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hello everybody! i might return to my beloved tatia soon! it's been a year, longer even. how's everybody?!

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hello everybody! i might return to my beloved tatia soon! it's been a year, longer even. how's everybody?!

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Instagram credit: autumnslittlesister

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🐝  *  ―  𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  because  enemies  to  lovers  has  been  so  popular,  i’ve  decided  to  make  some  friends  to  lovers  as  well.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  i don’t think i can be just friends with you anymore.  ❜ ❛  you’re already the most important person in my life.  ❜ ❛  i can’t imagine my life without you.  ❜ ❛  i’ve always liked you more than you ever knew.  ❜ ❛  i don’t want to be jealous … but i am.  ❜ ❛  it’s you and me against the world.  ❜ ❛  promise me we’ll still be friends even if this relationship doesn’t work out.  ❜ ❛  just friends don’t look at each other like that.  ❜ ❛  i’d never want to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  maybe we should kiss … just to know how it’s like.  ❜ ❛  i’m so glad to have you by my side.  ❜ ❛  everyone already thinks we’re dating so why don’t we give it a try ?  ❜ ❛  you’re always there when i need you.  ❜ ❛  i don’t ever want to lose you.  ❜ ❛  i like the sound of there being an ‘us’.  ❜ ❛  i’d spoil you rotten if i got the chance.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you’re okay with me going out with someone else ?  ❜ ❛  can you please hold my hand for a moment ?  ❜ ❛  i wish we could be like this forever …  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than them.  ❜ ❛  why are you looking at me like that ?  ❜ ❛  you know, we’d make a pretty good couple.  ❜ ❛  i really don’t want to ruin our friendship because of this.  ❜ ❛  it’s like i’m seeing you in a completely new light.  ❜ ❛  are you actually flirting with me ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve had this really strange dream about us and i have no idea what to think of it.  ❜ ❛  will you go on a date with me ?  ❜ ❛  come here, i’ll keep you warm.  ❜ ❛  are you saying you want to kiss me ?  ❜ ❛  our friendship will never be like it was before.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been fooling myself for a while now.  ❜ ❛  you mean more to me than anyone else, you know that.  ❜ ❛  i think in a way i’ve always been in love with you.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t realize your feelings ran deeper than friendship.  ❜ ❛  i’d be happy to date my best friend.  ❜ ❛  remember how we agreed not to catch feelings … ?  ❜ ❛  you’re more than just a friend.  ❜ ❛  jealous ? i’m not jealous. i don’t have any reason to be jealous.  ❜ ❛  how have i never noticed how beautiful you are ?  ❜ ❛  no matter what else happens between us, you’ll always be my best friend.  ❜

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i’m here, going to do some replies. but it’s VERY hot outside.. might be slow lol

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hi everyone!! i will be active tonight, after work. might do a few replies during work.

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i will be spending my weekend in berlin with my bf. it’s his birthday gift for me. so i won’t be online this weekend. might be more active next week!

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a  deep  sigh  escaped  her  lips.  she’s  about  to  thrown  in  some  punches.            ‘’  are  you  DONE,  bitching  around? ''

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Arthur Pendragon, a great destiny awaits you.

an indie Arthur Pendragon based around bbc merlin & arthurian legends. remembered by emrys. 25+.

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A young man that will in time father a legend.

an indie Merlin based around bbc merlin & arthurian legends. remembered by emrys. 25+.

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To vacations where mornings are spent reading and drinking tea.

#⋆ ╹* 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 || 𝖢𝖧. 𝖲𝖳𝖴𝖣𝖸 ❪ AESTHETIC. ❫

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quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

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seilas           /           silas​

a contemplative expression cascades over silas’ features and a pause follows tatia’s question. “no, actually i don’t.”  he answers after a beat before a grin spreads across his face.  “if they’re insistent i’ll cast a spell on them but sometimes, i’ll play along with it and leave them with whatever impression i feel like.”  impersonating the doppelgangers wasn’t a lifestyle but he couldn’t turn down the opportunity to frame someone.  “yea—no, i came up with the idea of immortality but qetsiyah was the one who created the spell, so all complaints should be addressed to her.”  he nods and lips curve into a smile.  “it has to do with the balance of nature, how everything that lives must die and so on and so on. it’s nothing personal, just mother nature doing her thing.” a doppelganger is responsible for keeping the biological life cycle going which pretty much certifies they’re doomed from the start. 

eyebrows  raised  when  he  started  talking,  rolling  her  eyes  when  he  started  explaining.  ‘’  right.  ‘’  tatia  spoke  as  she  crossed  her  arms.          ‘’  sadly,  not  all  of  us  can  put  spells  on  people                    your  life  must  be  wonderful.  ‘’  her  voice  sounded  slightly  sarcastic,  but  to  be  honest                tatia  knows  how  it  is  to  have  magic.  she  was  a  witch  once  too,  a  long  long  time  ago.              ‘’  didn’t  getsiyah  cursed  you,  because  you  were  in  love  with  amara?  so,  it  is  kind  of  your  fault.  ‘’  a  small  smirk  appeared  upon  her  face,  pleased  with  herself.  tatia  never  got  to  meet  amara,  but  she  did  saw  elena  and  katherine  when  she  was  lurking  into  the  shadows.                ‘’  oh  well,  guess  we  have  to  accept  the  fact  there  will  be  a  lot  of  people  walking  around  with  the  same  face.  ‘’  a  shrug  followed  while  her  eyes  kept  focussed  upon  the  male.

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her  body  stopped  moving  when  tatia  realised  she  was  near  a  supernatural  creature.  eyes  narrowed,  trying  to  focus,  it  was  very  dark  outside.          she  was  not  surprised  she’d  bump  into  other  creatures,  but  that  didn’t  mean  she  wanted  it  to  happen.  ‘’  what  is  a  werewolf  doing  here  at  this  hour?  ‘’  she  turned  around,  to  the  place  noise  came  from.        tatia  doesn’t  really  like  werewolves,  their  bites  are  dangerous.  normal  vampires  will  die  when  they  get  bitten,  she  -  an  original  vampire,  will  get  horrible  hallucinations  for  hours  and  then  just  go  on  with  the  day.

@taintedone ​  → starter    

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'’  why  would  i?’’  her  big  brown  eyes  focussed  upon  his  face,  one  eyebrow  raised.  she’s  no  cruel  person  and  would  never  laugh  at  someone’s  miserable  state.                ‘’  i’m  here  to  help,  i’ll  do  anything  for  you.  ‘’  it  was  the  truth,  tatia  would  do  anything  for  this  man.  she  moved  herself  towards  him,  slowly  moving  her  hand  up  his  face,  stroking  his  cheek.  anything  because  she  loved  this  man  so  much.  a  small  smile  appeared  upon  her  face.  ‘’  you  know  that,  right?  ’’

@mortuam​ said:     “ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”

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