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BORN TO FORGET

WORLD IS A BLUR

I Am Memory Issues Man

410,757,864,530 FORGOTTEN PRECIOUS MEMORIES

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if I had a plasma pistol you wouldn't hear from me ever again. i would crouch behind highway guardrails and shoot fully charged shots at teslas passing by me

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You guys just have to trust me on this one and click here okay?

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me in my head at the supermarket: nobody is ever going to fucking love me. omg 25% off

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Another Disco Elysium fanfiction I don't really like is "Harry hates paperwork and is always trying to get out of it" with its corollary "Harry's paperwork is an incomprehensible mess" and of course the ever present "and Kim has to cajole him and or/clean up his mess" (grrrr)

Like, the man reads his old casenotes for fun. Harry Du Bois loves words more than anything else on god's miserable earth and he goes into hyperfocus.

I'm not saying he enjoys it, it's still a chore, but what's far more likely to happen is he gives a big sigh, sits down to do his paperwork and then six hours later Judit politely attracts his and Kim's attention because neither of them has looked up, let alone eaten, drunk or used the bathroom the whole time and frankly she's getting a bit unnerved.

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#disco elysium

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YOU - "Kim. Do you think we're friends in other universes too?"

SHIVERS - Two cats jump from chimney to chimney, one cleans soot off of the other's face. A willow sways gently next to her birch, their roots tangle together deep underground. Two boys chase each other through the woods with sticks held like swords. An elderly couple solves the day's crossword puzzle over cups of coffee.

KIM KITSURAGI - "That is a very far-fetched idea, detective. Let's focus on the here and now."

#disco elysium

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sorry if we're mutuals and you've already seen me post this elsewhere but I know there are Tumblr folks that would appreciate this crossover

#disco elysium

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really good one

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you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.

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This is how some of yall will end up if you keep liking and reblogging my posts

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things people have done to help me during a psychoses episode

i was on the buss and i hallucinated bugs crawling all over my hands, so my friend pulled my hoodie sleeves over them with permission and held my hands through the sleeves to "keep them off". they used the logic you would in a real bug situation.

i went nonverbal in a bad one in class, so my friend wrote me a note to give to the nurse since the teacher wouldn't let her go with me.

i often am very paranoid about the delusion that meat is actually rotten, so my dad will sometimes eat a bit of it before me

instead of telling me my delusions arent real, they help me through it using logic like it was real. they dont tell me that nothings going to hurt me in my sleep, they stay with me to keep me safe. then when it passes i can realize its not real

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👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

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i made them a playlist & i just keep listening to it on repeat & thinking about them..... honestly, i needed them so much at this point in my life. i just want to be there for them & help them flourish as much as possible. i can't wait for the day that it's socially appropriate for me to tell him that i love him...