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Why I Believe Albedo Is Autistic

On a quick note I wanna say that this is my personal headcanon, so please don’t go into the notes of my post to argue why I’m wrong. Although I completely welcome you to share your own points on why Albedo is autistic and your hc’s for him, I’d love to see your thoughts!!

Also! I still am only on friendship level one, so I don’t have much in depth information on him, but I will reach to my hearts content.

1. Special interest

Albedo’s number one in your face character trait is his intense interest in alchemy. His life is narrowed down to his research in pursuit of alchemy to the exclusion of everything else that doesn’t have to do with it.

He’s shown to have very little patience in things that don’t interest him, he loses his tact all together and doesn’t care if it’s obvious. He has great difficulty in making conversation that doesn’t have to do with his interests, and info dumps whenever possible. He literally constantly talks about alchemy. I am not complaining it’s very cute. Please listen to him.

And even in other areas of interest, it all devolves from his study of alchemy.

2. Flat effect/Bluntness

Another notorious trait of Albedo’s is his extremely monotonous voice and flat facial expression . The emotion in his voice is very muted and he’s very blunt and short spoken when conversing with people. I find this often gives him a bit of a rude impression. Although this isn’t intentional, he’s a very kind boy :)

3. Difficulty making and maintaining relationships

Albedo is shown to have a difficulty in making and maintaining relationships, as well as interacting with others. His main relationships are through teaching and with the traveller, again linking back to his special interest and comfort zone. He has difficulty having a conversation without turning it into a thesis. He seems to prefer to be alone and have his research done by himself.

He also seems to have a sense of loneliness and alienation.

(btw, this was the scene where I was like...this guy is for sure autistic. He is me now. I know this is referring to his backstory but *grabby hands*. Feeling like you’re from another world altogether is huge autistic feeling)

4. High logic and Muted emotional expression

I find Albedo thinks very logically and doesn’t have a solid grasp on how he’s feeling, and what he logically knows he should be feeling and how he should react. Only after Paimon and the traveller point out that his sketch book has great emotional significance to him, he reconsiders. But even then he understands it as something tedious to be done rather than the connection and love it has. He expresses and reacts in a different and muted way.

Although this is a lot of me projecting, I have a hard time in the discrepancy between what I’m feeling, what I think I logically should be feeling, and how I express that. So Albedo is now my therapy lmao.

5. Getting along better with a different age group

This definitely isn’t a set autistic trait, but I see it very commonly in the autistic community. In my experience as a child I felt that I fit in and got along with adults more than children my age, and then as I got older I had an easier time with people younger than me. I find that Albedo is very reminiscent of this. He has a much easier time conversing and understanding children and has a patience for them he doesn’t show with adults.

Conclusion

This wasn’t well written but I wanted to get my thoughts out as quick as possible. And if you read this thank you :)

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Positive Reinforcement 🍃

The joke is that alhaitham will do the stupid grand sage job even if he hates it only because nahida asked him to stay by her side. He is a walking mystery but you can also read him like a book.

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Is there a word that’s a mix between angry and sad

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you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

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Yandere Kazuha anyone? :3 I think the prompt here is Confessions?? Not too sure it's been so long but that letter is indeed for Kazuha lol Also this is the only other sfw kazuscara I have, so just head over at my twitter if u wanna see more art of Scara's clothes off XD

#i am a sucker for yandere Kazuha

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It means he likes you

#he's silly and goofy

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thinking about scaramouche team dynamics ft kazuscara

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Soooo I have this college AU in the making if anyone is interested?

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A fanfic idea:

Bruce was able to rescue Jason before he died, and after this experience, Jason stopped being Robin.

He became afterwards the golden child, he goes to college (with a scholarship), helps out in the city library, teaches children (helps with their homeworks and helps them to study), works part time in a car garage in crime alley, and is a supportive brother.

And it pisses his siblings off.

Because there has to be something fishy because no one, really no one, is that perfect.

And there is something fishy.

He is also Red Hood.

No one knows, and the vigilantes never talk to Jason about "the family business" because he needs to concentrate on his studies and other stuff.

So imagine, Batmans suprise when the JL was able to catch Red Hood.

Someone takes Jasons helmet off in front of Batman, Nightwing, and other members

And Jason, who wears also a domino mask, doesn't look Batman in the face even as he says :

"Hey Dad. I can explain."

And Dick loses his shit, he laughs so hard because, Jason, The golden child, the one who gave up on being a vigilante, who reads to children in the library, is a goddamn crimelord.

Bruce just stands there frozen because wtf Jason?!

And Dick takes selfies with Jason being tied up and calles the other Batkids in because they should definitely not be left out of it.

(Edit: As someone who doesn't really write (or can write good stories), I want to say, feel free to use this prompt for a fanfiction. Just please give credits to me (because I don't know if someone else had also this idea and posted it) and please inform me if you publish something (because I want to read a fanfiction like this too))

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Some Wanderer and Nahida interactions!! Some of them were inspired from the fanfics I read

#i too love their found family vibes

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The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives reminds me of Nahida and Wanderer (platonic of course)

I can imagine the song from Wanderer's pov, especially the main chorus

#nahida refers to herself as the moon and the archon before her as the sun #so the part “the moon will sing a song for me/i loved you like the sun #could be wanderer talking about nahida and how much he loves her just as much as the people in sumeru loving the archon before her #i forgot how to spell the other archon's name #the song fits them sm #and by wanderer loving nahida i mean that he cares about her and appreciates all she's done for him

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Public speaking is actually really easy if you don't respect a single soul in that room. I've had an incredibly easy time delivering speeches when I hated everybody I saw and they all thought I did amazing because my disdain was read as confidence. I don't have any tips for you I'm just telling you a fact

#oh my god #i hope this works for me #i have to do a salutatorian speech and i am not ready for it #i do dislike most of my classmates

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please make sure that wherever you’re at in life, you don’t treat it like a transitory period. don’t waste your college years wishing to already be graduated & have a job. don’t waste your single years wishing for someone to be in love with. if/when those things come, they will come in due time and they will be good. but there is nothing like looking back and feeling empty because you wasted literal years ignoring what you had because you were hoping for something better. while it’s important to better yourself and reach for your goals, don’t neglect the present because that’s where you are now and it’s your now that determines your future. 

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Tighnari: Cyno and I adopted a little girl. We're looking for a godfather in case anything happens. How do you feel about children?

Alhaitham: They're okay, I guess. I mean, if I saw one, I wouldn't throw a rock at it.

Tighnari: Why would you throw a rock at a child?!

Alhaitham: I just said I wouldn't.

Kaveh: Ignore him, Tighnari. He's great with kids and likes to teach them.

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A prediction