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By the time I finish my bath, the night has completely taken over the sky. The only light was from candles leading a path into the other room. As I get closer, I see Akeno behind the glass door smiling with his wicked grin.Ā
The smell of the candles enhances my enchantment with what is hiding behind this door. I donāt know what to expect.Ā
Brooklyn POV: As I walk in, I see that Akeno has made a spread of goodies. He got all the Bās covered. āBottles, Bong, Buds and Blunts!ā
Brooklyn: Oh my gosh, Akeno. This is justā¦.
Akeno: You like it?Ā
Brooklyn: Like itā¦ I love it.
Akeno: Love it huh! How about giving me a kiss as my prize?
Brooklyn: Your wish is my command, sir. {giggles}
Brooklyn POV: He never fails to make me smile.Ā
Brooklyn POV: We got comfortable on the lounge love seat. We decided to watch a Zombie movieā¦ forgot the name of the movie because I got distracted with Akenoās arms wrapped around me. I can stay like this forever.Ā
Brooklyn POV: As I lay against this man during our Movie Night, I canāt help but think that he truly does care for me. I know itās too soon to assume that I am falling in love with him but that doesnāt mean my feelings arenāt there.Ā I am more connected to him than I ever was with Reid. I can let my guard down. I can be myself. I feelā¦ {sigh}...happy. He has been nothing but nice and honest with me. I should at least do the same by letting him know about my feelings and about Charles. I will after the movie is done.Ā
Brooklyn: I canāt thank you enough for everything that you have done for me today.Ā
Akeno: It was my pleasure. {kisses forehead}
Brooklyn POV: Just say it already. Tell him.Ā
Brooklyn: I need to tell you something. I am datingā¦
Akeno: A human. I know. I can smell his scent on you.Ā
Brooklyn: Seriously, you smelled him on me.Ā
Akeno: Itās not a big deal. We arenāt exclusive, besidesā¦{hmmm} I donāt mind sharing. Labeling relationships is more of a human thing.Ā Ā
Brooklyn: Sharing huh?Ā
Akeno:Ā {laughs} What? You never thought or had a dream about having a threesome or even joining in on an orgy?
Brooklyn: I meanā¦ {moan} it has crossed my mind, maybe once or twice.Ā
Akeno: Ohā¦{nibbles his lips} Brooklyn, I have so much to show you.Ā
Brooklyn: {inhale deep}
Akeno: I can hear your heart beating faster.
Brooklyn: I can feel you against my back.Ā
Brooklyn: Akenoā¦
Akeno: I am not done taking care of you tonight ā¦ {whispering within our kiss} Give me all of you, Brooklyn.
Brooklyn: Take me ...
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Brooklyn: āFind ā¦a ā¦ place ā¦in ā¦my ā¦ā
Akeno: āShhh ā¦go back to sleep.āĀ
Brooklyn: ā{mumbling my words} When did youā¦ā
Akeno: āI felt your pain and you were afraid of something. I tried to call but you didnāt answer. I rushed over here.ā
Brooklyn: āYou felt me, how?ā
Akeno: āSharing my blood links us temporarily. I hope I didnāt overstep, I know that we arenāt ā¦ you know. {sigh} I just got scared with how you feltā¦ā
Brooklynās POV: With no hesitation I answered him.Ā
Brooklyn: āNo, you didnāt. Grateful for you being here.ā
Akeno: āAre we going to talk about what happened last night?ā
Brooklynās POV: I never told anyone about my past, except Reid. But he doesnāt even know the depth of my pain and fears. I shouldnāt ā¦ should I?Ā
Brooklyn: ā Oh ā¦{umm} I had a night terror.ā
Akeno: āA night terror ā¦āĀ
Brooklyn: āYeah, I used to have them a lot as a child.āĀ
Akeno: āI havenāt felt that feeling in such a long time.ā
Brooklynās POV: Silence falls between us. Seems as if his body is here physically but his mind is lost in his past thoughts. What memory is he reliving?Ā
Akeno: āLetās stay in tonight. I order take out for you and chill with a movie.ā
Brooklyn: āThat actually sounds good right now.āĀ
Akeno: āOnly on one condition?ā
Brooklyn: āAnd what might that be?ā
Akeno: āGet some sleep. I will stay here until you wake up.āĀ
Brooklyn: āYou donāt have to ā¦ā
Akeno: āI want to because I care about you.ā
Akeno: āBrooklyn, I will always be here for you. Nowā¦ hush my darling and get some sleep. You are going to need it later.ā
Brooklyn: āIs that a promise?ā
Akeno: āYes.āĀ
To Be Continued ā¦
Thank you to all of the creators. @simmireen for the poses.
