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‪If i were to tell you a woman's beauty is prey to a man's hunger for lust, just like how the original tale of sleeping beauty who was raped by a king rather than a true love's kiss, would you still want to be the damsel in distress?‬

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i was always right about my doubts and it's frightening.

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forward we go only forward

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Who are we to blame love

When we vigorously engage in killing what we could have had

The soldiers of faith are dead

The angels cry longing for a desirable end

Butterflies in the pit of our stomach are yelling to be fed  

But none of them have survived the tragic thread

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"bravery?"

said a friend from the other side of the universe

does it mean we have different worlds?

some things are easier said than done, is the phrase

how simple it is to speak bravery until they commit a dreadful crime for themselves and them who said bravery can no longer utter the word.

- the fuel to suicide

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How long has it been since you utterly hypnotized my soul? It’s quite a disgrace how innocence used to be whole Now shattered pieces of torn hearts are scattered on the floor Shame!

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My dear self,

I know you've been trying your best since the day he left, I know that you've been feeling worthless for a while now, but darling, know that before you felt everything that you've been feeling right now, there was a shining light in you that casts happiness in everyone that encircles you. The guy you are in love with didn't love you back the way you wanted him to. You wanted to believe his lies despite knowing it before you realize you were fighting what you already know because you didn't want to be hurt. Let me remind the red flags he has shown you, the broken promises he made, the dreams you once held believing he would come along your path because he made you believed so, the days you made sure he felt loved while he screams for someone's name, and the days he made you feel insignificant in his life. Self, you have always been this considerate, you have always put him first before your own, the reason why you couldn't function well is that you were afraid to fail of saving him, but little did you know you were drowning yourself of saving him while he holds someone's hand and making you believe he would take yours. It's all over now, you have succeeded in saving him, what comes next shouldn't be your problem anymore, he took his path and that it wasn't you, he left you alone after the rescue you've made despite risking yourself to the death, in that matter, I want to introduce you to the world you're living, the selfish desire of people, but I hope this doesn't stop you from doing kindness because the purest heart always wins in this battle of life. It's time to save you

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The guilt of happiness without you

Happiness are supposed to be shared with the people you loved

and it happened to visit me today

and went away as soon as the last minute of the sun shrunk

today,

i laughed so hard along with the mechanical waves dancing like a real photograph of your memory

a temporary giggle and wide breakable lips stretching on the either side of the surface of my skin

it's been a long time since her last visit

i went home and it was over

she was gone

i look for you again

the devastation of my lost love is so strong that i catch a glimpse of you within a couple of typing in my silver laptop

there you are you seem so far away

and as much as i wanted you to hear how happiness visited me today

i couldn't

because it was you my genuine happiness i long for that i will never have again

IFMY EDPC

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I’m sorry for what i have become.