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Lysandra | Lady of Caraverre | Shapeshifter 

“You and I are nothing but wild beasts wearing human skins.” 

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There was anger, occasionally. Sharp,hot anger that sliced her.

But most of the time it was silence.

She hadn’t felt anything in months. Had days when she didn’t really know where she was or what she’d done. They passed swiftly and yet dripped by.

So did the months. She’d blinked, and winter had fallen. Blinked, and her body had turned too thin. As hollow as she felt.

- a court of frost and starlight

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I’m wasted, losing time I’m a foolish, fragile spine I want all that is not mine I want him but we’re not right

In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator

Oh love I’m sorry if I smothered you ….(X)

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Lorcan and Elide are the best source of fluff

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‘“Ask me to stay.”

“Stay.”

“Ask me to come to Perranth with you.”

“Come to Perranth with me.”

“Ask me to marry you.”

“Will you marry me, Lorcan Salvaterre?”

“I’ll think about it.”

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Aaaaah just finished Kingdom of Ash and had to draw SOMETHING to get rid of the immediate hangover. This was probably the most defining scene in the book for me. Aelin’s arc was pretty much expected, but Manon and Dorian’s arcs were the most surprising events of the book. Dorian especially – every chapter I yearned that he could some how find his self-worth after working tirelessly to sacrifice himself at every turn - and this is the scene when he does. I don’t usually sketch in color too often, but these two deserved it. So much.

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To Imogen, with her gold flecked eyes.

To Briar and Edda, hidding in the shadows.

To Faline and Fallon, the ruthless demon twins.

To Linnea, who would gut you unless you used ‘Lin’.

To Ghislaine with her razor-sharp intelligence.

To Kaya and Thea, together, as they always had been.

To Vesta with her bright red hair and flirty nature.

To Sorrel, as loyal a friend as she was a third.

To Asterin, who loved when the world told her not to.

And to Manon, who died a little when they did.

To the Thirteen:

We love you. We grieve you.

From now until the Darkness claims us.

#koa spoiler

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Aelin: HELP! MY MATE IS IN ANOTHER WORLD WAITING FOR ME

Rhys: You have a mate?

Aelin: Yes!

Rhys: It’s consensual?

Aelin: Yes!

Rhys: HOLY FUCKING SHIT SOME BITCH SEPARATED THIS GIRL FROM HER MATE!

Rhys: FEYRE! MOR! CASS! AZ! AMREN! WE GOT A CODE RED MATING SITUATION..SOME BITCH JUST SEPARATED TWO MATES RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING SALAD! WE NEED TO GET THIS FEMALE BACK TO HER GRIEF STRICKEN MATE! MATEEEEEE!!!

Aelin: ….

Feyre: Excuse him, he is just a hopeless romantic…

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Imagine: Georgina Havilliard returning from hiding with a mile-long list of pretty, innocent young noblewomen for Dorian to choose as Queen only to find him with Manon-Fucking-Blackbeak, iron-toothed Witch Queen and Wyvern rider.

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MANORIAN SLEEPING ARRANGEMENTS

I love how Manon was the one who "slept on the couch" anytime her and Dorian got into an argument. Like it was clearly her tent. She could have kicked him out.

#koa #kingdom of ash #sarah j. maas #Manorian #manon Blackbeak #dorian Havilliard

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Illyrians aren’t white

this is a fact

Reblog if you are smart enough to understand that

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12 More Unexpected Ways OCD Can Show Itself

I’m sure many of the people reading this have heard people exclaim something like “OMG I’m SO OCD today!” However, OCD is a complex psychological disorder that really affects people’s day to day lives. It can manifest in thousands of ways. Today we will be learning about  more unexpected ways people have experienced OCD… one of the first is […READ MORE]

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every captain swan kiss ever → day 44

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Ok but as I’ve been rereading acomaf I’ve come to a conclusion

I know this might be a little late but

- Feyre didn’t smile or laugh. The first time she met with the inner circle, she simply asked questions and tried to judge the circle based on the short time.