WARNING: MIGHT TRIGGER THE READER. READ WITH CAUTION.Ā
Traveling back home after that huge fight against Reid had left this emptiness pit in my stomach, something was taken from me. The adrenaline is still coursing through my veins as if it was poison that is spreading within my blood. I have never felt this kind of anger since I was a child. Finding out the truth hidden within lies, having my heart broken, wasting my life, shattered thoughts, broken dreams, being taken advantage of again by someone I loved and the heaviest pain is my guilt.Ā
āOooowwwwā¦ Fuck!ā
After passing over the threshold, a sudden pain came over my knee.Ā As I tried to move forward, the pain crawled up my spine. Constraining my body as if it was being taken over. I lose my footing causing me to force myself to lean back into the door. Just as quick it came, it stopped.Ā
āWhat just happened?... {Umm} Maybe I overcharged my body with my powers. Hopefully a cold shower can help.āĀ
As I get into the shower, allowing the water to try to wash off this negative feeling I have hanging over me.Ā
Ā Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:Ā
Man: āHe deserved that shit!āĀ
Woman: āBut itās Reidā¦he has always been there for me.āĀ
Woman: āI should have killed him.āĀ
Man: āWhat about Zoe?ā
Man: āItās not her fault. Itās not like she got pregnant on purpose?ā
Woman: āOr did she?āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āJust Stop ā¦ talking.ā
Her Voice:Ā
āIt felt good hurting him, right?ā
Brooklyn:Ā
ā{weeping cry} Go Awayā¦ā
Growing up the way I did, I learned to cry quietly under the shower to sound out my weakness and my shame.Ā The steam from the hot shower will replace my heavy breathing, the water will erase the path my tears took down my face. If I wasn't able to tell that I was crying, no-one would either. I try to suppress that voice in the back of my mind.Ā I blanked out from that point on in the shower.Ā
20 minutes later. I brush my teeth and get ready for bed. Walking over to my bedside, the pain comes back with vengeance.Ā Ā
āWhat!....{Ouch} it hurtsā¦ā
Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:Ā
Woman: ā{sucking teeth} You never wanted a baby anyways.āĀ
Man: āMaybe we shouldnāt allow you too, either. {laughs}ā
Man: āYou wasted your youth on whatā¦him!ā
Woman: āLoveā¦ {evil laugh} no one can love you.āĀ
Woman: āLook at you!āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āPlease stopā¦ā
Pushing myself to make it towards my bed with the last of the energy I have.Ā
Her Voice:
āGive me one good reason to stopā¦Just one little reason.ā
Brooklyn:Ā
āI donāt knowā¦ā
Her Voice:Ā
āPathetic, just like your mother.āĀ
Her Voice:Ā
āSTOP THAT CRYINGā¦ {silently whispered in my ear} No one can hear you.ā
āLook what you are doing, crying in front of Dolli.ā
āControl your emotions.āĀ
āMudblood!āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āGet out of my headā¦ā
Her Voice:Ā
āYou canāt control me. {laughs} You can barely control your powers.āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āFind a place in my head to seal what has been saidā¦Find a place in my head to seal what has been saidā¦ā
Her Voice:Ā
āLetās see who wins ā¦ {clears their throat} ā¦ā
āUnlock what has been forgotten ā¦ Unlock what has been forgottenā¦ā
Brooklyn:
āFind a place in my head to seal what has been saidā¦ā
Familiar Voice:
āUnlock what has been forgotten ā¦ {Voices goes deeper as in a trance}ā
āUnlock what has been forgotten ā¦ Say it with me Brooklyn. You knowā¦āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āFind a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦ {voice low enough to be a whisper} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦ā
Her Voice:Ā Ā
ā{moan} I am coming for you, Brooklyn.āĀ
āI know you can feel me getting closer. {devilish laugh}āĀ
ā {screams in rage} YOU CANāT KEEP HIDING FROM ME!āĀ
āJust let me in ā¦ {weeping moan} I will accept you. You know this, right?ā
Brooklyn:Ā
ā Find a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦ Find a place {ouch} ā¦ Find a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦ā
Her Voice:Ā
āWhy are you doing this to me? {cries out}ā
ā... STOP ā¦ {growls} Stop saying that spell. You're just going to hurt yourself even more.āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
ā... {ahhh} Fuck ā¦ {weeps} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦āĀ
Her Voice:Ā
ā How can you do this to me? ā¦{pounding sound} To us?āĀ
āLet us in, please...āĀ
Brooklyn:Ā
āFind a place in my head to seal what has been said ā¦ā
This Chapter will contain language not suitable for anyone under the age of 18 as well as a smoking screenshot.Ā
*This bitch has the nerves to contact me again about her being pregnant for like the 3rd time and not expect me to react. She has it coming but first I need to confront the source of all this anger and painā¦Reid. I texted Reid asking if he can meet me at the dueling grounds on false terms. He thinks that I want to hook up again after our last encounter a few months after our breakup. Donāt judge me, I was lonely and feeling vulnerable. We all have been there at least once or twice in our lifetime.Ā
I walked through the portal at the Dueling Grounds. Just seeing him infuriates me. I just want to slap him so hard across his face.*
Brooklyn: This isnāt a friendly call.Ā
Reid: What are you even talking about? Why did you text me then?
