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Azt az embert bántom leginkább, aki a világot jelenti nekem. Gyűlölöm magam.

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Life’s a endless agonizing loop the same awful feelings over and over and over I can’t handle this bullshit I’m done 

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Pls let me die, I honestly dont wanna be here any more, I just wanna be at peace.

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I don't deserve a family I don't deserve friends I'm the worst friend ever I'm the worst child ever

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Forced to live. Born to kill myself.

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I am not real

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I must ruin myself because I do not deserve to be happy.

I must be destroyed before someone destroys me

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Remélem egy nap megérted hogy mi van bennem.

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i wanna hug you close to my heart

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I want to disappear, I want to stop existing, I want to die without anyone noticing

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i wish I had hugged you tighter the last time I saw you

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“I just called to hear your voice”

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I'm the bad person again, I end up making someone feel bad, disappointed and rejected because of my attachment problems and the guilt is invading my body. Once again I ended up making someone fall in love with me, but I already devalued him...I don't know how to love, I don't know how to feel love.

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how could you love me? i don't even know who i am.

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you’ll find someone great

and i’ll rot in a grave

everyone will be happy

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I want to make him the happiest he’s ever been