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if it was about 15 years ago i’d already have seen 12 different AMVs of chimera falin set to three days grace animal i have become on my feed but that just doesn’t happen anymore. because of woke

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it kills me how much people love to speculate on the trans male experience. transphobes and even other trans people will conjure up ideas of what it must be like for us to live, how hormones affect us, and especially what society treats us like. they love to tell us how we live our lives; strawman after strawman about fictional trans men who started hormones and became "evil and ugly", completely fabricated stories about about how every trans man they know suddenly "gained male privilege" and never deal with misogyny or transandrophobia.

people who tell you how your transmasculine experience will go have no idea what they are talking about. even if they sound confident, they are not correct- each and every transmasculine person has a different experience in life- we do not automatically gain the societal privilege of cishet white men once we decide to socially transition. they cannot see what your future holds. you don't deserve to have someone telling you how you will experience your own life, it is yours, you are allowed to live your truth, pave your own way and prove that we have varied lives that transcend what transphobes think the trans male experience is.

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Walking around the apartment going "butter dog... he's the one with the butter" in my best anime dub boy protagonist voice until my roommate kills me oppa gruesome style

#this is shit I do when alone #now that my voice is deeper busting out the anime boy voice is so fun

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I know it's not the worst thing about capitalism. But I do think there's something really *bad* about the fact that between lack of leisure time, lack of disposable income, and "hustle culture" mindset that for many, many, many people the primary/only way they are able to express their creativity and artistic aesthetics is through consumer culture. Buying stuff and displaying that stuff.

When like...making stuff. Drawing, painting, weaving, crafting, sketching is like, baked deep deep into our bones as humans.

But I know so many adults who haven't like...drawn a picture since they were children.

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leitmotifs never get old to me like holy shit dude there’s this melody that corresponds to this one guy and if you hear the melody it means the guy is there. holy shit. and sometimes it refers to ideas too not just guys. has anyone heard about this

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a wikipedia poem on software entropy

#cool art #this hits something in me #I don’t know what

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I always find it funny and thinks it shows off an obvious disconnect Knives has to the consequences of his actions when he’s like “Vash humans have caused so much physical damage to your body you cannot healed from how can you continue to protect them” and it’s like bestie you severed a limb off him. You are just the same, even more one arm wasn’t enough you went and did some fucked up science to the other one! At least it’s pretty understandable why Vash never belives knives

Knives is just a goofy scary character because ultimately his logic only works of you can physically amd mentally destroy and stop anyone who argues with you compared to actual reasonableness. Which I think ultimately makes me feel for him because it’s obvious he’s stuck in that traumatised state of mind he can’t move on from.

But he’s kinda like megamind to me

#trigun #YEA YES YEAH #DUDE NEEDS SO MUCH THERAPY AND PROBABLY A SUPPORT CAT #he’s like an anxious chihuahua

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do drugs jack off kill yourself then wake up in the morning and have a cup of cawfie n eat some cigarettes

#Alice #this is so her

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When you're unsuccessfully looking for something and start gradually increasing your It Could Be There range. Like yeah sure maybe the rice cooker pot is in the freezer, idk

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hope is a skill

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pretty boy straddling my hips and leaning down to kiss me when?

#me and who

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Every form of abuse commonly perpetuated by parents is also commonly perpetuated by teachers and therapists.

Every form of abuse commonly perpetuated by teachers is also commonly perpetuated by parents and therapists.

Every form of abuse commonly perpetuated by therapists is also commonly perpetuated by parents and teachers.

Yet discussion of abuse by any one of those agents is always met with the response that the other two agents can solve it, like a constant, depressing three-way loop.

If you respond to abuse by teachers with "This is why parents need to be more involved!" and respond to abuse by parents with "This is why therapists should be more involved!" and respond to abuse by therapists with "Parents and teachers should stop this!" then... what happens to kids who have parents, teachers, and therapists who are all abusive in the exact same way? Which is... quite a common scenario?

#YEAH #YEAH YUP #I had an awful home life #got no support from adults at school #my only support was my friend group and if I didn’t have them #things would have been very different

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for @bobosbillionsknives

#trigun #fuck yeah

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#HAHAHAHAHA

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the things we do for our crushes 🥰

#madoka magica #cool art

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People often say to me: “You draw like some kind of inhuman machine.  If I eat your brain, will I gain your power?”  The answer is yes, but there is another way. The key to precise drawing is building up muscle memory so that your arm/hand/fingers do the things you want them to do when you want them to do them.  Teaching yourself to draw a straight line or to make sweet curves is just a matter of practice and there are some exercises you can do to help improve. If you’re going to be doodling in class or during meetings anyway, why not put that time to good use?

#for later #I’ve been meaning to do this!!

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Thinking about their “I want to be with you forever”

#yugioh #I miss them