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[bhaleesi]

My writing abilities when I have an entire free day: twelve words. Take it or leave it

My writing abilities when I have to be somewhere in fifteen minutes: I got six thousand more in the pocket

#my writing is at its peak during finals week when i have shit i don't wanna be doing

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hate writing. never writing again.

#yeah

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“ao3 should have an algorithm” ao3 should continue only giving me exactly what I ask for which happens because I know how to use the search, sort, and filter functions

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#akjgklekferla #crazy to think that AWAS exists because Ayden - initially a random side character - grabbed my brain and never let go

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avatar deku for @ GinaDeSpell on twitter! 

#oooh that's cool

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re-reading my own fic because the author has exactly my taste in tropes, ships the same ships in the right way, and also shares my sense of humour. what a find, what a revelation. i hope they write more of this sort of thing.

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The best quality a fictional man can have is being deeply, pathetically, wretchedly in love with someone, I think

#ayden caedis energy

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Not "I can fix him (romantic)" or even "I can fix him (platonic)" but "I can fix him (with an air of soul-deep weariness, taking on a great burden)"

#ayden caedis energy #quill lycan energy #ayden: *doing his sad bullshit* #quill rolling up his sleeves: you are being fixed. do not resist.

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love a character that's like. i survived (<- not a brag) (<- this is a curse that weighs on me every waking hour)

#ayden caedis energy

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i love this character so much......i hope they get seriously injured and almost die

#...yeah #ayden caedis energy

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realizing that sticking to the "do it bad" "do it scared" mentality implies theres also a "do it bored"

#a lot of my writing was done bored #just .... not hating the scene but not loving it. utter indifference #but sometimes that's what it takes to get through it. you can always come back. just get the bones out

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Princess Yue as the Moon Spirit in a style inspired by Alphonse Mucha.

🌸 This piece is available as a print here! 🌸

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You know what I'm a slut for? When a character visibly drops a ruse. Like, the way their face changes the moment they give up a facade and reveal themselves.

This applies to revealing love, apathy, anger, evil intent. I mcfuckin love it.

#Reyna tydus energy #I wish I could draw / animate because I NEED to see #her shift from sweet smile to her true unsettling vibe

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#ayden caedis energy #he's so calm and suave when you meet him but inside he's that one greyhound meme with the word 'NERVOUS' on it

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You can take a break from your fic and write notes for another fic

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"ne'er-do-well" is such a harsh criticism like bro ne'er? e'er? like youd think at least some'imes id do well but nope. ne'er

#orion livingstone energy

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The divine right of kings but it's a curse

#AYDEN CAEDIS energy #big big ayden vibe