STARGAZE Got scars like scarface Gotta do things my ways for a change Film and hip hop is my escape Told people in the past they all laughed at my face No way I'd let them do me like that Got right back and I'm on the attack Raising a generation I am while raising raisins you are I'm like a Jedi doing mind tricks Best believe I'm gonna be a STARGAZER RED EYES LIGHT SABER I'M A I'M A I'M A STARGAZER

Simply let me show you how to do it, Simply, just do it Shine brighter Because best believe you're going somewhere It's not make believe you simply just gotta Start somewhere Reach higher Walk the stars, Skywalker Simply just watch your favourite movie series or 2 or 3  Pull an all nighter.

Generate an idea and it first it may bomb It might even be worse than a tire fire but it's OK to fall. Simply put reach higher and give it all you've got. Shoot for the stars, Stargazer

Practice what you love until you realize You're growing wings to fly, no red bull Every big name started off as a flop. Failure is the only way to reach the top And once you've started going you can never ever stop. And once you're hungry you're never full.

It's STARGAZE Got scars like scarface Gotta do things my ways for a change Film and hip hop is my escape Told people in the past they all laughed at my face No way I'd let them do me like that Got right back and I'm on the attack Raising a generation I am while raising raisins you are I'm like a Jedi doing mind tricks Best believe I'm gonna be a STARGAZER RED EYES LIGHT SABER I'M A I'M A I'M A STARGAZER

Learn and soak up every thing you can Film making is an art and you've gotta stand up because being a Stan isn't good enough. Believe, idealize and realize your wildest ideas on the big screen First learn to be your own number one fan

Furthermore you've got the power to make your wildest fantasies a reality in your stores. Don't have a broken mentality work on yourself and spill and tell all you can tell release the pain in your stories don't let them eat you away or rot your brain in any single way, that's what jotting down your miseries on the paper and pen is for.

It all starts with writing skills Lyrical literal fictional you know what you've been taught in 4th grade which you stored away well now it's time to treat what you've been taught in school like war… And do those drills.

Giving audiences plenty of thrills.

And keep on gazing on, Stargazer

If you think this is the end, well then Stargazer won, the world nill.

It's STARGAZE Got scars like scarface Gotta do things my ways for a change Film and hip hop is my escape Told people in the past they all laughed at my face No way I'd let them do me like that Got right back and I'm on the attack Raising a generation I am while raising raisins you are I'm like a Jedi doing mind tricks Best believe I'm gonna be a STARGAZER RED EYES LIGHT SABER I'M A I'M A I'M A STARGAZER

[chaoticdazegarden]

Attack Mode 1.0

So long I've been down 

Out of the count

Yeah I know don't tell me I don't care I'm changing minds making gold out of dimes

I'm so raw like a rock but I'm a genius like Rick I'm feeling more like me when I'm recording I'm a star like Morty

I've been under so much pressure I'm evolving call me a diamond in the rough

Tough times made me rough

So much evil thoughts got to me but I've had enough

Try to punch me down like a pillow won't work I've been down out of the count down on my luck convinced I sucked

It made me anything but soft

I attack the mike lie I'm gonna show the world what I'm truly made of

I'm taking off 1 2 3 lift off.

So easy at peace so free just being me 

It's so easy to be what you're meant to be

Simply by letting go of anxiety

Treating life like a treasure trove to unlock the secret you need to grow and see properly not giving a fuck what other's think is the true key

To insanely awesome confidence when hitting the beats

When you hit the beats survive on the streets impress in the sheets or meat your families needs 

You've got to give it all you've got 

Never hold back

Never say never

The greatest OGs history's ever seen never did that

Personally I am also done with that

I'm focused on being me and hit life like these beats 

I just go on the attack

I've been gone for too long

But now I'm back

I might get along 

But I don't wanna

I just don't give a FACK

I'd give life a kick in the balls 

But life doesn't have a nut SACK

Fuck standing out in a croud

I'm out back hitting a blunt

I don't want to befriend the devil when he's just gonna stab me in the BACK

I've been taking it slow but to hit the climax I've got to go FAST 

Live young die fast that's the motto

Cooking up slaps Luinguni 

Catch me and my crew in ten years living large speeding down the high way too high and drowsy flashing red lights on the freeway rocking out to my tracks in that LABROGHINI

Y'all know

It takes real concentration and dedication to make that dream a reality

The world hasn't yet seen the best of me

I slam beats

Write effortlessly OCD

Running thoughts I know only want the worst for me

I live like like GTA with no cheat codes

I only live by my own code

That's integrity,  something the rest of those trying to climb high fail to see

I'm munching them up no Packman

Because I have a sacks to be a BADMAN

Y'all run your months now in ten years time now I'll be the king you'll be editing my FANCAMS so bitch bow to the Prince 

I'm stirring up a storm SANDMAN

They may have fans 

But I have FAN FANS

Call me the dark Knight of the rap game I'm coming in like BATMAN

EVERYBODY SCARRED TO BE WHO THEY WANT TO BE IM SAYING FUCK IM PUNK IM I'M RAD BUT I'LL EVER AGAIN BE A SAD MAN

DAAMN MAN!