- under the mountain, Feyre welcomed drinking so that she could forget herself

- Feyre often denied her feelings for Rhysand and wrote off her feelings as lust and said that maybe they could use each other for just sex, at least at first

- she was so skinny at some point, and was always sleeping

- Rhysand tried to make her mad, to flirt and get any emotion out of her in acomaf

Yet there were/are some people who were annoyed with Nesta in acofas? Honestly, did you not read how long it took for Feyre to smile at Rhysand? He took her in, saved her and offered her a life, and yet it still took her a long time to smile at him! I don’t even want to see someone say Feyre went through more.

- Nesta was pulled from her life, violently after her mother died and then her father’s knee was messed up

- Nesta was so depressed and so angry, she blamed it all on her father, cause he did nothing

- he watched as they began starving, and Nesta wanted to see how he’d let it go before he actually did something

- Feyre comes in and saves the day, hunting and giving them food, and Nesta begins to resent her a little because Nesta was convinced at some point their father would help

- Nesta clung onto her manners through out, because that’s what kept her tied to her old life and to her mother

- Nesta started actually liking someone, getting hope for herself and Feyre turned it down, refused, her little sister told her no, which probably hurt Nesta’s pride

- then, Feyre gets kidnapped, and her father and Elain assume she’s going off to some foreign aunt

- they get money, and yet again Feyre is the one to save them all, and Nesta decides to perhaps do some saving

- SHE WENT TO TRY TO GO SAVE FEYRE, NOT THEIR FATHER, NOT ELAIN, NESTA.

- then Feyre comes back, looking healthy, and not at all what Nesta assumed she’d look like but Feyre explains that she fell in love with the high lord, a. high. lord.

- Nesta tells her to go get him, despite knowing that Feyre very well may not come back ever

- Feyre spent three months under the mountain, three months! She didn’t even contact Elain or Nesta until like 6 months later! 6 months of worrying about Feyre and assuming the worst and mourning her but not being able to tell Elain

- yet also worrying for Elain because of what happened to Claire Beddor

- Feyre comes in with an entirely different high lord, and as high fae, a strong and beautiful high fae

- think about the power Feyre earned so quickly, and Nesta I believe wanted to be like that, strong when she couldn’t be and selfless when everyone else was selfish

- Nesta sees these gorgeous males, and one finally puts her in her spot about not being like Feyre, not going out into the terrifying woods to hunt to save their family, she’s insulted, not only because it’s true but because it means Feyre talked about them and she had no idea what Feyre might have said

- Because Nesta wants to protect Elain, she goes with their idea despite how reckless it is

- and then Nesta and Elain are taken, because Nesta allowed them to use their house and Nesta’s life is uprooted AGAIN

- then Feyre wants Nesta to bare herself in front of the very people Nesta used to resent (fae)

- and Nesta starts to find herself falling for Cassian, and when they’re both on the brink of death is only when they both admit it

- the war is over, Elain and Feyre are safe, but Nesta has to cope with losing her life, her father and the sisters she once knew

- Elain and Feyre both join this new family, but Nesta wants no part in it because it’s the family Feyre earned, the family Feyre stayed with when she abandoned Elain and Nesta, and they make her feel like an outsider

- so ya she found bad ways to cope and deal with her newfound immortality for a while but honestly that’s being realistic, so I applaud Sarah J Maas for this complicated character

Btw not only was this inspired by my rereading of the acotar series, but I’ve really grown as a writer and developing my characters and I understand the complexity that comes with it

… so ya that’s my two months late rant on that subject

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“Talk to me. Nesta.Tell me”

i cant survive an entire year without a Nessian book!

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“Let me. It isn’t real. Let me.”

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I think Emma's entrance in the finale is how I aspire to enter rooms second (only slightly) to Charming's entrance during Powerful Magic.

It runs in the family…