Brooklyn: To warn you in person to leave me the fuck alone.Ā
Reid: Just calm down.Ā
*How dare he tell me to come down. That just enraged me even more. He actually believed that I wanted to hook up again! This PIG!*
Brooklyn: Donāt tell me to calm down! You got some Balls to be telling me to calm down when you and your dumbass fiance won't leave me alone.Ā
Reid: What are you even talking about? I havenāt spoken to you since the last time we made love under the full moon ā¦
Brooklyn: Making LOVE, are you serious right now?! Such bullshit coming out of your mouth after what you did to me! Is that how you show your love, by breaking my heart? I trusted you! I gave you everything! I gave you all of me!Ā
Reid: There are things that you donāt know. But you should know that I still do love you! That will never change no matter what you say. I didnāt mean to hurt you. I fucked up! I just want you to forgive me! I still want you to be a part of my lifeā¦
Brooklyn: Talking about family, congrats on getting that bitch pregnant once again then allowing her yetā¦{ummm} again to tell me the āWONDERFULā news! So congrats Reid!Ā
Reid: Shit...I didnāt want you to find out that way. I was going to call you but then you texted me.Ā
Brooklyn: I only texted you because that bitch texted me first.Ā
Reid: Stop calling her that.Ā
Brooklyn: I call them the way I see them.Ā
Reid: You are starting to piss me off!Ā
Brooklyn: I can care less about your feelings or that fucking pathetic bitch of fianceā you have.Ā Ā
Reid: Brooklyn ā¦Ā
Brooklyn: Listen here you piece of shit, this is my last warning to you and that slut you had children with.Ā
Reid: {huh}... Look whoās talking! Word gets around, a little birdy told me that you havenāt been able to keep those legs closed since I left you.Ā
Brooklyn: YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING REGRET THOSE WORDS.
It was a great day hanging out with close friends at the mall. We all decided to hit up the barista cafe.Ā
Brooklyn: Excuse me Ms, may I get a Tall Dragon Fruit Green Tea to go please? Ohhhā¦ I wasnāt expecting to see you here.Ā
Zoe: Hey, Brooklyn! Itās been awhile since we heard or seen you? How are you doing?
Brooklyn: {Urgh} Honestly, I donāt want to chit chat with you. Can I just get my order and go on with my life without you or Reid?
Zoe: I didnāt mean to pry, itās justā¦{ummm}
Brooklyn: You just canāt take a hint, can you? Call me when you are done, please.Ā
-Self Thought-
I just wanted to come to the mall, hang out with my friends and try not to think about them, especially her. Just take a deep breath Brooklyn.Ā {deep inhale}
-Zoeās Thought-Ā
I wonder if Reid has spoken to her about the club and about...
Zoe: Tall Dragon Fruit Green Tea.Ā
Zoe: It was nice seeing you, Brooklyn. When was the last time you spoke to Reid? He mentioned that he was going ā¦
Brooklyn: Enough Zoe! Havenāt you taken enough from me already? You took my home that I helped build with my own two hands. You took my fianceā! You took the chance of me becoming a mother with someone that I loved and trusted. And for whatā¦for you both to keep reopening my wound. You stole my fucking life while you were underneath him or did you forget what you did to me?
