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buckyanon · 8 months

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A little check in.

I hope this post finds you all well and, hopefully, still writing.

I was in such a bad place when I stepped away from this account and, unfortunately, life went from bad to the literal worst by the August after. I'm doing all right now. I think?

Again, not sure I'll come back to being a Bucky Anon, but I'm not against sharing my writing blog with the people I wrote with here, since I did sign up for a BINGO to get me back on my writing blog and I've read enough "top selling" books to know the fic on this hellsite is superior.

Even if you don't want to know who I am, I just wanted to say thank you for making this fun for me— even if it was short lived.

#tbd: buckys writer speaks

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buckyanon · 2 years

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I really wanted to come back to this blog and keep writing Bucky, I’m not sure if this is a goodbye or a goodbye for now, but if I interacted with you know that you brought me so much joy- especially those of you that are also writers. I was a huge fan of your fics before I started writing my own and that was ages before I started writing this Bucky anon blog.

Personal explanation under the read more, heed the warnings.

I have major depressive disorder and persistent depressive disorder (this is sometimes referred to as double depression because woohoo who doesn’t love a buy one get one free deal?) ANYWAYS, my niece died and you can be the happiest person in the world but nothing prepares you for that grief. My job is in crisis (not me losing my job, just regulations making it very unsafe), but most of you know my schedule was incompatible with being a responsive Bucky Anon. Then today, pretty much everyone forgot my birthday. My heart hurts and my version of Bucky has always been very positive and romantic. I can’t put my all into that right now.

I think I’m reaching a point where I’m maybe a little more comfortable sharing my writing blog with some of you that have talked to me OOCly throughout my long time here, but idk. I’ll check back later and see if I have any messages of people that actually want that. Currently still very anxious about that being the least exciting reveal that no one wants and also terrified of the judgement of my shitty writing compared to y’all’s god-tier content so ... yup, we’ll see how this goes.

All my love. 💙

#tbd: buckys writer speaks #death tw #mental health tw

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buckyanon · 2 years

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