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Laios Touden Period Cramps moodboard

[image ID: a 3x3 moodboard of alternating Dungeon Meshi manga panels and Delicious in Dungeon anime screenshots of Laios suffering from cramps and stomach pain, arranged in sequential order to show how his pain progresses. Laios is a blond tallman (human) in grey plate armor. In some images, there is a closeup of his face with a pained expression or crying, while the rest show him doubled over on the ground. In two manga panels, Laios says, "My stomach. Urrgh..." Narrative text from the other panels read, "Laios tried to say something... But overwhelming stomach pain and nausea wiped all thoughts from his mind. For an entire night, it felt like his stomach was being carved open from the inside." End ID.]

#fandom posts #dungeon meshi

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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

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Made the worst brownies ever created just now

#posts i want to remember #OP made a recipe for homegrown rock #The Pompeii comment... my god

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screwed around w a different colouring style than what i usually do 😌✨

which also is an excuse to draw yusuke LMAO

#fandom posts #persona #persona 5 #Yusuke!!! #I'm going absolutely insane over this drawing

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this is a political compass of sexuality to me.

#to inflict upon my friends #posts i want to remember

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got so high I got scared and had to get out of the car to calm down and a coyote immediately sprinted out of the underbrush and stalked towards me

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The Faceless Megacorp Family

Capitalist Power Couple

The Corpo Goon Brothers

Le Winners of The 2024 Darwin Awards

The Blue Collar Gigachads

#fandom posts #I guess?? #special interest

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#Featuring Dante from Devil May Cry

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Thinking about a certain scene in Dungeon Meshi that completely encapsulates the Autistic experience of making friends as an adult and how hard it is to try and navigate it without ending up getting hurt.

Like IDK about y'all, but this is a common problem ALOT of Autistic Adults face when trying to make friends with other people, because unlike children who aren't good at keeping their opinions to themselves, Adults ARE. In society, we're even encouraged to "keep the peace" "be polite" and etc, which commonly leads to awful scenarios as shown above when Laois finds out his buddy has come to resent who Laois is without actually telling him. All too often the friends that we love to hang out with, people that we're so happy to spend time with, don't feel the same way and in many cases, come to blame us for our social cues or lack thereof.

And when/if we do eventually find out how our friend feels, Dungeon Meshi hits us with another painful panel of how that usually ends up playing out.

It's hard for Adults with Autism to make friends, and even harder to maintain them because alot of the ways Neurotypicals tell other Neurotypicals that they don't like a certain behavior is by quietly disengaging. Whether that involves having one sentence answers, going quiet, or having a certain tone in their voice, all those things signal annoyance or disapproval, but for the Neurodivergents, those subtle cues are completely missed.

And yet when we inevitably discover we DID do something, it is natural to ask "well why didn't you tell me?" because in our minds, it should've been the next step in the equation. However for the Neurotypicals, that's NOT something to bring up. Its important to be SUBTLE about the issue at hand and rely on signals to tell the other person. Blame is placed on us for not noticing the "obvious" signs of disapproval rather than the idea of talking it out as such things are uncomfortable and harder to do. Alot of the time what ends up happening is resentment due to the idea that it was "obvious" and the fact one didn't notice indicates a deliberate ignorance rather than a complete unawareness. It ends up calling into question our quality as a person and our sincerity. We get called "fake" or "malicious" or even "stupid" for failing social cues rather than questioning the decision to be indirect and vague.

For a manga about exploring the dungeon, it seems that the artist would rather explore very real and prevalent dynamics in society with the adventuring premise as a backdrop. I felt VERY seen in these panels, and many others, because it happens so suddenly and dare I say it, plainly. There's no dramatic build-up or spectacle made and in essence, it just Happens.

I think that's what makes the scene hit even harder. It seemingly comes out of nowhere for Laois, like how it always comes out of nowhere for alot of people, and it's never a dramatic twist either. It's always mundane and hurtful. A sudden unforeseen bump in the road that ends up calling into question one's entire friendship with someone and consequent other friendships. It asks "what if other friends feel the same. What if the people that I really like actually hate me and I don't know it?" Or at least that's what I came away with after reading the chapter. I've been where Laois was and the only reason I'm not there now is because I lost the naivete I had and doubt everyone else's sincerity.

#fandom post #dungeon meshi #autism post serious #autism post #neurodivergent post #neurodivergent post serious #Reading these panels almost makes me want to cry. This situation sucks

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You guys know what time it is, battle it out

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#Congrats dude you invented the potion of trowing up

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I’m not even mad, that’s amazing

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for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

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Yusuke Kitagawa Character Pages from the "Persona 5 Royal official design works" artbook

#fandom post #persona #persona 5 #Yusuke!!! #:D

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Girlie would do numbers here

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #pewter aitsf #my favorite thing about the date/boss/pewter dynamic is that date is the normal one #also i think its important to add that this dialogue happens after pewter lets number 89 escape and hes being yelled at #<<<< previous tags liked them a lot #fandom post

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Yusuke headcanons!

- he is transfem agender im right

- aro/acespec but not repulsed by either (and is open to being in a sexual/romantic relationship. He just doesnt feel that stuff that intensely)

- he can also be really REALLY romantic without trying

- he taught himself how to paint with both hands because he was somehow convinced it would mean he could draw better (despite people telling him that's not how it works) and was devastated to find out that's not how it works.

- worked out in the end because at least he's ambidextrous now

- absolutely FASCINATED with alt subcultures from an artistic standpoint. Bring this man to a rave and he'll start taking notes 😭😭😭

#Fandom post #Persona #Persona 5 #Yusuke!!! #Hey OP I'm shaking you by the shoulders I'm so glad you see my exact vision of Yusuke :D

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What's more attractive than a partner who "lets you" infodump to them?

One who asks to be infodumped to. One who tries their very hardest to involve themselves in the fixations you're neurotic about.

Nothing says ~I love you~ like having your hobbies taken seriously 💛

#Autism post #autism post lighthearted #Adhd post #Adhd post lighthearted #neurodivergent post #neurodivergent post lighthearted #:) #One day