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Cabaret Voltaire (1993)

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probably the worst website on earth to ask this question but genuinely… does anyone have advice on learning to tolerate oneself after a big period of insecurity? I KNOW I can claw my way back out and I’m patient enough to know it takes time but #crowdsourcing #opinions

#I’m going to go to a psych asap but financials are difficult rn

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#this might be THE album innit #manics

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respectfully but if there’s an afterlife I am going to suck off leonard cohen until I die again

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#he is going to be my husband in the afterlife

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Every Taylor Swift song

#im almost sad enough to want this right now.

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like clockwork for the past year, every three months there is ANOTHER earth shattering THING. i would like a crumb of reprieve. this genuinely is the last one i can take.

#sad things just keep happening like... at me... and it blows #cunt going thru a lot right now or whatevs

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This albums so good … mount kimbie slowly morphing into the shugazi band of my dreams

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thoughts on the marcus makeover?

mans just wanted a haircut lmaoo

#having said that the grim reaper hood + red pleather leotard was INSPIRATIONAL

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lydia lunch live was exactly what I expected (absolute bitch). absolutely perfect.

#the thing about that infamous nardwuar interview that no one seems to clock #is that she is also doing a bit #and her bit is being an absolute ultimate impenetrable bitch #if nothing you’ve gotta respect it #like yes she’s nuts in it but I can’t help but think what the response would’ve been if she was a guy who’s suddenly doing a fun silly bit #*le shrug* #also the guy who played before her was fucking incredible #sometimes you gotta sing about fucking a ghost and buying too much leather

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#goated #music

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Lydia Lunch - Atomic Bongos (1980)

#seeing her this week im going to DIE!!! YEARS OF WISHING!!!! #i know she wont play this!!! i know it will probably be terrible!! i can't fucking WAIT

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#why not here. why not here...

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i wish with all of my heart that i was making this up but i have to do this fuckass group project for uni and one of the ppl in my group left for half an hour in the last class and while she was gone i went to the bathroom 2 PISS! and she was sitting on the couch making out with a dude lmfao

#if she was like. otherwise nice i would salute her and call her a fuckin legend but i have done the vast majority of the group work lol. #and she came back in and sat down and flicked her hair back and went “sooo what are we doing now guys!!!” #took a lot of strength not to respond to that with anything but 'the . group. project' through my gritted lil teef #i am trying to finish my godforsaken degree!! and it's a third year subject! GIRL

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here’s my granddad absolutely letting me win at chess, which I know would have cost him a lot.

he’s having about as shit a time as is humanly possible to have right now, as am I, so shoutout to a legend in some happier times. I love him very much.

#I have been crying for about 5 hours non stop #I would not like to go into detail #but I hope he knows how much I love him and how much he has inspired me #ain’t no English degree without my granddad baby!!! #do not reblog this fucking obviously

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#all time goat ….

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bummer post incoming but last year was such a shitty horrible stupid fucking year. don't know why i was so SHOCKED that I woke up to the new one and still had the same grief, same anxiety, same all of it. I think this year the jobs I have need to be quit. and I want to go to ireland and look at some standing stones, I think that might fix a bunch of it.

#i feel like a fuckin teenager again with the self loathing horseshit. #at least going over to melbourne over/after christmas was really special #but idk . if fuckin MELBOURNE feels like an idyllic holiday there's obviously something more deeply wrong lol