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[camomille-thea]

The Memories I Left Behind, Will You Treasure It?

I'm having battle in my mind right now. One side is proud for leaving you because she couldnt stand with all lies from you. She knows every word you spoke to me is make no any sense. She still wanna ruin your life so she could live in peace. And the other side, she feel sorry and guilty She believe there is a chance that you were being genuine about your feeling. She tried her best to understand you, and forgive you. She is the weak one. She got hurt but deep inside she wanted to stay. Do you wanna know why she agreed to the other one? Because you mistreat her. Being mistrated isn't always about getting hurt, but disappointment. She can't tolerate mistreatment. She never understand why she deserve those, hence she left.

Isn't it crazy, the memories of our still lingering in my mind. I still think of you, somehow. I know, that's not a good thing. I just wonder if you're still at that dark place. I wonder if you still cherish of our little life, our crazy dream.

[camomille-thea]

“Life is problems. Living is solving problems.”

— Raymond E. Feist

[camomille-thea]

“When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.”

— Paulo Coelho

[camomille-thea]

Information Brève

Greetings! My name is Lulubelle Doorn, you may call me Elle for short! I go by she/they as pronouns, INTP is my personality trait, and I'm on my legal age. I'm near to the skripshit era, so I might, sometimes, do vent about college life. My account is SFW but I prefer to mingle with fellow legal-age since I'm afraid that I'm using harsh words without me noticing. I also play Genshin, so I welcome to thosw who'd like to do coop with me [heart eyes].

My account is LGBTQIA++ friendly, if you're homophobic please do softblock me. I do not welcome to those who fethisizing of the queer community, likely to spread negativity—even engage yourself with drama, and those who can't respect one's preferences. I also do retweet about random things, if you're not comfortable with it, feel free to BUB me. I do listen to a few artists: Ariana Grande, Tulus, Maudy Ayunda, Stray Kids, GOT7, IZ*ONE, Chase Atlantic, BIBI, Paul Kim, TWICE, and many more! I'm not a cinephile, but in terms of movies I prefer mystery and comedy, generally I watch K-Drama/Movies. I'm also a fan of kind-of slow-burn plot movies! my favourites are Little Forest, Lady Vengeance, and Kill Bill.

Notes

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