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borgessa · 2 years
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hi friends !!  I’ll be back here, I promise, life is just a bit stressful right now & I don’t have the energy to be here much. but I love my girl & I haven’t abandoned her! <3 
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borgessa · 2 years
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people who don’t start screaming when they are angry and instead lower their voice until it turns into a whisper are scary as fuck
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love that my coping mechanism on a bad day hasn’t changed since 2015 & it’s still iconing isolda djashflsajfksöf
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borgessa · 2 years
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listen Lucrezia is not naturally a cold & even vile person (though tbh my portrayal is gonna be a bit less of that then the a.c version anyway) . it's more that she hardly ever allows herself to be soft, she grew up with the belief that she has to be strong and if necessary feared, because her family is so vulnerable as "outsiders" in Rome. Therefore only the people closest to her (mostly her immediate family & those she genuinely loves) will experience this softer, loving part of her.
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SMOLL STARTER CALL ??
like this for a little something from Lucrezia, probably lyrics inspired <3 
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Euphoria (2019-)
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𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝, 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰.
#BORGESSA : independent, private & highly selective portrayal of L.ucrezia B.orgia, based in the A.ssassin’s C.reed universe with canon divergences, a study in living in a golden cage, being desired but never loved, manipulation, duty to the family, self-discovery, written by Flora sideblog to @fenixburned
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borgessa · 2 years
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@iilmentore​ said : ❛ don’t wait for me, it’s not a happy ending. ❜ | IF I CAN’T HAVE LOVE, I WANT POWER
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Panic rises in her chest at these words, no matter how hard Lucrezia tries to ignore it. No, perhaps neither of them is fashioned for a happy ending, perhaps neither of them feels like they deserve it. But this can’t be the end, not yet. Instinctively her fingers find the dagger she always carries hidden in her clothes, and the familiar weight in her hands brings some comfort at least. For a moment their eyes meet, gazed of equal determination.
 “Oh, I won’t wait. Because you won’t fight alone. They came for me after all.” 
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𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐄𝐘'𝐒 — 𝐈𝐅 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 )  /  feel  free  to  change  pronouns  as  you  see  fit  !
THE TRADITION
❛ she’s easy on the eyes. ❜
❛ her soul is black and it’s a fact. ❜
❛ so take what you want, take what you can, take what you please. ❜
❛ ask for forgiveness, never permission. ❜
❛ It’s in the blood and this is tradition. ❜
❛ they dress her up in golden crowns, her smile hides a lie. ❜
❛ you can take it back it’s good as gone. ❜
❛ this is your soul, i hope what’s left will last all summer long. ❜
❛ they said that boys were boys but they were wrong. ❜
BELLS IN SANTE FE
❛ don’t call me by my name, all of this is temporary. ❜
❛ watch as i step away, for your sake. ❜
❛ maybe i can hold you in the dark. ❜
❛ leaving through the door without a word. you won’t even notice, little bird. ❜
❛ better off dead, so i reckon i’m heading to hell instead. ❜
❛ don’t wait for me, it’s not a happy ending. ❜
❛ to sort out all his bullshit, to figurе out the treason ❜
❛ jesus, you’ve got better lips than judas. ❜
❛ i could give you bad one, otherwise i’m useless. ❜
❛ ‘cause who the fuck would choose this? ❜
EASIER THAN LYING 
❛ i’m only whatever you make me. ❜
❛ you make me more and more a villain every day. ❜
❛ you don’t know you reap, you sow. ❜
❛ whatever you give to me from yourself you take. ❜
❛ well if you’re a hater then hate the creator, it’s in your image i’m made. ❜
❛ 'cause i’ll hang myself if you’d give me rope. ❜
❛ i got so much faith and lost all hope. ❜
❛ one eye broken and one eye bruised, ‘cause I gave myself away for you. ❜
❛ you liar, you don’t love me too. ❜
❛ my heart is massive but it’s empty. ❜
❛ gasping for some real attention, some undivided hypertension. ❜
❛ losing you is easier than lying to myself. ❜
LILITH
❛ i’m perfection when it comes to first impressions. ❜
❛ you got me thinkin’ that i was too mean. ❜
❛ everything that I say I believe. ❜
❛ tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve. ❜
❛ i am disruptive, i’ve been corrupted. ❜
❛ by now I don’t need a fuckin’ introduction. ❜
❛ you know I get too caught up in the moment. ❜
❛ i can’t call it love if i show it. ❜
❛ i just fuck things up if you notice. ❜
❛ have you noticed? tell me, have you noticed? ❜
❛ now i’m wondering if i ever wanted to hold you. ❜
❛ you’d let anybody with a body control you, and you know it too. ❜
❛ the more that you have, the more that they’ll take. ❜
GIRL IS A GUN
❛ i’m not your daydream, i won’t have your baby. ❜
❛ it’s a shot in the dark, i’m not a walk in the park. ❜
❛ this girl is a gun, and we been havin’ some fun. ❜
❛ i can show you if you turn the lights on. ❜
❛ i keep waitin’ for love to come and swallow me up. ❜
❛ I feel better when the boys stop callin’. ❜
