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i guess we’re friends again now 😀

#🎹 #i just gotta chill out #txt

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i don’t wanna end this season on a bad episode * NAH😭😭😭😭

#its the end of our senior year can we be friends. are we still friends. #music tag #🎹 #this song makes me feel awful but like its so real unfortunately #Spotify

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😭😭yknow what this isnt that bad bc i was very direct throughout the exchange

#🎹 #txt #FUCK HIM

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i think reaching back out has undone like weeks of progress i made in getting through my anger about this

#txt #and now im mad at myself as well. bc wdym you thought reaching out to this guy who sucks was going to do you any good #🎹

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trying to get a teenage boy to have an honest emotional conversation with you is so fucking awful. can we talk about our feelings please god you're killing me i KNOW YOU CARE. why would you be talking to my friends about me if you didn't care. so then when i ask you about it why are you pretending like you don't.

#I KNOW YOU CARE! CAN WE FUCKING BE HONEST WITH EACH OTHER #txt #🎹 #he's such a bad fucking liar too it's really obvious

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one very long conversation with my friend later i've decided to reach back out to him (but with the knowledge that i can't move on without both an apology and an explanation from him) so i texted him "do you know the tyler the creator song are we still friends". now having the worst text convo of my life

#txt #🎹

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having your sense of dignity and love of another person be at odds with each other has gotta be one of the worst experiences. if i reach back out i betray my sense of self and the fact that i was genuinely hurt. if i don’t reach out and continue to treat him the same way he’s treated me i betray the part of me that loves him so much

#txt #🎹 #i miss him every day. i am literally going to college with him we could be friends for the next four years. i love him and it’s killing me

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this song makes me feel like im in the end of a coming of age movie and the sun is setting and the one character turns around and says “hey. same time next week?” and the other one smiles and everything is changing but the love we had will carry us to the future

#txt #📷 #music tag #Spotify

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honest to god the scariest thing about being a senior in high school is finding out your classmates’ majors of choice. the guy in my calculus class who never knows what’s going on wants to be a civil engineer? guys. our buildings are cooked. hello

#txt

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the guy that has been pretending like i dont exist for a month waved at me in the hallway today and i didn’t acknowledge him (because he has hurt my feelings terribly lol) AND THEN HE ASKED MY FRIEND “hey why is sadie pretending i don’t exist?”

#txt #🎹 #words cannot describe how much i am banging my head against a wall rn. WHAT

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saw a grown woman on tiktok snidely calling gen z the christopher columbus generation bc someone’s fifteen year old son ‘thought he’d discovered weezer’. newsflash every generation finds out about the music of the previous generation at some point it comes free with being fifteen. being annoying about music also comes free with being fifteen. a kid saying yeah i’ve just found this band nirvana have you ever heard of them should be a thing of joy

#when i was 14 i told my father that i had just discovered the song bittersweet symphony

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the mass senior scramble is killing me why is literally everyone in relationships what the fuck

#dear god. please can someone ask me out please #this thing #txt

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some recents

#spring tag #📷 #i don’t think i like how this are ending right now. lets hope may brings a change #txt

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“what’s the song of the summer” ?? it’s DANCING IN THE DARK by bruce springsteen for the 40th year in a row

#music tag

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if you're an adult man with natural blonde hair that's a sign from nature to show that there's something deeply evil going on with you like the brightly colored frogs

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It is what it is but like. Can it be something else

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almost graduation. almost summer. once i’m out of here everything will be okay

#txt #🚙 #🏃‍♀️ <- me soon. trust