this vent account is terrible to look through while im already feeling miserable lol, just feeding my misery with past misery
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so cruel that plane tickets cost as much as they do :(
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HATE how cozy and cuddly my boyfriend is because now he’ll be gone for 2-3 months and I won’t be able to snuggle with him!!!!!
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having the worst shit of my LIFE. its literally too big to come out ive been fighting for my life on the toilet for the past 2 days. gotta buy a fucking enema after work its gotten so bad
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At least once a week I get overwhelmed by stupid shit I’ve said and done and how these actions alienated people I used to be close to, to the point where it’s literally unbearable. And every time I gotta stop and remind myself that my actions were much smaller than my brain makes them out to be,and in the grand scheme of my life these mistakes are ultimately just obstacles to get past to continue to become a better person! I’m too harsh on myself and I’m so quick to drag myself into an almost suicidal spiral of self-loathing, and thinking of myself in regards to the population of the world, the country, even just the city I live in comforts me and lifts a bit of the weight of my shoulders
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