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I’m deleting this blog. Is been great 10 years

#kisses for everyone

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The only person who understood me has passed away

#why didn’t you take me instead?

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hey (with the intentions of memorizing how you take your coffee in the morning)

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Balisong (Butterfly Knife)

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#lovers

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I let you consume me. Are you still hungry?

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Is okay (I sobbed until I was physically sick)

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Jummah Mubarak babes <3

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Waan kugu riyodaa :(

#waan dalay

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#mood

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Made anything interesting this week?

LMAOOOO u lucky I haven’t k*lled myself this week

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Take care fellow traveler

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So much better to vent to strangers on the internet than to let the person who fucked you up face the fucked up shit they did to you. At least you have more constant reminders of all the fucked up shit you can eg. wear on your wrist. etc.

You deserve better. And I understand it's not that easy. But you really do deserve better. It's just sometimes it's easier to go on without all that dead weight.

When people show you who they really are, it's often better to believe that than to keep a candle burning that someday they'll see you. People suck and people are blind due to their own wounds, but you're not the one who's supposed to heal them - if they even can be healed. You need to tend your own wounds and no amount of gold or watches or whatever is ever going to make up for that.

Take care. You deserve love.

Thank you for saying that.

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She won, she shut me up with dahab (Gold) & gifts and ignored the conversation I wanted to have LMAOO

I’m seeing my mum today & I’ll be practicing what my therapy has been teaching me for 2 years on her

#update #she’s like okay ignore I abandoned u when you were baby now here have gold neckless and earring and watch and perfume oh and what else what #what else #damn I don’t blame her #I forget she was once traumatised child too #if she raised me or maybe got to know me she would’ve known I hate watches

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I’m seeing my mum today & I’ll be practicing what my therapy has been teaching me for 2 years on her

#mmmm we’ll see #but I was inside her for 9 month and 10 days so she knows how to trigger me rly well

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Alhumdi’Allah waxan ku jiraa the era where nin u waxkaste i gado💋

#ilahayoooooo wad mahadsantahy #damn imagine I was stuck in era where nin will ask me cunta ma cuntay and I’ll say no I’ve been so busy I didn’t #and instead of saying okay baby I’ll order some for u right I was getting oooo okay hadhow cun #qac caadi ah #hahahha #anyway so this is how the girls been living huh

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Hope you had a good day

You're appreciated and adored

Come & kiss meee