Zoe: Brooklyn, it wasnāt like that. He told me thatā¦
Brooklyn: Stay the hell away from me or the both of you will regret it.Ā
The day went off without any more distractions from her. Hanging out with my friends really eased my mind until I saw Zoe at the mall. The evening was still young, so several of us decided to hit downtown for the night. As I got home there was a package in my house left in front of the door.Ā
Not sure who sent this to me. Has no name or return label. I hesitated to open it at first in case it was sent to the wrong address.Ā I checked my watch and saw the time. I needed to get ready for tonight. The package can wait. I took my shower, got dressed and was about to head out when I looked at the package again.Ā
Brooklyn: I wonderā¦ {smirk}
I opened the package quick, on the top of the foam balls was a handwritten note saying:Ā
āAs Long as you have me by your side, you will never have to fear the darkness.Ā
Your Lusters Lover, AkenoāĀ
My heart skipped a beat! He does it again. What does this New Vamp have over me that he isnāt sharing with me? Every time I feel down, he does or says something that just brings relief to my mind and body. I thought after that conversation with Zoe earlier would have ruined my day but Akeno fixed that with his note.Ā
I moved the foam balls around to find what is hidden under all this foam. I felt a cold frame with my finger tips, pulled out the object and couldnāt believe what he sent me.Ā
Brooklyn: I know just the spot for this.Ā
Brooklyn: Perfect!Ā I have to thank him for this.Ā
I grabbed my phone to take a pic of where I put the painting as well as thanking him when I received a text message from Zoe.Ā
Itās been a few days since my date with Akeno at The Future Past museum. I still canāt believe how connected we are without really knowing each other. I donāt have to pretend to be perfect, I donāt have to hide my doubts and worries. He can see right through me, he can see that I am broken within myself, yet he hasnāt left me. I have been feeling as if my past is catching up with the present. I have been trying to keep my past hidden from everyone, it seems as if I am losing control. Why canāt I just stop thinking? Why do I still have these racing thoughts?Ā Fuckā¦{ummm} I canāt sleep again.Ā Ā
I need a distraction. {hmmm}...Charles. I should hit him up soon to hang. Akeno hasnāt drank from me in a couple of days. I wonder what heās up to. These two men are like drugs, I canāt seem to get enough of them.Ā I have never been this confused about a person in my life let aloneā¦ {sigh} two. On one hand, I have this incredible human that wasnāt afraid of me for being a half blooded witch. Heās tall, light mocha skin tone, athletic, romantic, foodie, kind hearted, patient and he has an ass.Ā Thick Built! Just all around SEX APPEAL. {giggle} His light brown eyes that are so kind and innocent yet wicked. Being around him makes me feel calm, relaxed and safe. Never would I ever think that me, being a witch, can feel safe within the arms of a human but I do feel safe.Ā
Then on the other hand, this vampire who I randomly met through a good friend. Heās tall but not as tall as Charles. He has smoking blue eyes that are just hypnotizing and seductive. Mysterious, no doubt about that. Saying everything that I always wanted to hear from just anyone. That they can accept me, FULLY.Ā With him I feelā¦FREE.Ā
The Middle School girl deep inside of me was calling out to write down the Doās and Donāt List. Itās basically writing a list of which person has more goods than the other one.Ā
*I knew Charles longer but Akeno knows more about me in ways that Charles doesnāt know yet.
Ā *Akeno is a vampire but nothing wrong with Charles being a human. He is my first human that I ever been sexual with. Can a human ever actually understand what supernatural go through?Ā They never truly accepted me for being half bred but then neither does the Witch community.Ā
*The whole sex appeal, vibes, aura, lustā¦which ever word best suits escaping your lips. Both Mind Blowing, Intense, Delicious ā¦ {hmmm} Just the thought of being able to have both of them at the same time would be ā¦
How can I think about sex while I am trying to focus on this dilemma ahead of me? Am I losing my mind or something? Was settling with Reid at a young age messing with my head now? I donāt regret having an open relationship with Reid before we got married, not at all. That actually saved me from further heartbreak. I am glad that I held off with having a child.Ā
My Clock has been ticking more lately. I canāt talk to the guys about babies yet. I donāt even know if they have children themselves. Reid really did a number on me. Damn, now I am thinking about how bad Reid did me wrong. I still feel as if he took everything we built together and left me out to the hungry wolves to survive on my own.Ā
āWhatās going on with you, Brooklyn? Pretending that Reid didnāt hurt me is becoming too overwhelming for me to handle. Been feeling more angry lately whenever his name is mentioned, Zoe or about having a baby.āĀ
I have so much anger built up from my past. It's as if a speedy car smashing into a brick wall.Ā From how my mother put men before her own children, moving from place to placeā¦never staying in one location long enough to make friends, being blamed for being differentā¦
Brooklyn: I need a mental break relief.Ā
I changed my clothes, grabbed one of my medical flower/weed pre-roll and went into the jacuzzi while watching the sunrise over the City of San Myshuno.Ā Something about seeing a misty fog over the city is calming in its own way. As I sat there with my racing thoughts, I canāt shake off the feeling of something bad is about to happen.Ā
Brooklyn: The SUN rays feel great against my skin. The warmth from the sun and the chill breeze flowing through my hair. Today is PERFECT! Time to chill on the floating in the water.
