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I want to be thin enough that he leaves bruises on my hip bones and finger marks on my thighs with barely any pressure

I want to be delicate enough to be taken care of

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Falling asleep curled into a ball on the floor of your room. Thinking about how you’d be so much cuter curled into a ball when you reach your ugw. And then proceeding to fall asleep from exhaustion.

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life feels fucking great when you realise it’s all in your head. hungry? no, it’s just the greedy voice in my head, but it’s all good, i can ignore it. tired? cold? nope, in your head.

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my reasons why i want to lose weight:

♡ to feel small and light when around my boyfriend

♡ to stop feeling hot all the damn time

♡ to never have chaffed thighs ever again

♡ to take baths and showers with the light on

♡ to finally feel confident enough to appear on pictures

♡ to be able to go to the beach and swim again

♡ to spite my old skinny ballet teacher who told me my body was vulgar

♡ to never have my body seen as vulgar again

♡ to feel pretty in lace lingerie

♡ to wear summer dresses and cute mini skirts without looking like i squeezed into it

♡ to have pretty bony fingers so i can wear rings

♡ to be able to look myself in the mirror without hating what i see

♡ to be less and occupy less space

♡ to look cute when i eat, not gross

♡ to get compliments from the people who never believed in me

♡ to get compliments from my boyfriend and be able to believe them

♡ to compliment myself and not cringe because it won't be a stupid recovery exercise anymore; it'll be true

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don’t you just love when you’re walking through the school corridors seeing black spots and stars 🥰

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don’t forget to get ur sleep bc ur still burning cals every hour 🤘🤘

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If you eat that you won’t become th1nsp0…

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I will starve until I’m nothing but a pile of bones! I swear nothing will stop me! Not my mom, dad, friends or myself. Nothings getting in my way. I will become what I want to!

I’m in control.

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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

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Does anyone know good things to trigger myself with are? I've been binging too much and just don't feel as motivated to restrict now but desperately need to get back on track for summer and a field trip I'm going on in may

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having a friend thinner than you without even trying feels like losing a game only you’re playing

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the fact that i could've been at my ugw by now should be enough motivation

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someone said i look like i'm on edblr

biggest compliment.

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Pro tip: If you want to eat, don’t! Hope this helps

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watching supersize Vs super skinny to trigger myself is so girlypop of me <3

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such a satisfaction to write on edblr while people in my class are eating in front of me