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Not obvious at all since sharing a plate, touching arms and holding hands while eating is something normal everyone does. Don't worry about it

#they're so gross /pos #<3

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my friend and I are working on a longfic featuring rayllum ttm baby and I finished the first chapter...........

....holy SHIT I just made myself so SAD

#rayllum #rayllum fanfic #rayllum wip

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Now I'm down bad, cryin' at the gym Everything comes out teenage petulance Fuck it if I can't have him I might just die, it would make no difference Down bad, wakin' up in blood Starin' at the sky, come back and pick me up Fuck it if I can't have us

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so we can all agree that I Can Do It With A Broken Heart is timeskip Callum POV, right?

#rayllum #callum #ts ttpd #I mean this seriously……but I am also Very amused by this thought 😅

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Snake boi Callum is my best boi

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Callum? I'm glad we can be here together, looking at the stars.

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im a blorbo apologist but also they did every bad thing they did and i will get mad if u ignore that. complexities

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six sentence sunday!

#rayllum #rayllum fanfic #new wip who dis #…and if I said this was that wip that’s finally gonna make me create fanbabies……… #six sentence sunday #wip

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whenever people are like "i love ships where the girl is badass and the boy is in awe of her" i just always default to rayllum bc i don't think there's any ship where the guy is more of her #1 fan and cheerleader like look at him

Rayla is selfless, strong, and caring. That's what makes her a hero. That's what makes her Rayla.

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They said that, sometimes, we make sacrifices so that the ones we love don’t have to. It’s part of protecting them—part of protecting you.

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i hope you write (i hope we both write)

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i did this instead of writing

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the rayllum shipper experience 

#💜💜💜💜💜 #💚💚💚💚💚

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11 and/or 21 for Rayllum please!

It's stupid, because Rayla has always been able to handle the cold. She'd climbed up a mountain without even a coat when they were kids, had survived (barely, but survived) shaking in the Shiver Glades looking for Viren with only Stella for warmth. Callum had seen right through her "I'm cold" farce under Umber Tor for a reason beyond the shakiness of their relationship, and—

She'd known it'd be cold up here in a place called the goddamn Frozen North. It shouldn't have been affecting her like it was. Callum had bore the brunt of Finnegrin's ice-blood spell too, after all, and he hadn't screamed and collapsed. He hadn't been helpless.

He was fine now, scarf pulled up over his mouth, and if Callum was fine, then she was fine.

She is fine, even if her heart beat fast, and her toes and whole legs feel frozen, and every step feels like it might be her last.

She just can't—or won't—let it show, as she and Callum trudge ahead, cloaks flapping like raven's wings over the snow, the bitter wind stinging their faces.

Finally, though, the snow parts long enough for them to spot a cluster of caves up ahead, and she's glad she's not the one to say it as he puffs out, "Shelter."

They stagger forward together, Rayla letting him go in first once he has a light in his hand and she's checked for tracks, just to make sure nothing's waiting for them on the inside. It doesn't take long to get a fire going, thanks to Callum's magic, and a heating spell now that they're sitting.

It doesn't do as much as she'd like, the chill settling into her bones. They may be out of the elements, thank the gods, but now they're sitting, sweat from trudging through the snow giving everything an extra damp chill. She lets Stella out of her coat to go right by the fire, and blows air into her hands when the warmth doesn't seem to want to stick.

"Are you cold?" Callum asks, nudging her knee with his, the gangly legs he grew into during her absence stretched out in front of him. Their shoulders touch.

"I'm alright," she answers, but it must not be convincing enough, as he takes off his cloak and drapes it over her shoulders before she can stop him. "Callum—"

"Sky and Ocean magic keeps me pretty toasty," he assures her, now just wearing his snow dusted scarf, his cheeks flushed and eyes warm and dark in the firelight. He smiles, truthful. "I'm fine."

She draws the cloak more securely around her shoulders and looks away, hoping her lingering shivering isn't noticeable. "Thank you. I—"

Then Callum lets out a very Callum-y, exasperated sigh, and loops an arm around her shoulders. Tugs her towards him into his warm chest. "Just hold onto me," he huffs quietly, his upturned lips brushing her brow.

Rayla hesitates, and then curls into him, some of the chill finally seeping away. The tension too, settling into the coziness they can have in this cave, just the two of them. She manages a tiny smile as she closes her eyes, his arms wrapped around her. "Thank you, Callum."

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Because Rayllum deserves to be edited to all the aspec anthem, and this is one of them to me

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…I may or may not have just been enabled into writing my first rayllum fanbabies.

please stand by.

#rayllum

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wip wednesday!

the beginning of the next chapter of next time (rated e)

#rayllum #rayllum fanfic #wip wednesday #next time #I'm turning over a new leaf for april y'all #looking at my wip every day for a half hour whether I end up rereading editing or writing #i've had the notes/dialogue for this chapter for a while...finally started the actuallllll draft