❛ this girl is a gun, before you know it, it’s done. ❜
❛ god is a gun, he can have what he wants. ❜
❛ let me show you how to touch my trigger. ❜
❛ makin’ me crazy from mornin’ to evenin’. ❜
❛ i can’t not take it, i love it, i break it. ❜
❛ it’s never enough, so I’m givin’ you up. ❜
YOU ASKED FOR THIS
❛ i don’t know what you want from me. ❜
❛ now what the fuck does all this mean? ❜
❛ my tears are falling flawlessly now. ❜
❛ go on and be a big girl, you asked for this now. ❜
❛ who the hell is in your bed? ❜
❛ you gotta kiss goodnight and give some head. ❜
❛ i want my cake on a silver plater, i want a fistful in my hands. ❜
❛ i want a beautiful boy’s despondent laughter. ❜
❛ i wanna ruin all my plans. ❜
❛ i want a fist around my throat. ❜
❛ i wanna cry so hard, i choke. ❜
❛ i want everything i ask for. ❜
DARLING
❛ really can’t remember where i left my spine. ❜
❛ maybe I’ll be better if I take my meds. ❜
❛ darling don’t you weep, there’s a place for me. ❜
❛ somewhere we can sleep, see you in your dreams. ❜
❛ ever since i was a little girl i found this sweet. ❜
❛ all the little flowers give me something to believe in. ❜
❛ never knew the feeling of a stable home, been a couple years of living on the road. ❜
❛ only you have showed me how to love me in a life. ❜
❛ until it’s time to see the light, i’ll make my own with you each night. ❜
❛ i’ll kidnap all the stars and i will keep them in your eyes. ❜
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❛ i won’t die for love, but i’ve got a body here to bury. ❜
❛ the parts of myself that i’ve hated… i can’t tell which ones are mine and which I created. ❜
❛ you could have my heart and i would break it for you. ❜
❛ i try to be careful with the thing inside my chest. ❜
❛ so you can forget me , i’ll leave if you let me. ❜
❛ please don’t leave, don’t leave me in the shape you left me. ❜
❛ just leave me in the place you found me safe and soundly. ❜
HONEY
❛ she’s on the tip of my tongue, she’s on the top of my thighs. ❜
❛ open your mouth, i got a surprise. ❜
❛ all i can taste is the blood in my mouth and the bitterness in goodbye. ❜
❛ drippin’ like honеy, down the back of my throat and on the front of my mind. ❜
❛ she stings like she means it, she’s mean and she’s mine. ❜
❛ i love every second, it’s fuckin’ fantastic ❜
❛ she’s hell in a basket just makin’ a racket. ❜
❛ good things aren’t easy to get, i know that i won’t regret you. ❜
❛ between my fingers, she leaves then she lingers. ❜
WHISPERS
❛ you sabotage the things you love the most. ❜
❛ this is the voice in your head that says, “you do not want this”. ❜
❛ this is the ache that says, “you do not want him”. ❜
❛ bet I could fuck him. ❜
❛ why do you need love so badly? ❜
❛ i’ve got a monster inside me. ❜
❛ isn’t it lonely? ❜
❛ think that you know me? you think that you could if you hold me? ❜
❛ think you could try to console me, but i do not know me. ❜
I AM NOT A WOMAN, I’M A GOD
❛ i am not a woman, i’m a god. ❜
❛ i am not a martyr, i’m a problem. ❜
❛ i am not a legend, i’m a fraud. ❜
❛ keep your heart, 'cause i already got one. ❜
❛ every day i’ve got a smile where my frown goes. ❜
❛ maybe i could be a different human in a new place. ❜
❛ i just wanna feel something, tell me where to go. ❜
❛ i stay right herе 'cause i’m better all alonе. ❜
❛ i never listen but i see you with my eyes closed. ❜
❛ it really does hurt when you love someone. ❜
THE LIGHTHOUSE
❛ from a tender age i was closed with rage. ❜
❛ i went swimming with the devil at the bottom of a lake. ❜
❛ he was tall and mean with venom eyes so green. ❜
❛ i’ll allure you like a landslide and I’ll show you lovely things. ❜
❛ he kissed me on the mouth and dug his fingers in my thighs. ❜
❛ a sailor ain’t a savior 'cause they only tell you lies. ❜
❛ he’s laying in the water, begging god to let him down. ❜
❛ i showed him all my teeth and then i laughed out loud. ❜
❛ i never wanted saving, i just wanted to be found. ❜
❛ that should teach a man to mess with me. ❜
❛ i’m glad i met the devil 'cause he showed me i was weak, and a little piece of him is a little piece of me. ❜
YA’ABURNEE 
❛ i can’t decide if i love you more at morning or i love you more at night. ❜
❛ the moon don’t pick sides and the sun won’t resign until you’re by my side. ❜
❛ your beauty is a blessing. ❜
❛ i never got to tell you how i lovеd the way my eyes makе yours look green. ❜
❛ i think we could live forever in each others faces. ❜
❛ if we don’t live forever maybe one day we’ll trade places. ❜
❛ darling, you will bury me before i bury you. ❜
❛ i’ll never know if there’s danger in confession. ❜
❛ it’s memory that presses like a blade against my throat. ❜
❛ or to die without revealing that you got inside my head. ❜
❛ love is just a currency so take my pockets, and take me home. ❜
❛ take my life, and take my soul, wrap me in a wedding ring. ❜
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borgessa · 2 years
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tag drop 💖
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Isolda Dychauk as Lucrezia Borgia | Borgia 3.03
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𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞. 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠.
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#BORGESSA : independent, private & highly selective portrayal of L.ucrezia B.orgia, based in the A.ssassin’s C.reed universe with canon divergences, a study in living in a golden cage, being desired but never loved, manipulation, duty to the family, self-discovery written by Flora ( 24, she/her, gmt+1 ), sideblog to @fenixburned​
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