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i am so tired of people sometimes

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au where i actually write

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nice things: fresh air, laughing until my stomach hurts, flowers, silly jokes with my friends, long drives, my favourite shoes, strawberries & cherries, rewatching cartoons i used to watch when i was a kid, espresso, taking videos of the sea, being kind, bread

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it’s rot girl autumn! we're decaying alongside the trees!

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@academia-lucifer

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Ocean Vuong, from "Into the Breach", Night Sky with Exit Wounds

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Leila Chatti, “Tea”

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finally I got them all

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I have to not shut down at any sign of anger it is not helpful

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(yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist)

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"Hold me like water or, Christ, hold me like a knife.” Okay. What if I threw up. what if i bit my arm off. what if i died

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Hozier b like "hey girl what if the ceaseless battle between unconquerable suffering (as a consequence of existence), and the indomitable human spirit, was just. in ur earphones. What if the constant tug of war between the limitlessness of love and inevitability of heartache was literally injected into u via sound. Like. just playing in ur ears for an hour. Take my hand. Let's take a stroll through hell, baby :) wouldn't that be gre- why are you crying"

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im still young i still have time im still young i still have time im still young i still have time [lays on the floor wasting my time]

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"the memory hurts but does me no harm"

stab me in the heart why dont you

#hozier #unreal unearth

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It's over. You're safe now. They can't hurt you anymore. All that you have to work through now is healing and coping with the memories. But no one can harm you anymore. It's over.