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Spot the difference

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in a miski mood

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iim not obese anymore lolz i had gained 10 kg last year trying to recover and now ive lost 7 out of those 10kg

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im 15 now, yay i guess

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<3

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im sad

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im mentallyn ill

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new homescreen

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blue bracelet era

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the cold has sunk its teeth in me, and i am far from home

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Its been a long time since ive logged here but i missed it, I miss the September 2020 feeling when i just turned 14 and I thought I was in love with a guy. As soon as i realized he was a guy with a personality and stuff and not just someone who i could project my comphet on, I turned away from him. Im not bisexual,Im not asexual,Im not pansexual, Im not heterosexual, Im a lesbian. Anyways, I still have an ED I guess, I like gyaru fashion and Im not sure if ive really changed. I just wanna be back in September 2020 playing The Arcana while listening to Some feelings by Mild Orange..

#SoundCloud

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Dude, ur mom is the bitch in the situation. Also you looked so good in those like I wish that were me lol. Don't let her get to you, she's probably gonna age badly anyways

im a little sad today cause i wanted to buy this legging but my mum said i looked like a bitch with it so i didn’t buy it and now i just feel like i wont be alble to buy anything cause it will look gross on me cause im dugusting and need to lose weight and also my skin is bad recently and i hate my hair i wanna dye them again my mum wont let me so im just sad

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My crush wants to have sex with me but not be in a relationship with me. I'm so sad rn. Like she's so cool and I wish I could date her but she's made it clear she only wants sex and I don't want to loose my virginity to someone who I'm not in love with.

I think I might be asexual. I know it's weird considering Im a horny person and stuff but like actually having sex grosses me out I think. Maybe it's because of the trauma or something, idk