Brooklyn: I wonder what Charles Rey is doing right now. He should be doing me ... {giggles to self-}
Sends a text to meet on the beach.
Brooklyn: Glad you can make it! You wanna have some FUN in the SUN with me?
Charles: What you had in mind?
Brooklyn: You know!
To be Continued...
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As I made it to the last floor, one artwork stole my full attention.Ā
I canāt seem to take my eyes off this painting. I am drawn to this oddly painting. I started to read the description of the artwork:
Intrepid
āToo often we force ourselves to label what we see, what we hear, taste and touch. Here is a painting. Is it a good painting? Before you apply that label, consider that definition destroys exploration, allows us to sit back and dust off our hands and say āall doneā. Art is never done being art.ā
Reading that just hit me like a brick wall. Just everything that I have been through comes crashing into my mind.Ā
The thought of being rejected for being a halfblooded witch, not knowing who my father is, running from my pastā¦ {ummm} ā¦ and the darkness. Not being accepted from spellcasters and humans for being born this way. Being a disappointment for my mother, allowing others to hurt me emotionally, making excuses for their actions, wanting the approval from all the wrong people in my life. Why arenāt I enough? Why?
When will I ever be enough for anyone? There was only one person that made me feel like that. I havenāt spoken to him in a while. I wonder what he would do if he knew what I was doing with Akeno? I bet he wouldnāt want to ever see me again. Who would?Ā Ā
Akeno: Magnificent isnāt it? The greatest battle out there in the universe.Ā
Brooklyn: ā¦{inhale deep} Which is what exactly?Ā
Akeno: Good vs Bad; Angels vs Demons; Human vs Supernatural; Innocent vs Guilty; Light vs Darkā¦ {sigh} Itās all the same thing but said definitely, take your pick.Ā
Brooklyn: What does it mean to you?Ā
Akeno: We would never accept others if we canāt even accept ourselves.Ā Ā
Hearing those words escaping his lips with a hint of demand just made my sensitive spot yearn for his touch.Ā
Akeno: Thatās why we need to be honest with each other.Ā
How is he saying everything I need to hear?Ā Can he hear what I am saying in my mind? He has to be fucking with me. Even if he is {hmmm} I still want him. He wants me to be honest, right. Hereās my truth.Ā
Brooklyn: I want you. I canāt explain or can comprehend but I am drawn to you.Ā
My finger tip tingles with his caress as he grabs my hand, leading me to the sofa.Ā
Akeno: Come sit down with me.Ā
He takes my hand while I gravitate towards his demand.Ā
Akeno: Brooklyn, I have been living for centuries, I havenāt found anyone like you. I see who you really are and I accept all of you. Even your darkest secrets canāt scare me away. I have already faced my biggest fear other than death.Ā
Brooklyn: What did you mean when you said āāThere you are.ā , the other night, since we are talking about being accepted andĀ to be honest.Ā
He takes a moment. Taking a deep breath as if it was his last.Ā
Akeno: You are my light in the darkness.Ā
I said those same words to Reid, does he actually mean it like I have done in the past. I canāt control myself. I have urges just like anyone else. Being a woman shouldnāt stop me. Like he mentioned just a few minutes ago, he accepts me for me.Ā
Akeno takes me right there on the sofa in a museum.
(The Next Scene for this chapter will be NSFW pictures. To continue this chapter, please check it out on @simmedupmag website or through our app in the NSFW group. Thank you again for reading and I hope you are enjoying her journey. )
I didn't realize it was morning already. Who can actually say that spent a night at the museum with a vampire like no other. What is he doing to me? What is taking over me?