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I've officially lost track of my relapses

#make it stop make it stop make it stop make it stop make it stop make it stop make it stoppppppppp #please can i just lay down and die already #every day my grave gets a little deeper and every day i will it to just cave in on me

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Anyone know of any good bridges

#need a swift introduction to concrete from a great height

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screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and

#willing myself to just drop dead

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There's nothing in this world I can't ruin

#god forbid we have a source of happiness. ill fucking trash it too #ruin and ruin and ruin and ruin and reuin and rui and ruin and ruin and ruin and ruin and ruin #everything all the time #house marriage friendship #ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined ruined

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Back into my box I go

#leaving only caused pain #why even bother being me #me and me and me and me and me forever

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#i dont know how im still here #why am i pushing

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#cant take it cant take ot ant take it ant take it cant take it cant take it cant take it cant take it #horrible awful terrible bad forwverr #cant stop ruining #it was supposed to be our anniversaryyyyyyyy it only gets WORSW

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#HOW does it only get WORSE #i hope tomorrows plumber is as nice as todays was

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I think I was in my teens the last time I went a whole day without eating

#complicated feeling

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