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“Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— The Idealist

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Just because I carry it well doesn't mean it's not heavy.

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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sometimes i can’t help but feel like everything would be better if i was never born

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Look at you. You're tired but you ain't giving up. I'm so proud of you.

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My side of the story doesn't matter anymore. Life happened, I healed, but most importantly I learned who deserves a seat at my table and who will never sit at it again.

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ⓘ This user just wanna sit in front of the ocean and listen to the waves

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Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

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i want to bleed i want to watch my feelings pour through my veins and onto the floor

i want that euphoric feeling after you cut where'd everything feels okay and there's no bad thoughts

i want to feel okay i want to watch the blood pour out i want to cut i want to cut i want to cut!!!

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ok but do you understand how exhausting it is for me to never get a break from me

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I wonder if you miss me like I miss you

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“Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.”

— Unknown

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i hate that moment when you hear something that kills you inside, but you have to act like you’re fine